Tuesday, March 22, 2011
So my parents are not dealing well. My mother is crying all the time. My dad was over last night and actually talked about how difficult this is for them while Adam was around. UGGGGGGG! Them dealing is not my problem right now. I gave my mother the number of my therapist last night. After she was trying to tell me maybe I should go about things in a different way!!!!!! OMG I"ve been focusing my world around making things healthy for Adam for at least 5 months. Working with professionals, blessed enought to have an amazing gay friend and educator who will listen to me and consult with Adam, an amazing online support center with friends of all kinds who shower me with support and advise. I don't have the patience or willingness to comfort, educate or coddle my parents through this. I just don't. I will be having a conversation with my mom about this at some point today. This can't go on. I need her support. I need her soft place to fall, if and when I need one. Sorry for ranting but I feel betrayed. I want from her what I desperately try to give my child. Thanks for listening.