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Today I Celebrate

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Today I Celebrate
Because I chose to...

Accept that HE doesn’t make mistakes and that includes me.
Accept my own friend request.
Accept that I really hafta either “Suck it up or Suck it in.”
Accept responsibility for abusing myself with excess food and physical neglect.
Accept that this journey has to be Slow & Steady to be taken one day at a time.
Accept acceptance.
Accept rejection.
...and now I'm 65lbs lighter, I have more energy, I'm healthier, happier and my over-all sense of well-being is through the roof with improvement.

I'm living a victorious life (up and down days of course BUT mostly UP, Up, UP!!!).

It’s true; what doesn’t kill ya makes ya stronger.

Thank you for being here!

Kelly Clarkson ~ Stronger!

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WINNIE1978 3/17/2012 10:11AM

    I hope migraine season isn't too rough on you this year... migraines are awful! Yay for a challenging year turning out to be a 'best" year!! emoticon

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TEXASFILLY 3/10/2012 9:40PM

    YAY! So happy to see you rejoicing and relishing your success, sweetie! Hoping the migraines just don't happen this year. *hugs* With love, BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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    I've had this song in my head all week and it's on my workout list! You are a true testament that you can go through the darkness and come out shining brighter than ever!!

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    So happy for you. Best of luck in the upcoming migraine season. emoticon emoticon

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BELLALUCIA 3/8/2012 7:29PM

    I'm so happy and proud to know you!

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SLIMTHICK2 3/8/2012 4:30PM

    Really wonderful blog. I totally enjoyed it. emoticon

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PEPPYPATTI 3/8/2012 3:30PM

    What a positive & awesome blog!!

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MIBELLALUNA 3/8/2012 12:21PM

    Hey, sorry I missed this, I blame SP again. wah. You ARE stronger. I was just telling hubby after I heard this song the other day, "well, thats not completely true, what doesnt' kill you could leave you horribly disfigured...." haha

It may have been a long struggle but HERE YOU ARE! Fabulosity!
And with collar bones to kill for! haha


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_JODI404 3/7/2012 10:41PM

    What a difference in just one year! Incredible!!

You are so STRONG!!! Wishing you a much better season -- you kick it's booty... not the other way around this year!

Always wonderful to see you feeling good!

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MNOT2THICK 3/7/2012 7:01PM

    I am so happy the darkness is disappearing. I am here for you Liz, the good, the bad, the silly, the sad and my crazysauce.

You are doing awesome and yes, you did your part. emoticon

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX10 3/7/2012 6:56PM

    So glad you are on the other side and that you are filled with joy. emoticon

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KARENE10 3/7/2012 6:55PM

    You are emoticon!!!!!!!!

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MI-ELLKAYBEE 3/7/2012 5:31PM

    Incredibly, perfectly definitive, understandable and SO positive. You ROCK! emoticon emoticon

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AVRENIM1 3/7/2012 5:12PM

    Girl, YOU can DANCE! ENCORE! emoticon

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JSTHIESS 3/7/2012 4:01PM

    AWESOME blog! Congratulatioins!!!!! I love seeing the joy you have for life emoticon (why don't they have a you did it emoticon? or a you're doing it emoticon?) Enjoy celebration day!!!!!!

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LENKA763 3/7/2012 3:45PM

    so glad you feel this way!
you deserve every little bit of it!

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I*AM*BLESSED 3/7/2012 3:43PM

    Well, you made me laugh then and I cracked up again today!

I swear, girlfriend, you are my prescription for a goodie ol' time!!!

Oh, and thanks for re-planting that song back in my's been on my mind for a week now...


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QUEENMOXIE 3/7/2012 3:29PM

    That clip was look so different ...what a transformation. I was feeling down today...nothing going acting up...cats driving me crazy...and then I watched your vlog...and it turned my attitude back around. Thank-you! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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NAVYMOM133 3/7/2012 12:34PM

    You absolutely ROCK! I am so happy to see you so happy!
Victory-girl!!!! That's YOU! You have arrived in your own LIFE!

