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Sunday, March 25, 2012


Random catchup
ACK! I missed mysterious by ONE SECOND! GRRR!!
Oh, FYI..oreos....::evil::
Just sayin'
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WINNIE1978 4/15/2012 7:13PM

    I hope that you and the kids have a smooth transition from home schooling to public schooling. emoticon

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SNOWANGELDIVA 3/30/2012 2:41PM

    NANHBH~I crave chocolate when a migraine is coming. D@NG! I WISH I WISH I WISH My brain would work and not switch off, then I would remember that silly piece of information and help myself out with DRUGS!

MOSTMOM1~I will order a greenscreen and software and I will vlog from the Star Ship Enterprise if it's the last thing I do. OH! OH! OH! My last will and testament will be done from there. BOOYAH! It's a necessity. I hafta do this or I'll die and it'll be uneventful and sad...

ELISOS~ I like that you let me know you visited with an emoticon...I wonder who visits the crazy lady....You have been counted in the poll...

WISHICOULDFLY~ I did take your words o heart and I am dreaming BIG!!!!!

ANGELWENDYMAMA~ I don't think they'll LOVE it especially since they have a hyper/random mama, but, I think they've enjoy the change of scenery for a bit. (I know I will!!)

CRYSTLE ~ I think it's one of those things they they need to see first hand. I don't think they'll all like the environment and we will leave the homeschool door open. 2/5 will still be home...possibly 3/5...it'll still feell ike a vacation to me. Hee hee.

TEA ~ Hee hee, she just wanted to compete with her brother. It worked out really well cuz Gigantor at the time was dragging his "Big" feet (even then) with literacy and when his little sister was giving him a run for his money it made my life smooooooth sailing. Now, that boy reads a novel a day, he LOVES reading. He owes her. I still love Glee...even with my ears plugged and my girly squeals....

KARENE10 ~ Thank you for being supportive! I liked themeal idea. He looooooves food...that's all I can say right now. Ahem.

SPOCK ~ Hi, birthday boy...any place you'd like to eat?

REEBADABEEBOOS~ Nice to "meet" you too...I'm in love with the neon...I think it need it cotton though...

SIS ~ I know, wasn't that AWESOME!!! Ya, I rock! xoxo

C.M.D. I gotta check that pinterest greenscreen out. Thank you for chatting in response, I love, LOVE your comments; I've missed you!

Lisa~ I have NO clue what's up with Spark. I just recieved my "First Blog Post Award" this week. Seriously. ?!!!!!!



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MIBELLALUNA 3/28/2012 1:42PM

    why isn't sp willing to tell me when you vlog??? GRRRRR

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TXCROCHETQUEEN 3/28/2012 10:22AM

    Hey Liz... I tried homeschooling my son when he was little... I pulled him out of public school at the end of his 2nd grade year... We homeschooled for the 1st semester of the 3rd grade... I LOVED emoticon it... Him... not so much... He missed his school friends & teachers(he has always managed to be the teachers pet lol)... So he went back to public school for the 2nd half of the 3rd. grade... Course the public schools here really look down on homeschooling and gave me a REALLY HARD time about homeschooling him for just a half semester... They even wanted to MAKE him repeat the 2nd grade!?! and THEY were the ones who PASSED him on to the 3rd to begin with... They said that he was behind in EVERYTHING... Which wasn't true... They put him in the HARDEST 3rd grade class thinking he would fail... LOL... At the end of the year when they took their final exams, he ACED EVERYTHING and was even on a 6th grade level in reading in the 3rd grade!?!

Oh, thought you might be interested in a DIY green screen I found on pineterest... http://www.lifeisaprayer.com/articl
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TWYLIGHTWUNDER 3/27/2012 11:22PM

    I loved the dramatic ending when your sticky tab jumps as you try to avoid chocolate :D
So you went all the way to TO and only bought two shirts?????
Public school isnt that bad, we turned out alright.... excluding our twitch :D

LOVE YOU XOXOXOXO

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REEBADABEEBOOS 3/26/2012 6:27PM

    I need sticky note shoulder pads too! Nice to "meet" you, Diva!

