Friday, March 25, 2011
I told Joe yesturday that I'm actually starting to feel like myself. Starting. Kinda like I've been under this spell for 5 months and know I feel this huge weight is ever slowly being lifted off of me. My hair looks better, my skin glows more I'm eating much healthier. I feel like tackling cleaning and organizing projects. I am so grateful I've made it to this place. We are so blessed that Adam had gone through this process without turning to distructive avenues to deal with everything. I've also found the past couple of days that I am not sitting on my Sparkpage every moment that I can. Not that I'm not interested in my friends and getting in touch with them :). It's just that it's not encompassing my day. So thank you all for being here. If you asked me 5 months ago if I would be here I'd doubt you completely but here I am. Still taking things day by day but will be happy to be blogging about my nutritional tracker and workout programs which is how I started on this site. Oh, side note, Spark friend John said to me that one day in the not so far future we would sit around the table having a laugh about thing that happened during this trying time. Well we have already started. We were joking during the week how when we told my parents they were worried we were going to tell them we were getting divorce. My brother actually told my mom that if Joe cheated on me he was going to beat the crap out of him :). LOL My father inlaw that we were going to tell them that I was pregnant :). Which would have been incriminating for me since Joe had a vacetamy 12 years ago LOL. So here we are feeling pretty darn good :) Have a great weekend!