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Feeling unsettled

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Not sure why? Hmmmm...I've been great with food. Great with exercise...yet today I feel like I want to eat ...alot... Joshua had an audition for a prestigious youth orchestra. I was sooooo nervous for him....maybe the reason? Nahhh I don't think so. I'm sitting here knowing there is a lot I could be getting accomplished. I'd like to binge instead of getting to them. So I blog. I did have a tiny piece of pizza. We are having lunch with my friend but she hasn't gotten here yet and I'm ready to just throw stuff in because I"m hungry. So I blog. It's funny. I know this time in my weight loss. I'll start feeling accomplishment and then I'll get around someone who makes me feel less than and I eat to stuff those feelings down. I have to rise above it. When I'm in a good place I know that everyone has those feelings at sometime.

  
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TWEETYKC00 6/9/2012 2:04PM

    Good job keeping busy and not just giving in to the binge. Good luck to Josh with the audition.

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Feeling unsettled

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Not sure why? Hmmmm...I've been great with food. Great with exercise...yet today I feel like I want to eat ...alot... Joshua had an audition for a prestigious youth orchestra. I was sooooo nervous for him....maybe the reason? Nahhh I don't think so. I'm sitting here knowing there is a lot I could be getting accomplished. I'd like to binge instead of getting to them. So I blog. I did have a tiny piece of pizza. We are having lunch with my friend but she hasn't gotten here yet and I'm ready to just throw stuff in because I"m hungry. So I blog. It's funny. I know this time in my weight loss. I'll start feeling accomplishment and then I'll get around someone who makes me feel less than and I eat to stuff those feelings down. I have to rise above it. When I'm in a good place I know that everyone has those feelings at sometime.

  
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ZENSTEPH 6/9/2012 8:48PM

    Here's to blogging instead of eating to dealing with hard feelings. Good for you! hugs, Stephanie

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Hello from Boston

Monday, June 04, 2012

So......sooooooo bored. Hubby is in meetings all day and I've been hanging out in the hotel. We went out to a beautiful dinner last night in the city. It's pouring here. Ugggg...food is good. I tend to eat healthy when Joe and I are together. We are here another night so tomorrow I will hit the pool and get some exercise. I will be back to dancing Wenesday. I know I have to really start tracking my food if I want to make more of a difference with my weight. I will work on this.

  
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KAILYNSTAR 6/6/2012 1:26PM

    Sorry to hear your trip in Boston is not going so well. Can't go out and enjoy the outside when it's raining for sure.

Yes, go swimming and go the work out room if there is one there.

You have to get out there and do things on your own. Don't rely on your husband and friends and children to do things with. Just get out there and eat and have some fun doing something just for yourself.

Have a better day.

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TWEETYKC00 6/4/2012 9:06PM

    As long as you are still working on things, it should all work out alright. Have some fun whole you can get it.

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Thanks for your kind words.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Things are going well here lately. Thanks for stopping by my last blog. I definitely was having a moment. I know I can always count on my sparks to pick me up. Bummer news...My Zumba Gold certification was canceled. Ugggg... no real reason. So now I have to wait and see when it will be rescheduled. Ugggg.... soooo I'll be patient. Memorial day was nice. I ate pretty awesome. Yay! My stomach isn't too happy today. Oh well. I did get to wear a pair of shorts a size smaller today! Sweet! :) I'm soooo tired tonight. Soooo I'm already in my pi's at 6:30. Is that wrong? If so I don't want to be right :). Sleep well!

  
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TWEETYKC00 5/30/2012 8:56PM

    Enjoy those pjs, you've earned them! I hope that you can be certified soon.

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Need a good blogging....

Saturday, May 26, 2012

I know I always feel better after I blog it out....not to mention the awesome responses I receive to help me sort out my feelings :). Soooooo....Adam has a new boyfriend. He is thrilled. This young man is a freshman. Adam is a sophomore. He only came out to his family a month ago. So this is a lot for them all....I remember that time. They invited Adam over for the afternoon and dinner. I dropped him off and the mom came out to meet me. I could feel her nervousness all around me. I remember it all sooooooo much. I wanted to hug her and run away all at the same time. It brought all that stress right back to my heart. I want to take her aside and just tell her everything will be ok. Two reasons I didn't...1. I thought I was going to jump out of my skin just going back to that time. 2. After Adam's break up with Chris I don't feel as the mom I should get to invested in his dating. It becomes very awkward when there is a breakup. So I left just feeling soooo stressed. So glad we are where we are now. I came home...did I binge? NO! Score! I went in the yard and did a bunch of weeding. So thats good. The food situation is quite good right now. Score. Exercise is astounding! Yay! Just needed to get this out. Hope my Sparkies are having a wonderful Memorial Day Weekend!

  
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A-NEW-PAULA 5/27/2012 5:43AM

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on not emotionally eating and pulling weeds instead! I could learn a thing or two from you!

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QUASIOR 5/27/2012 1:18AM

    It's always painful to stand back and let people (IE Your own children or someone you relate to) learn things for themselves. Doesn't make any difference what orientation they are, it's just not good when things don't work out well.

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RUNNER12COM 5/27/2012 12:46AM

    It's one learning lesson after another, isn't it? Hang in there. You're doing great!

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HIPPIECHIC68 5/27/2012 12:17AM

    Gotta love blogging! I need to do more of it.

I know it was a hard time for you and so glad things are better now...yay for gardening, exercise, good food days, etc!!
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MIRAGE727 5/26/2012 8:34PM

    Good to let it out! Thanks for sharing.
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TWEETYKC00 5/26/2012 8:30PM

    I am happy for Adam, and his new boyfriend. They are both lucky to have good parents. It is hard for anyone at first, I'm sure that his parents will look back on this time the same way you are now. Good for you not binging!

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CASEYTALK 5/26/2012 6:21PM

    He's so fortunate to have a supportive mom like you.

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KLONG8 5/26/2012 3:47PM

    Blogs are GREAT for mini-therapy sessions - and who doesn't need that? Have a great weekend.

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