Saturday, June 09, 2012
Not sure why? Hmmmm...I've been great with food. Great with exercise...yet today I feel like I want to eat ...alot... Joshua had an audition for a prestigious youth orchestra. I was sooooo nervous for him....maybe the reason? Nahhh I don't think so. I'm sitting here knowing there is a lot I could be getting accomplished. I'd like to binge instead of getting to them. So I blog. I did have a tiny piece of pizza. We are having lunch with my friend but she hasn't gotten here yet and I'm ready to just throw stuff in because I"m hungry. So I blog. It's funny. I know this time in my weight loss. I'll start feeling accomplishment and then I'll get around someone who makes me feel less than and I eat to stuff those feelings down. I have to rise above it. When I'm in a good place I know that everyone has those feelings at sometime.