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SNOWANGELSSPOCK 3/26/2012 1:45PM

   
Wait this is the awe wait some part of it and the boys, yes the boys. I will Be able to hurt oops! I mean maim oops! it just keeps coming out this way. I think I got it destroy oops! Okay talk to about the birds and the bees and the Daddy that breaks knees.

Ah much better!

Lots a love Spocky! emoticon emoticon

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SNOWANGELSSPOCK 3/26/2012 1:43PM

    Hunny I think I can solve all our worries, or all your worries and my one. emoticon
As far as the little ones needing help at school if they go. I will get a job as the school custodian.

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SNOWANGELSSPOCK 3/26/2012 1:40PM

    hi

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KARENE10 3/26/2012 9:24AM

    I am sure that you are an emoticon teacher. At her age though I am sure it is all about the boys:) For your husbands birthday~I know you said he wants a surprise,is there something he has always wanted to do? They have race car lessons around me that you can buy. Actually,I guess you can pretty much buy any kind of "lesson" if you wanted to.....painting.....boating.....dee
p sea diving:) With his schedule that might be tough though. How about a ticket to a specific concert he likes? Really cool eatery? I like the melting pot where you fondue your entire meal. My one niece loves to be surprised,sometimes our gift is perfect,other times,not so much emoticon. I know you'll come up with something amazing:)

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MNOT2THICK 3/26/2012 8:31AM

    I wish I had you for a teacher as well. emoticonA year ahead, awesome!!
Maybe she just wants to socialize with more children her age. emoticonYou look great in orange, shucks, you look great in most colors!!! Horrible thought for a nightmare. Liz, you can do anything. You will do an awesome job surprising Bobby. Glee, love triangles bother me as well.


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CRYSTLE4HIMTX12 3/26/2012 12:51AM

    My kiddos all asked me to go to public school, didn't let them. emoticon My older two actually started in public school. Hope your guys like school. I bet they'll want you to teach them again. emoticon

Love you woman. emoticon

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ANGELWENDYMAMA 3/26/2012 12:35AM

    Wow, lots of changes happening for your family with DH's schedule and job and your kids going to try public school.. I don't think they'll all like it. It's the end of the school year there, too, right? Like do they have the summer off? When would they be starting public school?

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WISHICOULDFLY 3/25/2012 11:50PM

    Try and think of all the peace and quiet you will have?

Sorry. It's all I got.

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ELISOS 3/25/2012 11:42PM

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CURVYELVIESAYS 3/25/2012 10:48PM

    You had me laughing so hard on some parts and sad in others. You are so dynamic that I know you will handle your kids going off to school with panache. Stay Curvy!! emoticon

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MOSTMOM1 3/25/2012 10:26PM

    my running commentary:
POST-IT NOTES!!! WOOT
I want to know about everything.
Okay, I'm cool with that. Sorry, I did think you'd get confused. My bad.
Audrey too.We can just edumacate each other.
Bobby--boys are extra-curricular activities. Sorry, daddio, that's the way it goes. heh heh
The orange looks awesome! The post-its look good on it.
Lots of big decisions happening your way. Your kids are gonna be great, no matter where they are. You've done an awesome job.
Yes, you might need a green screen, but they can be a pain in the butt sometimes, though. You have to have really good lighting or good editing software. Ooooh, we can video chat with each other, while we're using our green screens. heh heh
The post-it note jacket looks very 80's.
Oh, if you want to surprise Bobby--don't tell him about it ahead of time. That's just a helpful tip.
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NANHBH 3/25/2012 10:00PM

    Liz,

I don't know what your daugther is thinking! I wish I had you for a teacher, too!

I think I'll go have a chocolate fudgesicle, now that you mentioned chocolate!
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DaNcE PaRty FrIdAy ~ Dancin' Queen!

Friday, March 23, 2012


DaNcE PaRtY FrIdAy
With SparkPeople's Nutrition Tracker, and D.P.F.'s I dropped 60+lbs.
I DARE you to too.
That's it....Simple enuff, eh?

Rogue_Runner our Vlogger Leader started it...it looked like fun and most every Friday, I got up and boogied.

