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OMG...bad day

Monday, October 03, 2011

Sooooo bad!!!!! I called the podiatrist this morning and they can't see me until Friday. I went on to the computer to find some document for Adam and found a video Adam made about why someone would want to date him!!!!!!!!!! I feel sick. I'm so worried he posted it somewhere!!!!! I want to throw up. Then my mother picked me up for a dr. appt. and was just being really accusitory about a friend I should have over!!! R U KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!! I went off on her. I did. I blew up at her like I never have before. She wouldn't drive me home so I could take myself to the dr. so she got it with both barrels. I can't take much more. I can't exercise, I can't binge, I just don't know what to do with myself. I don't want to tell Joe about Adam while he is at work. I have to wait until he is home. My mother was crying on the way home. I apologized for some things I said but told her right now I can't handle how she is being. I still can't believe all this. I'm scared I'm losing it. I will keep blogging and hope peace will come. Crazy though my foot feels better today. I'm gonna sit here and do nothing again. Maybe that will help my foot but not my mind. I don't even have a friend I would want to call about this. Thats why I come here. Help Sparkies.

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HARTKITTY 10/5/2011 11:38AM

    My friend I'm so sorry I only read this blog now.

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TWEETYKC00 10/3/2011 9:02PM

    Have a good long sit down with Joe before you go off on Adam for anything, maybe he didn't post anything yet. Take it easy and try not to make things worse than they have to be. I hope that your Dr can get you in as soon as possible. I hope your mom can understand in time what is going on and you can work things out. If you need someone to talk to, please feel free to drop in on me in a hurry. Send me an email or something and we can talk, that is what your friends are for.

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KEKEIKO 10/3/2011 7:58PM

    Okay .. do I need to call you? Spark mail me your number and I'll do it. I'll even listen to you cry. You need to release the pent up frustration. You're so cooped up it's horrible.
Gentle hugs.

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ANNESYLVIA 10/3/2011 7:24PM

    Oh no, did Adam & his boyfriend break up? I am curious because I been out of touch. I just don't know why he would do a video unless he is looking for another to date?

As for mom, Oh well, such is life....she butted into your business so you not so politely asked her to but-out. She should be ashamed of herself to treat you like a child. You invite who you want for company at your home. Done end of case.

As for doing nothing young lady...why is that? Get a book to read. What about chair aerobics? Lifting some dumb-bells maybe? Or simply rack up some major points on SP!!

Good Luck friend emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TABBYARTS 10/3/2011 5:20PM

    Good for standing up to your Mom. Ask Adam what he is doing. Stay off you foot and continue Sparking. Lord Gog, I pray that you send your Holy Spirit to infuse the heart of my friend with the peace that she dearly needs. Amen

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KAILYNSTAR 10/3/2011 12:01PM

    I hate when things all happen at once.

You have to talk to Adam, but don't alienate him.

As for you Mom, good for you for standing up for yourself. Sometimes, I wish I had the guts to do that. Like yesterday.

Hang in there.

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Another day.

Sunday, October 02, 2011

Hung out in bed until 11am...Showered and went to lunch with family. I had an eggwhite omlette for breakfast with lowfat cheddar and spinach. Lunch was a a salad with turkey and roastbeef. Headed home and have been on the couch since. I had chicken in tomatoe sauce over steamed broccoli for dinner. Boys are at rehearsal. I'm once again hanging on the couch watching another movie. I'm making an appointment with my podiatrist tomorrow. I want an Xray or MRI to see exactly what is up. Maybe I need a boot to keep my foot in place. I will see. Pretty down today but everyone is sick of my whining over here. At least I'm not packing on pounds. There is a silver lining.

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SIMPLE_IS_BEST 10/2/2011 11:15PM

    You are eating really great, especially for being laid-up. Good for you!

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TWEETYKC00 10/2/2011 9:11PM

    Hang in there, your foot will heal and then nothing can stop you from doing anything you can to move!

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KEKEIKO 10/2/2011 8:21PM

    The injury has definitely put a damper on things. You will recover and be back to shaking it up again. How about doing some crunches and dumbbell exercises? At least you'll get a workout.

