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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

I talked to my husband last night. I felt much better. I probably won't be taking another class or teaching one until I get back from Hawaii. That will be safe for me. If I had to wobble around Hawaii because of this I would always regret that. I consciously made decisions not to binge yesterday. It was amazing how much I had to work and blog and journal through it. Between having my period, the inability to workout and being depressed about my classes...well lets just say it was a struggle. I made it though. I really need to watch every bite now that I'm not exercising. Each day my foot feels a bit better. Yay for that. My mom called up last night and talked like nothing had happened. She can be exhausting. I can't wait to get to therapy today. I had to work hard at good choices for dinner. I was going to drive right by a Burger King....Uggggg.... the old me would have ordered an original chicken sandwich with mayo and all the stuff....I wanted it bad. Instead I called my husband and asked him to pick up Boston Market. I got a half chicken, steamed veggies and green beans. It was delicious and alot less guilt and it filled me up. So a new day. Thanks for being good to me!

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KAILYNSTAR 9/20/2011 11:25AM

    My family is like that too. Act like nothing happened, meanwhile, all that happens is festering and stewing in silence. Glad that you are going to see the therapist today.

Way to go for not going to Burger King! Sometimes, it's just simpler to just keep on driving.

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blogging again...

Monday, September 19, 2011

I may do this alot. Be prepared. I'm stressing a bit. We had to postpone my one class until January. I also feel I should give up teaching this class at the gym and not teach at all until January. I'm not saying I won't dance until then but teaching is so much on the body. I just don't think I should comitt until then. I know Joe won't agree. I know he will think I'm whimping out. He gets hurt playing basketball and just keeps going. I know I want to do independent classes and I really don't feel like I need to work at a gym. I make no money there and it seems I can do more with classes through this woman who set up my other class. I don't know. I have to think more about this. We will see. I don't want to binge. I'm so worried. Feeling really down.

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JANRTEACH 9/19/2011 11:18PM

    Since no money is involved, I say Honor your body and get well. :)

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TWEETYKC00 9/19/2011 8:07PM

    You need to find what really works for you and what is comfortable for you. Take it easy on your foot.

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MIRAGE727 9/19/2011 3:40PM

    All I'm going to say is you do what you feel is comfortable to you. Everyone is different. Thanks for sharing and be well!

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Just had to blog again.....

Monday, September 19, 2011

So the day hasn't gone as well as I thought it would. My foot is very tired today. KInda achey. I hope that means its healing. First full day of my period and I just feel awful. Mom took me out shopping so I could get a little walking in. As the strolling went along in the mall I could tell my mom was cranky. I was not in the accomidating mood to say the least. I said some things to set her off and she gave me the silent treatment the entire ride home. I try to wash over volitile conversations with her but today was not the day. My foot hurt, I was pushing myself and my hormones are nuts. Ugggggg.... I can't believe she didn't give me one break. Thank God I'm going to my therapist tomorrow. I haven't seen her in a couple months. I am so ready for her. I could use 3 hours! Oh well, I'll take one. So I can't work out. That has been my stress reliever for 2 years now. I am in trouble. So I spark. I feel the desire to binge. I haven't. I'm nervous. One moment at a time again. Thanks for being here.


Good morning Sparkies...

Monday, September 19, 2011

Well....feeling better today. I've decided to do crunches, leg lifts and arm work while I'm recovering. My foot is already feeling much better. Yay! So taking this one day at a time and learning to accept the things I can not change. Yesterday was good. My neices party was nice. The weather was absolutely perfect. Gorgeous. We sat outside and relaxed. The boys had rehearsal at 5pm so we dropped them off and headed to a nice resturant for a drink. It was nice to have some time together. We picked them up at 7pm and hung out with the kids until bedtime. Food was good considering we were at a birthday picnic. Have a great day!

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KAILYNSTAR 9/19/2011 1:15PM

    You're always out and about aren't you?

Good to hear that your foot is feeling better. Remember, don't push it with too much walking. You want to heal, not have a relapse.

Have a good day.

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HIPPIECHIC68 9/19/2011 12:50PM

    And a great day to you...from the sound of yesterday, I have no doubt that it will be!

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Sunday, September 18, 2011

Yesterday was crazy. I woke up and decided I could go to Joshs scrimmage game. Dumb, dumb, dumb. It was a long walk to the field on uneven ground. I thought the game would be on the big varsity field. NO. It was in the very back field. Ugggg... Then I had to sit in a fold out camping chair. Not great for a foot injury. 2 hours later I didn't feel well. I got home and changed for a wedding. The wedding was actually a very good time. We had a great time with my cousins. We came home, changed again and headed to dinner with friends. That was nice as well but my foot was ready for bed when we got home. Food was ok. I have to really watch myself the next 2 weeks. I can see myself eating poorly because I'm bummed about my foot and lack of exercise. We have a birthday party at my in laws today. I just deal with that. Have a great day.

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HARTKITTY 9/18/2011 12:07PM

    emoticon so sorry about your foot

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KEKEIKO 9/18/2011 10:55AM

    You're still very busy. You need to try and keep off that foot as much as possible. I know that it's hard when your playing taxi cab and being a good mother, wife and friend. Take care of you! Hugs, Keke

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