We pick a song (unless something special comes up...I'm thinking we need themes...), we dance, lipsync, or wiggle to tunes and vlog to share our bit o' joy with our SparkFriends. It helps to make the weekends brighter and gets ya started moving that little bit and it's fun!!!








  
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WINNIE1978 4/15/2012 6:53PM

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MWILSON432 3/29/2012 12:35PM

    Oh my gosh, I just love this. You are so fabulous and free spirited! Great song too :-)

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TEXASFILLY 3/27/2012 7:44PM

    Bravo! emoticon I agree with CURVYELVIESAYS, you ARE a dancing queen. My, my~ what a babydoll. I was 19 when that song came out. HA! Hey~ could you please email me that vlog so I can use it as an exercise routine? You are really great, Liz! Shoot, with plenty of practice I might could do it. HA! Not sayin' I'll ever vlog me dancing but I'd love to practice with you. Love ya~ *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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CURVYELVIESAYS 3/24/2012 9:27PM

    emoticonYou were so worth the wait. I have been wanting to see your post the whole week. You dance beautifully and I would love to do it as well...maybe. your a tough act to follow. Loved it!

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SNOWANGELDIVA 3/24/2012 7:33AM

    My mother sys she'll have you all know there was no cloth diaper at 10 months old. She had me trained, "Thank you very much!"
So, we can all safely assume I was completely nekked when this song came out.


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NANHBH 3/24/2012 12:13AM

    Liz,

You were 10 months old in cloth diapers? I was in college! I'm old enough to be your mother! But, I wasn't a hippie. Hope you have a fabulous weekend!
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ELISOS 3/24/2012 12:03AM

    love it!!

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MNOT2THICK 3/23/2012 8:00PM

    Mama Mia, I love that song as well.

Liz, the Dancing Queen. emoticon emoticon Loving that beautiful lavender wall and the lighting. Rock it girl!

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_JODI404 3/23/2012 5:26PM

    Liz,

You are such a great dancer!! So natural at it.

There have been so many awesome ones... but this is my
favorite DPF to date!

Hope you have a fabulous weekend ahead!!

PS ~ Looking great -- super skinny in that outfit! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TARAFROMTX1 3/23/2012 12:18PM

    Love it! Dancing Queen, yep alittle before my time as well but its a classic! Thanks for getting off to a great start this weekend!!! HAve a Great Weekend!!! emoticon

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LYNNGINN1 3/23/2012 12:10PM

    You are the Dancing Queen! Great outfit - great moves emoticon

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX12 3/23/2012 10:21AM

    Love it. My grandson and I are sitting here together watching your DPF. He is two and just told me...dancin mawmaw. emoticon We have figured out I am no longer memaw. He prefers mawmaw.

Hope you got some rest and are having a super Friday.

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DRKEYEZ820 3/23/2012 10:04AM

    This was AWESOME! The song is WAY before my time lol, but i knew it. I know ALOT of OLDER songs, people are surprised when something comes on and i start singing to it, and they go, u know this?! LOL
oh duh people CLASSICS!

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MOSTMOM1 3/23/2012 9:57AM

    I was 9. It's still my song.
Thank you. I know that's not your gig, but thank you. Made me grin from ear to ear. Audrey and I are gonna try to hoop to it in the backyard, if the rain holds off. We're not shooting for classy, like you, though. Ha ha. You ARE classy and you rock the fedora AND the lighting was super cool.
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LENKA763 3/23/2012 8:34AM

    You are a dancing Queen,
see I know we have more in common, :)
I love ABBA, it is a classic
and we are almost neighbors..since you mom is Hungarian.And I'm Czech :) our countries are neighbors too.

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TWYLIGHTWUNDER 3/23/2012 7:52AM

    i love your outfit :-D

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WISHICOULDFLY 3/23/2012 6:21AM

    Oh my. You ARE having the time of your life. You look so wonderful and happy! Thank you so much for the video, but I have to ask...What on earth are you doing up at that hour? Huh???

I might just have to do a little dancing queen with the bunnies tonight. emoticon emoticon Oh yeah.

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MIBELLALUNA 3/23/2012 5:59AM

    hEY, I'm up at 4am with insomnia but that nice mellow little number may havelulled me back to chilling! thanks! If anyone is the Dancing Queen, it has to be you!! BTW, do you know how ADrienne is??