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MIQUEY73 10/2/2011 7:07PM

    Sorry you're feeling down! Sounds like you're staying on track. I hope the doctor gives you some good news or a plan toward getting better!

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Saturday, October 01, 2011

Joe is off to work. Josh is already at the football field prepping for game. Adam is still in dreamland. I'm on the couch drinking some decaf coffee watching some morning news. My outing for the day will be going to Josh's game. It's rainy and damp. Yuck. Hate that weather. I will go because I love my boy but....yuck. He loves this stuff :). I will read and hang today. My foot feels really good. I'm sooooo happy about that. I will baby it as long as needed to have a great vaca in Hawaii. Have a great day!

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KAILYNSTAR 10/1/2011 2:14PM

    Have a good time, whether you want to or not!

I myself and going out to the acerage and plant some seed. Hopefully it won't be overrun by weeds in the spring.

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BLACKROSE_222 10/1/2011 12:17PM

    Glad your foot is feeling better! Enjoy the weekend!

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    Great, a lazy Saturday. I have similar plans but with two grandsons playing football and three granddaughters cheerleading. Another happy Saturday at the ball field!

Make it a great weekend!

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Friday, September 30, 2011

Joe asked if I would drive with him to Long Island to deliver a car this morning. Of course I said yes. I sat in a car for 3 hours down and 3 hours back. I was sitting. Does that count? I'm not sure. We left at 5am. Uggg...that was early. I'm home now with my foot up and I don't plan on going anywhere but to my room to put my pj's on tonight. Food ok... not great. I had an awesome eggwhite omlette with zuchini, spinich and ham for breakfast. Yum. Lunch was at a rest stop. I started ok with an Chobani yogurt but it did have 22 grams of sugar! Then I had a small cup of no sugar added pecan ice cream. Not the best lunch ever. Dinner will be barbaque chicken from a local barbeque place as a fundraiser for homecoming football game. The kids are going. Joe is doing the driving. I'll be here with a glass of wine and a movie on the couch waiting for us. Kids are great! We enjoyed having yesterday off. Have a great day!

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HIPPIECHIC68 9/30/2011 5:43PM

    Sounds like a good way to pass the time while giving your foot a rest! I love talking or reading out loud while we drive places...

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Yesterday not so good.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

I called the doctor in the morning to find out if its true that going to Marshall's and Target in one day was too much for me....Yes it is. :( It seems crazy but true. Yesterday I sat on the couch almost all day and surprise surprise my foot feels better today. So I will rest...really rest. One day at a time. Food was amazing again. Eggwhites, lowfat cheddar, spinach, pepper and hot sauce for breakfast. Yum. Almonds for snack. Lunch was steamed broccoli, salmon salad with light mayo, lowfat cheddar and balsalmic dressing. 2 oz. of lowfat cheddar with sliced turkey breast for snack. Dinner was baked center cut pork chops, beans and peas. While watching Modern Family with the family... I had a suger free chocolate pudding cup with a dollop of sugar free Cool Whip. Yum. I feel smalller again today. Yay. So that is something. So I will rest today. The kids don't have school today. Yay! They are up in bed sleeping in. Love it! Josh seemed good yesterday so that is good. I will watch him. Joe is working like a dog this week. He has a goal of how many cars he wants out by the end of the year and he is making it happen. I'm so proud of him. So far he is handling this pressure he has put on himself. But I'll keep an eye on him too :). I've got alot of time to do this while I'm sitting on the couch...I will also Spark alot. Have a great day!

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TWEETYKC00 9/29/2011 9:41PM

    It sounds like you'll be putting in some extra use of the eyes in the back of your head to keep track of everything since you can't get around for now! lol.

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KAILYNSTAR 9/29/2011 11:56AM

    You just don't know how to sit still huh? emoticon

Sit still, get better, then go.

That's how it's done. Okay?

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BLACKROSE_222 9/29/2011 10:33AM

    Look forward to seeing you on here, and hope things get slowly better!

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GONEWLIFE 9/29/2011 8:41AM

    I hope you feel better soon !

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