Edit: oh, and wicked funny "Dahlink, listen to me..." 'future-woman'!! emoticon

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MOSTMOM1 3/7/2012 11:33AM

    ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my gosh, I wish I had known you then too. We could've held hands and kept going together.
Isn't it crazy how the toughest times can make the biggest impact? Aw, love ya, Lizzy! And I'm SUPER, crazy proud of you!!! You ARE Stronger!!
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Just a quiet Vlog

Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Baby Fever (Maggot Vortex)

My Corel Photo program is giving me attitude...I want to give you more pics and chat about my wonderful day, but, I need to show that program who is boss and although I would like to think it's me, it's not.

(The crocheted hat I made for him..with matching booties...blanket and jacket are still being worked on)

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WINNIE1978 3/17/2012 10:05AM

    The cherry diva sounds yummy! And it sounds like your house would be perfect for 5'1" me! Yay for marital bliss land! Love the tulips... they are my favorite flower.

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    Interesting drink. Is the blue stuff "curacao"? or something like that? I used to drink, but I don't at all any more.. except champagne on New Year's. Ok, and maybe once a year a glass of wine at a fancy restaurant. I can't remember the last time I did, though.

I want a baby, too!!

Your house- seriously, were the prior owners really little people?
Get a make-up mirror for a desk.. or an app/program for your computer to simulate a make-up mirror maybe.. and if they don't have one, that would be a cool program!! And yes, you need a taller shower.

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MIBELLALUNA 3/8/2012 12:11PM

    EEk!! BABIES?? I got vaccinated young against 'baby fever', I am immune! haha Yeah, what is with that 'don't touch, don't breathe' around some kids? I thought you were supposed to rub babies in the dirt to get their immunity up! haha about purple passion? Purple swamp? haha I actually have a swamp that used to be a pond, ick. I don't go back there.

Mellow Diva, that's a new one! ;) Hugs Funny, we were just talking about redoing bathroom, but I was insisting we hire it done this time, something is wrong with the one we did ourselves. Oh and by the way, Hubby installed TWO placs for the shower holder thingy, so he could fit under it, and I could move it down to where I got more then 'mist' from teh bottom!! haha

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MNOT2THICK 3/7/2012 7:32PM

    My suggestion Cherry Bomb Sweet Diva, black cherry soda emoticon. Hobbits, I resemble that remark emoticon. Pink or purple, still purty.

He is adorable.

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I*AM*BLESSED 3/7/2012 3:35PM

    How 'bout.....DARK DIVA-LICIOUS?

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NAVYMOM133 3/7/2012 12:25PM

    Glad you had a nice time with your friend and new baby! DH's daughter has a daughter. We don't see her much even though they live two towns over. Yeah, so far we've got option B.
The flowers are lovely!!

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MOSTMOM1 3/7/2012 11:24AM

    YES, stop right there! Looks cool.
Hey, I'm a hobbit. But Audrey's supposed to be 5'9" eventually, so you'll probably get tall grandkids. And I'm sure she'll share. We can dress them up and make little movies, permanently warp them.
I'm glad things are going well right now! You deserve to be spoiled, you really do.

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX10 3/7/2012 8:20AM

    How about a dark diva or diva delicious. emoticon

Beautiful baby.

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    Hey lets adopt this time. No more pets though. emoticon

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SHASSYSUE2 3/6/2012 11:24PM

    Beautiful picture!!!!

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Chubbs & Pudding Audience Response

Monday, March 05, 2012

Cuz I can, and it's fun.
Happy Anniversary of the patent of the Hula Hoop Day!!! (Yes, we can thank MOSTMOM1 for that info)

Work Out With Chubbs & Pudding:

So, while we wait for upload I can tell ya what I wanted to do...
Hee hee

I wanted to wrap Sarah (4) up in bandages and video her saying, "I need a Guinea Pig the kitty is not so cooperative." ALL children seem to NEED a Guinea Pig after watching a MOSTMOM1 video.

They have helped with animal science...
"Mom do Guinea Pigs really talk like that?"
"No Hunny, MOSTMOM1 likes to mess with their voices with her video editing software." (Sounds educational, right?)
"In real life they have deep, sexy, latino accented voices...kinda like the rappers PitBull or FloRida (well his is just deep, but, you know). Any other questions?"

I was going to video Gigantor while I asked him his opinion on the Pigs hooping skillz. I can bank on it that he'd cock his right eyebrow and give me a look of tolerance which can be translated into,
"Oh Sweet-baby-jeebus-make-my-cooky-mother-go-
Which would be the PERFECT look I need him to make in order for me to post this caption over his head during editing,
"My Fair Audrey's skills are far superior...." and do some blurring on the edging of the video and add some romantic music...
However, I fear Spock (the future arranged marriage father in law). Sometimes it's like he sits on my shoulder and he and my Diva wrestle it out...his imaginary, Jiminey-Cricket-Creepy-Spock-Angel-Dude thing beats up my mischief making Diva. No worries, she's full of spunk...