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A Visitor

Thursday, March 22, 2012

You'll be glad you came...not like, "WOW, is that really Miss Piggy?!!". Not THAT kinda glad. No. It'll turn a corner or two on your lips from the downward position to the upward.


I love being vague, not as much as being random, but, it's close.

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HEE HEE!! Shel has seen it. Now I don't need to be vague.
March 23rd is Shel's BIRTHDAY!!!!

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WINNIE1978 4/15/2012 6:50PM

    Cute!

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TEXASFILLY 3/27/2012 7:35PM

    *LOL* Y'all are so cute 'n that was mighty sweet singing. *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon

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ANGELWENDYMAMA 3/26/2012 12:45AM

    very cute. :)

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KARENE10 3/25/2012 10:28AM

    Too cute!

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NANHBH 3/24/2012 12:20AM

    That was so cute! Glad that you surprised Shel! Loved it when one of the kids said a rodent was at the door, and you hopped on the chair! Too much fun. I gotta be your neighbor. I'm missing out on so much!

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DRKEYEZ820 3/23/2012 10:43AM

    LMAO! Soooo cute!

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TWYLIGHTWUNDER 3/23/2012 7:35AM

    ROFL!!!! LOVE!!!!!!

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MIBELLALUNA 3/23/2012 5:50AM

    super cute!!! hEHE

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MNOT2THICK 3/22/2012 10:39PM

    emoticon emoticonSuch a great friend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHELLI emoticon

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ASRMOM 3/22/2012 10:08PM

    I like it! Very cute and I love the videography.

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MOSTMOM1 3/22/2012 9:17PM

    I think the fling is dramatic.
Whaa??????
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NO WAY!!!!!!!!! I knew things were too quiet up in Logan's room.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I wish we had taped us watching this--TOO funny!!!!!
Thank you SO much. You just made my day. He's all yours now. Tell him to switch to decaf.

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SUECHRIS50 3/22/2012 8:54PM

    hmmmmm?

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MOSTMOM1 3/22/2012 8:52PM

    Anxiously waiting for it to load. I'm supposed to be working, but I'm SparkStalking you instead. Is this an early DPF?

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Stylin'

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Random Vlog showing a couple outfits hubby picked out for me.

  
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WINNIE1978 4/15/2012 6:38PM

    I love the "If she takes forever it's not my fault!" LOL

Love the outfits... and the accessories!

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TEXASFILLY 3/27/2012 7:29PM

    *LOL* Own that jealous guy! Teeheee! You crack me up! Love those white shoes & hat! I think you could bring back a trend: Ladies wearing hats. Geez~ you look so dang AWE~some in black~ as do the majority of gorgeous blondes. And ya know, with those hats, I could see you as a flapper (from the '20s) in one of those sleeveless, straight~line dresses with all the dangly, shimmering fringe. Love it when ya do your gangsta look, too! Ha! Yer a hoot, gf~ love ya~ *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon
P.S. emoticon, Spock on Diva's new duds. emoticon

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MARYANNE222 3/25/2012 3:15AM

    Soooo needed that:))) You Rock!!

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DRKEYEZ820 3/23/2012 10:56AM

    :grin: lol.....hahaha.... all i could do was giggle the whole time :)

I love the outfits :) but u look good in anything I'm sure .... ALTHOUGH i was waiting for you to pull out a magnifying glass when u were wearing the whole white hat LOL. I'm like aw she looks easterly/ inspector diva

U rocked it though.

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MIBELLALUNA 3/23/2012 5:44AM

    Wahhhh....why won't Sp tell me when my subscribed vlogs are posted!! I could have used this on Wednesday!!
LOVE the hat tilted up in back, Fedora style! SUPER SHOES!
The dresses tres sexy, just unbutton the top sweater button (or two)and you are right back to divadom!!! hahah

HEY, do you have a youtube channel? Can I subscribe? If you ever want to add me on Facebook, I'll behave!

