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WOW TODAY HAS BEEN WORSE THAN THE PAST COUPLE

Sunday, January 09, 2011

I DON'T NO WHY BUT YESTURDAY AND TODAY WAS WAY WORSE THAN THE FEW BEFORE. I THINK IT'S BECAUSE WE'VE SPENT ALL WEEKEND TOGETHER. IT'S KINDA HARD TO AVOID THE ISSUES WHEN ITS THERE 24/7. THANK GOD ITS DURING THE SCHOOL YEAR. I NEED HOURS TO LIVE WITHOUT ALL OF THIS BEFORE HE GETS HOME. I NEED TO SEE THIS THERAPIST. I COULDN'T GET AN APPT. UNTIL THE 25TH OF JANUARY. THIS IS ALOT TO HANDLE. THANK YOU SPARK FOR BEING HERE. THIS BLOGGING IS A LIFESAVER SOMETIMES.

  


FEELING KINDA CRAPPY TODAY...

Thursday, January 06, 2011

MY STOMACHE IS NOT GREAT TODAY. I INITIALLY THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE OF FAMILY STRESS BUT I DEFINITELY HAVE SOMETHING ELSE GOING ON. YUCK. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET WITH A FRIEND TO GET SOME ADVISE ON OUR FAMILY ISSUE BUT I JUST DON'T THINK I'M UP TO IT. I HOPE I'M NOT MAKING THE WRONG DECISION BY PUTTING OFF THE MEETING BUT I FEEL PRETTY BAD. THANKS AGAIN TO MY SPARK FRIENDS WHO ARE HERE FOR ME.

  


ONE DAY AT A TIME ....THAT IS MY LIFE

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

WE WILL BE VISITING WITH OUR FRIEND TOMORROW NIGHT. I HOPE HE CAN HELP US THROUGH THIS TRANSITION WITH OUR SON. LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. I PRAY MY SON WILL GET THROUGH THIS OK. OUR WHOLE FAMILY WILL HAVE A LOT OF ADJUSTING TO DO. THIS BLOGGING IS ALWAYS HELPFUL. JUST GETTING THINGS OUT IS GOOD. I DID EAT HEALTHY YESTURDAY. THANK GOD FOR THAT. MAYBE A LITTLE TO MUCH WINE. ALTHOUGH NO ONE COULD CONDEMN ME FOR NEEDING SOME. I COULDN'T GET TO THE GYM YET THIS WEEK. THATS BAD. I'D LIKE TO GO TONIGHT. MAYBE I'LL GET ON OUR TREADMILL AT HOME TODAY. YES I WILL DO THAT. THANKS FOR BEING HERE AGAIN!!!

  


WELL I'M IN THE THROWS OF PARENTING...

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

WE HERE WE ARE. PARENTING A TEENAGE BRINGS ISSUES YOU NEVER THINK POSSIBLE UNTIL YOU ARE THERE IN THE TRENCHES. I CALLED TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH A THERAPIST TODAY. I'M WAITING FOR A CALL BACK. WE HAVE A FRIEND WHO HAS LIVED THE ISSUES THAT MY SON IS ABOUT TO TACKLE. I HOPE WE CAN TALK TO HIM TONIGHT. HE IS AWESOME AND I PRAY CAN HELP US DEAL WITH THIS IN A HEALTHY WAY. I USUALLY DEAL WITH PROBLEMS AND STRESS BY EATING BUT OMG THIS IS SO BIG THAT I DON'T KNOW WHEN I'LL BE ABLE TO EAT WITHOUT WANTING TO GET SICK. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL BEING HERE.

  


PLEASE THINK PEACEFUL THOUGHTS FOR ME...

Monday, January 03, 2011

I'VE BEEN THROWN INTO SOME SERIOUS FAMILY ISSUES TODAY. I KNEW AT SOME POINT THIS ISSUE WOULD SHOW ITSELF BUT NOW THAT ITS OUT THERE IT CAN'T GO BACK. I'M SO STRESSED I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I'M ALMOST NUMB BY IT. I AM DEALING WITH IT... MY HUSBAND IS AWESOME AND IS AN ACTIVE PART OF DEALING WITH THIS. THANK GOD FOR HIM. I KNOW I BLOGGED EARLIER ABOUT MY MOTHER IN LAW BUT THIS IS SOMETHING ELSE ENIRELY. I CAN'T DISCUSS THIS WITH ANYONE BESIDES MY HUSBAND AND MAYBE A THERAPIST. I GET ON THAT TOMORROW. SO I'M COMING TO SPARK TO SEND SOME PEACE AND PRAYER IF YOU ARE ONE TO PRAY. ITS GOING TO BE A LONG PROCES TO GET THROUGH SO I'LL BE HERE BLOGGING INSTEAD OF BEING UNHEALTHY.

  
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