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WINNIE1978 3/17/2012 9:56AM

    Love the snort... and the family's reaction! emoticon

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LENKA763 3/7/2012 3:41PM

    I love it.
thanks for sharing

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MIBELLALUNA 3/6/2012 4:15PM

    RIGHT?! How freaking great was that!! I'm telling her, she'd go viral on Youtube with that one! $$$$$$$$$$ haha

Loved to watch you guys watching too! I watched it repeatedly already. I'll make hubs watch it later!

I really want to have a spark meeting in person! CAN YOU IMAGINE????? FUN! STALKER!! haha

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX10 3/6/2012 1:05PM

    Loved watching ya'll almost as much as the original video. emoticon emoticon

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JMARISK 3/6/2012 12:57PM

    I was suprised to see Coach Nicole too! That was awesome. My reaction was pretty much the same as yours. Too cute.

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NAVYMOM133 3/6/2012 6:47AM

    THIS was FAB!! Super-fun to watch your reactions and see the enjoyment on the kids faces!! I missed "Imma playa"! So much wonderful talent and fun around this place!! You guys add to it daily!

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    Tres amusante. :)
No idea if I spelled that right.
Your kids are priceless. :)

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MNOT2THICK 3/5/2012 7:48PM

    Watching you and your crew enjoy the vlog made me smile the whole time. I loved all of the reactions. Especially, your laugh and oh my goodness faces. emoticon emoticon Those guinea pigs have talent. Man oh man, now I want parsley emoticon.

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    Sis~ I thought you'd comment on my ginormous a're slipping...

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    Well done :D Guess you were surprised to see Coach Nicole :D

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TARAFROMTX1 3/5/2012 6:18PM

    oh my goodness too funny! Loved it!

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MOSTMOM1 3/5/2012 5:35PM

    That was HILARIOUS!!!! I had as much fun watching you guys as the pigs. I knew that'd be your reaction at her entrance.. heh heh
NO GLITTER FOR CHUBBS!!!! He'd eat it. Besides, he is too studly for glitter. And yes, he did say, "Imma playa."
Thanks so much for sharing; the only thing better would've been to be there ourselves.
Is Budsy there yet? He left early this morning. I figured he'd roll in sometime close to dinner. He should make pretty good time, because the roads in Canada are so clean. You know.

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I*AM*BLESSED 3/5/2012 5:24PM

    O.M.Goodness. I don't what I enjoyed more...your surprised expressions or your kids smiles. I love your family!

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    I just danced to Brand New Chick...I think I'm gonna go have supper..."A watched pot never boils..." Who said that anyway? I think they just didn't sit there long enough OR forgot to flip the burner on. I guess waaaaay back then it was a fire over an open pit and if they didn't figure out, "Where there's no wood there's no fire!", they really shouldn't be working with boiling water...
Ya, so, I need to check on my meat pies and greener beaners (in boiling water!)...ttyl!

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MOSTMOM1 3/5/2012 4:51PM

    Holy moly, load time is cracking me up. But hey, I just squeezed in an extra 30 min. of hooping!

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MI-ELLKAYBEE 3/5/2012 4:50PM

    You have the GREATEST personality, sense of humor, writing skill. LOVE your blogs, vlogs, pix, etc. Keep it up - you're terrific! emoticon

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MOSTMOM1 3/5/2012 4:48PM

    Good call on the Gigantor edit. He would've died.

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Brand New Chick DaNcE PaRtY!

Friday, March 02, 2012

DaNcE PaRtY!
02:30 Transformation Clip

In a "Brand new outfit" that my sister gave me.
Brand New Chick ~ Anjulie

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WINNIE1978 3/17/2012 9:47AM


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    i love how you brought out the old vid of you that was awesome it doesnt look anything like you honestly you look 10 years younger as well

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    Just watched again...this vlog rrreeeeaaallly motivates me! Thank you thank you..I danced around with ya! Still at the beginning..8 lbs. gone, 50 to go but it's happening..

