Saturday, March 29, 2014
Quiet here. The boys are both at rehearsal for the school musical. Adam is one of the leads in Oklahoma! Josh is playing percussion in the orchestra pit! That is actually an honor because they usually just have teachers in the pit! I'm happy for them but I'm feeing a bit lonely. We had a great night last night at a friends house. The women there are are both very thin. Neither really struggles with weight gain. I should have felt so confident leaving there because of my 25 pound weight loss. I'm not sure I will really ever feel like one of them. I guess because I'm not. I'm someone who has food on her mind all of the time. Eating it, not eating it, why should I not eat or eat it....You get the picture. So I am going through the motions around here. Doing laundry and watching some chick flicks. Tomorrow is a Zumba toning where I will kick my butt...Score.