Tuesday, October 04, 2011
Adam came home and I showed him what I"ve found. He ended up telling me He started a blog on Utube!!!!! He showed me the 4 video posts he put on in the last 3 weeks. The first was his coming out and then he just wanted to start having followers and subscribers to his blog!!!!!!!! I watched them and didn't find anything that could show where we live. He told me the video he made that I found in the morning he never sent out because he used Josh's flip cam and couldn't figure out how to get it to the utube site. I don't believe him. I had a lengthy conversation with him about all the things that could be bad about this. I told him with everything we have supported him with this year how he could go upstairs and make these behind our backs. He told me he watched a utube clip about an 18 year old boy who posted a video blog and found a great 18 year old boy and they are dating!!!!!!!!! I told him how this could all be to get teenagers to do this and find them and attack and kill them. He ended up crying and telling me he is sorry but I just don't know. I really don't know what to do. He said he is open to seeing his therapist again. I will call her today. Joe had a talk with him last night. I think that meant nothing. Joe had a very volite relationship with is dad. So he doesn't want to allienate Adam so he doesn't try to scare him at all. I texted and talked to Mike and he is very angry at Adam. He says he is putting Adam on a different ladder than Adam was on. I asked him to talk to Adam and Joe. He said he will but last night would not be the right night for it. I feel we should be punishing him but I"m not sure what that should be. I definitely want to take his ipod away. I'm not sure exactly what else yet. Thanks for getting back to me. I'm so scared for him. For us.