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CRYSTLE4HIMTX10 3/6/2012 1:10PM

    What a transformation. So much more than just weight. WTG ladybug.

Love the new outfit. emoticon

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MOSTMOM1 3/5/2012 4:11PM

    OH my gosh, I looooove this!!!I love your moves. I love your hoodie. I love that you threw that other chick in the middle of the video.

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MIBELLALUNA 3/5/2012 11:33AM

    OMG....I MISSED YOU!! haha WONDERFUL!! And I bet you always knew that Diva was inside! You look FANTASTICO!!! I still say we should all move to "Diva Island" and own it! ;)

Can you break down those dance moves REALLY SLOW for us old ladies? haha emoticon

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EMKO0916 3/4/2012 10:10PM

    I heart you. Best DPF...ever.

Congrats, chica! You look AMAZING!

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    Love the before'/after effect. And you look so FINE! And you have so much energy! ;)

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    Adding this song to my workouts!! Love it!

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22JAMIE 3/3/2012 2:07PM

    it's like your a whole new girl!! :) loved it

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    Dang girl!!! You's H-O-T hot emoticon... damn it!!! Me next... make me loose the weight!!!!! I cant do it myself emoticon

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MKPRINCESS007 3/3/2012 1:23PM

    You look FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The outfit looks smokin' on ya! :)


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MYSTERYROSE74 3/2/2012 8:40PM

    Wow! I am so proud of you! You look fabulous. I too didn't realize hoe much of a transformation you've made. Wow woman!

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YIWEN39 3/2/2012 8:30PM

    emoticon emoticon for the brand new chick emoticon
Not only do you look fantastic, but also SO MUCH happier!!! emoticon

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I*AM*BLESSED 3/2/2012 8:18PM

    I am sooooooooooooooo very proud of you! I guess I didn't realize just how much you had transformed.

WOWZERS, girlfriend....hawt, hawt, HAWT!!! emoticon

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JEANUT 3/2/2012 8:02PM

    you look great in your new outfit
love the music too

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KATHYD82 3/2/2012 6:18PM

    What a fun video Liz!!!! I am happy for you that you are happier with all of you! Did that make sense? Hope so!! Happy DPF!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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ECLIPSED 3/2/2012 5:54PM

    Liz, you really are a brand new chick! You are lookin' smokin' hot girl! And the chick got some moves :)


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QUEENMOXIE 3/2/2012 4:33PM

    I loved it! What a transformation...and only from last April? Wow! You give me hope. You the song choice! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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AALIYANA01 3/2/2012 4:25PM

    woot woot

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_JODI404 3/2/2012 3:43PM

    You truly are beautiful! What a transformation!!
Brand new chick for sure!!!

Hope you have an awesome weekend ahead!!


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NANHBH 3/2/2012 2:31PM

    WOW, Liz,

You're not kidding - you ARE a brand new chick! That footage from last April sort of resembles you, but what a transformation you have gone through! Love those skinny jeans on you, too!
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NAVYMOM133 3/2/2012 1:52PM

    WOW!!! Just WOW! The integration of your video from last year really underscores the amount of work you've done - inside and out - to get where you are today, this VERY day!

"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom."


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BELLALUCIA 3/2/2012 1:30PM

    You look great!

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MNOT2THICK 3/2/2012 1:11PM

    Go on Diva with your brand new chic self. Love the outfit, shows off all of your hard work emoticonBEAUTIFUL AND HAWTT emoticon emoticon

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DRKEYEZ820 3/2/2012 12:50PM

    AMAZINGGGGG! You just totally inspired me!
Yup- think its time for me to go do a dance party friday, i see a pattern of doing them every other friday lol. Not sure why LOL.
Im really digging this song too!
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Keep rocking it out girl!

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LENKA763 3/2/2012 12:29PM

    it is truly amazing how much you have changed!
your energy is contagious
you look so much happier
you look so much younger
you look so much ....

Excellent job! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TARAFROMTX1 3/2/2012 12:20PM

    I LOVE your blog! I love with you did with it and YOU LOOK GREAT!! I love the blonde on you!! I know I said that before but you rock it!!! emoticon

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Leaping Hot Hoop Hump Day

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Sometimes I should NOT be asked to Title my vlogs...

I found a BANJO!! Oh GLORIOUS DAY!!!!!

