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No Zumba today....

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

There isn't one scheduled today so just need to get errands done. emoticon I have been really lax on all my chores and boy if anyone walked in here they wouldn't believe I lived here. The boys have been happy because I haven't been on them about there chores either. My husband is such a saint about these things. He could care less if there are dirty dishes wrapped around the whole kitchen. Sometimes its like I have to will myself to do the things I usually would just find myself doing. I know this is a process but its strange the way I am some days. I'm trying to be good to myself like many of my Spark friends have been telling me but sometimes I'm like what the BLEEP is wrong with me. I need to get over myself. So I will get up and do the dishes and fold some laundry and.... Thanks for being here emoticon

  
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MRDPOLING 3/14/2011 10:00AM

    There is a Zumba class taught at my Y that I am thinking about joining in on after Move2Lose and my 5K are behind me.

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KAILYNSTAR 3/10/2011 11:54AM

    Take the depression quiz. Maybe there is an answer there for you. I mean, you have had lots to cope with and such. So much to do and very repetitive stuff and no will or not caring about it?

Take care my friend.
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Getting some great dancing in!

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

I have really been making my workouts happen lately. I am so happy I have. I'm amazed at how much better I feel when I get to shake my groove thing emoticon. Something about dancing that helps me let it all go for an hour. I leave with a fresh perspective every time. Some days the worries of my life seep back into my brain earlier than others. The past few workouts have left me feeling great for long time. So I'm heading out to boogie again this morning and look forward to seeing my dancing queens emoticonThese are very positive women who make me feel empowered. I'm almost as thankful to them as I am for all my Spark friends who keep me sane (sort of sane :)). Have a great day!

  
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GOOSIEMOON 3/8/2011 7:54PM

    Enjoy! emoticon

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KAILYNSTAR 3/8/2011 11:10AM

    So glad that you have found so much support here.

Happy that you are going out and doing something fun!

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HIPPIECHIC68 3/8/2011 9:33AM

    I feel like dancin', dancin', dance the night away! Woo! emoticon

(They should really have a dancer emoticon, oh well, it looks like she's dancing, right, lol?)

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I forgot something important

Monday, March 07, 2011

Joe had a conversation with Josh about how he is feeling about Adam coming out. He said he is fine. Joe told him Adam was worried how Josh's friends would be when they find out. He said he thinks they will be fine and if they aren't he would beat the shit out of them. Which is not like Josh but a testiment to how much he cares about his brother. He also said that he could beat the shit out of a couple of Adam's friends if they give him any problems :). He probably could because he is a wrestler. Joe told Adam about this.

  
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HIPPIECHIC68 3/7/2011 12:21PM

    Sounds like you guys are covering all the bases. Josh is being a good brother, too!

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We are iced and snowed in...

Monday, March 07, 2011

How awesome!!! Another snow day! Josh slep until 10 30am. Adam still hasn't come down yet. I'm glad he had the time to rest. He went to bed kinda down. I know he is sad because swim is over and he won't be seeing Mike on a regular basis. I told him before bed that I thought Mike was someone I'm happy he would be interested in. He seems smart, nice and I like his family. I told him there will be someone more his age for him when the time is right. Of course, he is a teenager and crushes are heartbreaking no matter who you are. I did feel much better this morning. Thanks for being here Spark friends. I know I'm such a downer right now. Trying to read more motivational blogs. They seem to help. Have a great day!

  
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HIPPIECHIC68 3/7/2011 12:19PM

    Snow days, yay! You are such a supportive mom!! emoticon

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Needed an added blog today.

Sunday, March 06, 2011

We went to Adams swim banquet and it went well. Omg this country club was so houity touity! I felt like they were going to stop me at the door and tell me I must be at the wrong party. :) We sat by ourselves in the beginning because the other tables were full. People came to sit with us and they were friendly. Thank God. I have to admit, because this is basically my diary (for all my friends to see) that I realized this banquet was difficult for me more than just the rich people. This is where I would actually meet Adams crush for the first time. Because he was a senior the coach talked alot about him and the other seniors on the team. She said such great things about him. He is very handsome and his parents are very nice people that I think I know from baseball. It was more difficult for me than anything so far. It made it so real. I love my son so much and this process is so confusing. I can't imagine how difficult it all is for him. I pray everyday, many times a day to help us all handle this well. Its amazing how crazy this rollercoaster is. Adam seems to be doing really well this quarter in school and wants to keep swimming in the off season. So I'm grateful for that. Thank you Spark people for being here for me.

  
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HIPPIECHIC68 3/7/2011 12:23PM

    You guys are strong and will come out even stronger in the end. Kudos to you!! emoticon

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KAILYNSTAR 3/7/2011 11:16AM

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