Thursday, February 17, 2011
I can feel it. I'm looking longingly at bagels , I know that look. I stopped at the grocery store with my younger son and neice to pick up some baker ziti. I had to wait and decided to get them a treat while we wait. Usually I'd get a cup of coffee while they had their treat. Instead I got a donut with them and a cup of coffee. I knew what I was doing and I had to do it. I know these signs. Its that slippery slope that I am completely on. I'm not even at the top stepping on. I have my butt right down on it ready to push myself downward. I'm going to the doctors today for a physical. I don't own a scale and this is the only time I see my weight on a scale. I think I'll be crying today. That is ok if it puts me back on track. I'm hear to let it out. To write out loud that this true and I have to look at it and have it out there. Thanks for reading.