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    QUEEN~ I KNEW you'd have a clue about all this and I was worried about sharing initially because I didn't want ito inadvertantly hurt you by sharing something that would be slose to home. I was migraining a lot and I'm glad you mentioned that because I thought maybe the meds weren't working but this makes sense that the anxiety from the creepy people would be mucking me up. PTSD is a P.I.T.@$$

MNOT2THICK~ The diffusion; I will conquer that instinct. Like you said though keep up with precautions...and I'll be able to see more what's going on.

AALIYANA01~ Hee hee...I love how you end your blogs with random shaving of smurfs and making wonder what colour their skin is when their fur is gone!

MIBELLALUNA~ The coffe kicked in! I read your note like a conversation and never thought twice until you mentioned the coffee kicking in and insinuated that it was a lengthy comment and made me step back and take notice. I LOVE when you comment! It's like we're talking and actually getting to visit! I LOVE this about vlogging! AMEN!!! About people responsible for their OWN actions.

JODI404~ Thank you for your support. I need to hear these words because when I say them to myself it's a peptalk I have a hard time digesting but when I hear it from friends I begin to believe that it was NOT my fault that creepy dude was being rude and lewd...

LENKA~ I measured and it's technically a Latte holds two cups of counts as two! LOL!!!

EMO0K913~ Thank you for the the lead-up to this vlog: there was some creepy dudes and hubby is helping me keep them away.

NAN~ God is taking care of me. Full of mercy and faithfulness. It's kinda freaking me out when I feel so undeserving.

TEXASFILLY~ LOVED the Jim Reeves one, LOVED! Thank you.

22JAMIE~ Thank you for being a comfort.

MOSTMOM1~ I wonder how that would really work out'd be like trying to bury an atomic bomb while it's exploding.
"What are you thinking woman? Good luck with that, Liz..."
You know in Spiderman when Doc Oc is experimenting with fusion and he has it stuck in his pretty little head he can control it?...
I remind myself of that scene of destruction many times...

WINNIE~ Thank you!!
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WINNIE1978 2/29/2012 8:21PM

    Look at you HOOP STAR!! Good multi-tasking!

I'm glad you are not burying yourself alive... or hiding... or killing your joy! emoticon

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MOSTMOM1 2/29/2012 8:18PM

    No burying any bit of your personality! No way.
You are you and you are loved.
By lots of non-creepy peeps.

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22JAMIE 2/29/2012 6:51PM

    I would be really sad if your Joy went away. Be who you are and be strong. Don't give someone else the power over you.

Your hooping and drinking coffee is impressive. emoticon

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TEXASFILLY 2/29/2012 6:19PM

    Oops! It was a double~post! *LOL* BB~

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TEXASFILLY 2/29/2012 6:18PM

    Awww~ I love your vlog titles, gal! *hugs* Happy Leap Day to you, too, sunshine. emoticon

Hey, it's the butterfly effect~ like a pebble dropped into a pool and ripples~ what affects you affects me. You are so brave to face your fears head on without resorting to old behaviors that no longer serve to your highest good. Keep your faith and put your trust in Father for He is all~knowing, all~loving, all~caring and that is where safety is found.

I know the hymn you mentioned! As a kid we grew up listening to Jim Reeves and he does a beautiful rendition of "This World is Not My Home."

Also, another of my favorite hymns by blues man Darrell Scott you may enjoy is "Wayfaring Pilgrim":

Keep on being you~ no one does you better, gf! *hugs* BB~ emoticon emoticon emoticon

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NANHBH 2/29/2012 5:58PM


You totally got the MOVES, Girlfriend! I can't believe you can drink and hoop without spilling! Amazing.

As I was listening to you talk about fake people, it reminded me of my time on the dating sites. You wanna talk about fake people and stalking people - very scarey! I NEVER, in a million years, would have thought that Spark would have those kinds of characters! I'm just glad that you are safe and that you are taking precautions. Sleep well tonight, my friend. Our awesome God is watching over you.
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EMKO0916 2/29/2012 3:16PM

    What is so ironic (is that the best word?) about the way you ended your vlog is what I was thinking the entire time I was watching it. You ended talking about fake people and while I don't know exactly what happened leading up to this vlog, the entire time I was watching this I was thinking about how REAL and raw you are. I really enjoy your posts because you are so honest and real. That is very admirable.

(PS: I can't even hula hoop...and you add coffee!?)

