Monday, April 23, 2012
So I usually have one of these days during my period. Today is it. I didn't shower until 11:30. Wow... I sat on the couch watching anything and everything I've dared and just vegged. I didn't binge. So score on that. I'm really going to work on the binging. I noticed last night as we hung out watching movies how Joe and Adam just sat. I think when I get bored the first thing I want to do is munch. I'm so impressed by them. The healthy relationship they have with food. I envy that. I will work on that. Sitting with feelings is not very good for me. I'm a work in progress. I will work on this. The work outs have been awesome!!!! I am rocking my classes. I feel stronger with them. I'm able to do more than I did. I still am very very careful. So I had eggs and low fat cheddar for breakfast. Yogurt for snack. Salmon salad for lunch. I need to get some groceries. I will do that in about a half hour. The weekend was nice. Quiet but nice. We met Mike out for a drink Saturday night. He said he wants to talk to Adam a bit about the break up. Adam talked about not having that spark with Chris. Mike says there is something about crushing on a straight person. That spark doesn't usually happen with another gay guy. Maybe something bout wanting something you can't have...? Anyway, Mike wants him not to judge relationships by that feeling. It's something he won't get from his relationship...I don't know about this. I can't relate to it. I'm not sure if it's the best advise for Adam but I trust Mike. We will see. Have a great day.