Monday, June 20, 2011
Today is my anniversary! Unfortunately we will barely be seeing each other :(. He works until 6pm and has a boy scout meeting with Josh at 7pm. I'm going to my Zumba class at 6:45pm. Then he has to pack for Colorado. He leaves early tomorrow morning and won't be back until Thursday night. :( Happy for him because this is a huge deal for him career speaking. There were only 12 salesmen in the country invited to this meeting and they will be discussing pretty high level decisions in the company. I'm so proud of him. Will miss him. We aren't very good at this sleeping apart thing. I will deal. I will deal without binging! I don't even feel like eating bad. Which is good. I just can't seem to get this weight off though. I had about 3 days feeling smaller and then I feel bloated again. I don't know... Have any of my Sparkies ever eaten Atkins protein bars? My instructor says it fills her up without the carbs. I've been eating them for about a 5 days and I'm not sure about them. Let me know if you have any opinions. I'm going back to my classes regularly and I'll work on my song a little at a time. I've been working on the song for about an hour a day and then trying to hit my classes and I've been getting discouraged. My classes give me such accomplishment and I love the women so I can't give them up. It make take a bit longer to get my routinge together but I need my classes. Adam and I sent Mike heart felt texts yesturday for all he has done for us these past 6 months. Father's day seemed a good day for it. He thought it was very nice. I am looking forward to my appointment with my therapist tomorrow. Food choices have been soooooo good. It's just sooooo frustrating when I'm not seeing the progress I want. I know I'm getting restless because we are leaving for Florida on July 10th and I don't feel ready for bathing suit on beach. I'll just keep plugging along. I guess. Have a good day friends!