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LENKA763 2/29/2012 1:28PM

    Great Job! hoop and coffee??? WOW
but Girl this cup of your must count fro two (reg) cups LOL.

Have a great day!

be yourself!

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_JODI404 2/29/2012 12:29PM


Sorry for the drama and trauma that has been going on.

I could not agree with you more... do not ever stop being YOU!!

Physco dude is the problem... you are NOT the problem!! Do not let them kill your joy!

You are a bright light that I love to see shining ever so brightly! And Hoop on girlfriend!! way to go with the coffee! Woo Hoo!!

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MIBELLALUNA 2/29/2012 10:43AM

    I am with ya, sister! BE YOU!!!! I am interested in some convo's on youtube from people my age talking about aging and how we have to stop wearing so much makeup when we get to late 40's and 50's and this and that and you know what, to heck with them. I"ve heard my mom and husband when they see outrageously dressed or coiffed younger girls say, "WOW, they must really want attention" and I"ve found myself defending them saying, "Maybe they don't! Maybe THEY just like it and screw the rest of the small minds". Anyway,as that one comedian says, "Imma be ME". I LOVE playing with all the girly crap, looking nice and it's not for attention, I do it at home alone most days and sometimes I start at 10pm, just for fun. So to heck with people who say, you must be this or that, or we'll be wearing birqua's before long!! I've had this convo with a bible study leader before (male) who wanted to fault women in church who dressed to scanty (and it wasn't me! I was fat then! haha) But dang it was TEXAS, cleavage was IN. And I was thorn in that dudes side!! haha I would always say, well, if their husbands are cool with it, you should be and if anyone is lusting after them, I believe the bible says you should pluck your own eyes out.....sooooooo......maybe you better get your male hormones under control before you end up blind? Funny the women were always quoting from Esther and how honorable and biblical it was to spend time and money and such making yourself desirable, etc, etc. I always wondered why no one noticed Ester was 'hoing herself out, but we all see different things in what we read. The evil seems, in my opinion, to sprout from the male's problems and ego's, etc. If they are being true Christians, it hardly matteres what anyone else is wearing, or looking like. Double standard all the way. Most dudes want hot alluring wives but they don't want anyone else looking at them. DUH. THAT SAID....I ran like a baby to my husband side when weird dude at the out of town walmart stalked me and tried to get me to share his candy (out of his calloused nasty hand. lol) I have SERIOUS issues about being rude (which is why I listened to the salesmans tale the other day) and as long as I cna remember I get embarrassed for other people's actions that have nothing to do with me......anyway, I excused myself and shot over to where my DH was gettng his watch fixed and was like..."Some dude is stalking me trying ot make me take candy!!" I wasn't afraid but I was really embarrassed for the guy...and annoyed to have to interact with him. HUSBAND later: WELL WHAT WAS HE DOING EATING CANDY ON THIS SIDE OF THE CHECKOUT??? WAS HE GOING TO PAY FOR THAT CANDY OR WALK AROUND THE STORE EATING IT???? ROFLMAO

Hey, look at that my coffee just kicked in!!!!!

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AALIYANA01 2/29/2012 9:50AM

    that's an awesome title. BAHAHAHA

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MNOT2THICK 2/29/2012 9:38AM

    For Me emoticon emoticonYay for crazy. See the crazy. I like your crazy.

Multi task on. emoticonThank you Father for the Victory.
4 am emoticon. I know how you feel, been there and do that on occasion. Girl, you hit the nail on the head. In the past I adopted the same form of diffusion. emoticon It is good to be aware and take precautions. BE YOU. LOVE YOU!!!

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QUEENMOXIE 2/29/2012 9:36AM

    Hooping while drinking coffee! Awesome! I hear you on the PTSD...I just wish that I could prepare before the crash. Something hits the trigger, than I nosedive and after a few days, I recover to realize what the trigger was. I seem to fall first, than recover. Does that make any sense? I am going outside my "comfort zone" more, but it is hard. I went for a walk in the Metro park the other day and for most people, this is like drinking coffee, but not for me. I have to think about it...I have to look around a few times to see if it is safe...plan...wait...think...plan some more...try to talk myself out of it...try to talk myself into it...than do it afraid. It's hard to go for a relaxing walk when my heart is pounding in my head...which means...migraine on the way...equals...I lose my vision. Years of therapy and it never goes away. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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