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EMKO0916 3/22/2012 6:37PM

    Even my two year old daughter chimed in by yelling at the screen: I LIKE YOUR HAT!!! :)

And if she approves...that's big! ;)

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TWYLIGHTWUNDER 3/22/2012 5:48PM

    How many Vlogs did you do to acknowledge that its 6 secs in lol. I love those outfits!!!!! Sweet!!!!
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MOSTMOM1 3/22/2012 5:09PM

    Dahling, you look gorgeous!
David! You're not talking to us.
Wow, that was a quick change! Do you have a Batman pole or something, cause you changed in a flash.
Thank you for moment 4:29.
Holy cow, these shoes better be worth it. Okay, they were. You absolutely need saucy shoes. Go Spock!
It's fun watching you be you.
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CRYSTLE4HIMTX12 3/22/2012 11:23AM

    Great outfits. Way sexier than jeans. emoticon emoticon

Love the black.

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LENKA763 3/22/2012 9:54AM

    Great outfits...you rock it!

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LAURI39 3/22/2012 7:25AM

    Love the white dress on you and those sexay black shoes...wow! Your hubby did good...:)
Your son cracked me up - "If she takes forever it's not my fault"...lol!
You look absolutely AWESOME! You rock both looks...denim/t-shirts and elegant/sexy.

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FITFORMYFAMILY 3/21/2012 10:58PM

    You are fun and look great in those outfits!!

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ELISOS 3/21/2012 9:28PM

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TARAFROMTX1 3/21/2012 6:48PM

    Love the Outfits and LOVE LOVE the shoes!! Hubby did Good!!
You look great! What's a DIVA with out those Shoes?!
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CREATINGCASSIE 3/21/2012 6:22PM

    Oh that's too funny about the vlogs! I've thought the same thing...every thumbnail is possibly the ugliest still shot of me..every time..I don't get it! I'm always like..do I really look like that all the time?!

And sexy momma...love the outfits!! Love the shoes...personally, I would kill myself..but rock on! :)

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_JODI404 3/21/2012 6:07PM

    Awesome outfits!! Hubby did good!

LOVE those shoes!!!!

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NANHBH 3/21/2012 6:07PM

    Classic, but oh so pretty and sexy! Your hubby did a great job of picking out those outfits. Thanks for the fashion show. You could be a model!

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KARENE10 3/21/2012 5:17PM

    I LOVE your shoes! It does seem awesome to be you:)

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MNOT2THICK 3/21/2012 5:02PM

    Definitely STYLIN!!

Go ahead Spock! Dressing his diva hawt and sexy. I like both outfits.

In my opinion, yes, you do look angelic in the white, what else should a "SNOWANGELDIVA" wear. emoticon
Try on the white dress and hat with the sweater and shoes. I want to see that combination. You are so right, I LOVE THE SHOES!! Are they really comfortable?
I also love the crochet hats (I need those) and both dresses. I see you rocking the white with some salmon accents, sweater, etc.

The sweater is a little mature in a good way, coverage for the glorious boobage.
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Disclaimer: I am 54 years old, so my taste may not be appropriate for your divatude. I do not want to age you before your time!!

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I Did It For Him.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

I didnt do this to be a better wife. Im sure Spock likes that his wife is in her healthy B.M.I. She has her sass back and shes feeling fine and flirty, but, I did not do this for him.

I didnt do this to be a better mother. Im sure the children appreciate that my health has improved and that I can care for them and their needs. Im sure my ability to chase them down and if need be I can scale Gigantor is an asset. Id like to think my energy increase has been a bonus, but, really theyre kinda cursing that because now I check their chores more.

I didnt do this for my parents. My father who has passed on wouldve wanted me to take care of myself to be able to take care of his grandbabies. My mother Im sure feels the same. However, I didnt do this for them.

I didnt do this for my community to keep my health from being an impediment to the system and my fellow man.

Doing this for me because I was sick and tired of being sick and tired coming SECONDARY to...

I did this for HIM.

Seriously?
Yup.
No lie?
Nope.
Since Day One.

I'm not someone special that I get some "Get Outta Obese Range Quick Card" and leave everyone behind. I don't have a special diet. For lunch I had portion controlled Chocolate Chip Pancakes. In the beginning of this journey I was not the wife, mother, daughter, friend, neighbour, secretary, Sunday School Teacher, Trustee, Artist, Desk-Top Publisher woman that I wanted to be. I was just a 35 year old woman that was miserable.


The migraines were relentless.
I would get up from one only to be pummelled back into submission.

I asked Him, How can I be all I can be if you keep allowing this to happen to me?

How can you be all you can be without relying on me?

I rely on you, I lied.

No, you dont. You dont trust me. This is why Im allowing you to experience weakness. Hopefully, youll allow me to show you that I am strong.

I dont think so. Know what? Youre right. I dont trust you. Im afraid youll get busy with all there is to do and forget about me, find something more interesting and realize how utterly lame I am and what a huge mistake you made even wasting your precious time on pathetic me. So, before you reject me. I Sir, will reject you. Go away.

He did.

So, the migraines worsened. People prayed on my behalf, but, I refused to talk to Him. I was not going to allow myself to be vulnerable to rejection. The storms in my life were the most turbulent I had ever experienced and I wanted to take my own life to end the agony. I was sitting on my bed with the door locked and everyone was miserable and all I could think was their worlds would be so much better if I was absent from them.

Then I prayed.

I hate me and you know what?...for being the Creator of the Universe, Dude, you needed to rethink the whole Liz concept. Just sayin. This family, the air that I breathe; Im not worth this.
I love you enough to die for you. I dont make mistakes.

{Pregnant Pause}

Im ugly inside and out.
Youve been neglecting yourself. Youre actually really cute.



Im stupid.
Youre overcommitted and exhausted. You need to get back to basics.

Im a crappy wife.
No one is perfect and its not too late to improve.

Im out of control.
Youve been in control the whole time. You just didnt choose responsibly.

Its too late.
Let me decide that.

Liz?
What?
Im not man to break promises, neglect, harm, and forget you. I will never be happy to see you hurt when you try to follow me. Will you at least try to let me help you reach one goal instead of taking your life? Will you try me this time? Well just take it One Day at a Time.

I mulled over His proposition before replying with, This doesnt mean were B.F.F.s. Im really ticked about being an invalid because of the neurological thing, overwhelming feelings of being an utter failure and this all consuming loneliness with my husband gone with work. I dont like you. Ill try only because I have this weight on my heart...this nag-like feeling to at least try. You get one shot mister. One.


I did this for Him.


Look what He has done for me. He was there for me any time I turned to Him and when I didnt He gave me friends that would turn to Him on my behalf or stand by me until I remembered to do so.
One Day at a Time.

We have victory. It's already ours.
It's your turn to trust Him.
You are worth it. He doesn't make mistakes.





[This blog distracted me from the blog I promised yesterday..hee hee]

  
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TEXASFILLY 3/27/2012 7:04PM

    *wringing out my hanky* Girl, you are so beautiful! Thank you for sharing such sweet depth. Thank you for showing us how it's done right. Love ya~ *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MARYANNE222 3/25/2012 3:23AM

    Thank you for this...I need a kleenex, happy tears.

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EMKO0916 3/22/2012 6:42PM

    Great blog! I tried time and time again to make a change. I cannot tell you how many times I dieted...ugh...the diets! This time it stuck. Why? Because of something I read. The question was posed: Are you relying on food more than you're relying on God? Are you turning to food for comfort when you should be turning to God?

I had to be honest and answer yes. It was then that I decided to change. I don't want to rely on food more than God. I haven't looked back since and all the glory and the credit goes to Him.

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LYNNGINN1 3/21/2012 10:45PM

    Great blog! Thanks for writing it.

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KARENE10 3/21/2012 5:26PM

    Wonderful blog. Thanks for sharing! emoticon

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_SINGFORLIFE_ 3/21/2012 4:40PM

  Thanks for sharing. It is so true...we are worth a son to God. How can we not accept Him?

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MIBELLALUNA 3/21/2012 3:27PM

    Isn't it funny how much you mean to SO many people!? So glad you are in the world!!

I don't like to argue with God, or talk to him much because he always turns it back on me to DO something! haha Dang it....

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ELISOS 3/21/2012 2:20PM

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HEY_STEVE 3/21/2012 10:41AM

    Hi Liz, my comment must have gotten erased ... by the Sparkpeople crash? Anyway, I want to say that this is one of the best blogs I've read ...ever! Thank you for sharing from the heart. I have to print this out and read it often. Too often I let my own humanity get in the way. You were definitely touched by the Holy Spirit on this one.

Steve

EDIT: Whoops, no it didn't but I'll leave this comment anyway, 'cause this blog was that great!

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JSTHIESS 3/21/2012 1:59AM

    I love that you hear the Lord:) Thanks for sharing. It really is all for Him and you... you just did what he intended for you... You glorified HIM. I can hear Him now... "well done, good and faithful servant" He really has changed you and i'm so glad that you gave Him a chance:)You have given me much to think about and pray about and ponder. Thank you so much for that. I LOVED this blog!

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NANHBH 3/21/2012 12:34AM

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for letting us listen in on your private conversation with God. What a beautiful dialogue! You have come so far. I hardly recognize the woman you are describing. Amazing what God can do with a willing heart!
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_JODI404 3/21/2012 12:08AM

    So beautiful, inspiring, and well written.

Thank you for sharing your journey!

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ALWAYSOWNIT 3/21/2012 12:03AM

    I want to cry but cannot .I am sitting in the kitchen with my family around .You are an awwesome person inside -out.

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RUNNERRACHEL 3/20/2012 11:34PM

    Wonderful blog! You are a fabulous writer. I love reading the conversations! Thank you for sharing, for being so open, and for being the amazing person God created you to be! I am so glad that God that He has led me to find wonderful people like you. You are a blessing!

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TXCROCHETQUEEN 3/20/2012 10:48PM

    This really spoke to me Liz! emoticon

You are sooooo BEAUTIFUL, inside and out! And you are such an inspiration to me.... I was watching one of your blogs the other day and thought "I WANT to be HER"!.... To see the transformation you have gone through in the past year is AMAZING...

And I just pray that God will work in me a WONDROUS transformation just as He has in you emoticon...

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX12 3/20/2012 10:46PM

    Amen sweet Liz. emoticon

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FITFORMYFAMILY 3/20/2012 10:42PM

    I am so thankful that you gave Him a chance! He gave you life and is now using you to inspire others. How beautiful is that?!?

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ASRMOM 3/20/2012 10:40PM

    Love this blog!

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LENKA763 3/20/2012 10:15PM

    thank you for sharing.
what a great blog!

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MOM23ES 3/20/2012 10:13PM

    Best blog post I have read on Spark. Thank you for sharing.

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LIZZ617 3/20/2012 10:01PM

    Liz I know all about how that feels and I know this blog is for you but really God spoke to me during the whole thing thanks for posting it. I mean really thank you I have been running from Him and not in a way that was helping me lose weight and its because I thought I was not worth it thanks for the reminder that we are!!

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MOSTMOM1 3/20/2012 8:39PM

    Beautiful, Liz! So glad you're sharing your journey with us. He weaves and ties us all together. You, my friend, are a blessing.
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TARAFROMTX1 3/20/2012 7:50PM

    Beatuiful!! Thanks for sharing Liz! emoticon

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HEY_STEVE 3/20/2012 7:27PM

    Oh Liz, what a wonderful blog! This one is getting printed out and I'll look at it, especially when I'm in the "poor me" mode. I so need to keep trusting Him! For some reason my humanity gets in the way. Need to work on that. ;)

Thank you for so eloquently putting your thoughts into words. They are truly appreciated.

Steve

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MNOT2THICK 3/20/2012 6:51PM

    emoticon emoticonWonderful blog and lesson.

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GOURMETLOSER 3/20/2012 6:13PM

    I so love this blog. What a wonderful reminder to trust when I feel like giving in, giving up. You are amazing Liz. So pleased you tried one last shot!

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SAHARASUE 3/20/2012 5:54PM

    Beautiful blog!

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ADVENTURESEEKER 3/20/2012 5:32PM

    'Im out of control.
Youve been in control the whole time. You just didnt choose responsibly. '

This.
This sums up a great view of control and choices.
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