Thursday, August 16, 2007
bad bad bad day!!!!! i have been horrible lately!!!! i'm trying to get my parents house ready to sell and my mom is being horrible!! i keep eating to make myself feel better. i know it will make me more miserable later when my clothes don't fit but immediate gratification i s all i want right now. i need to take care of me!!!! my husband was so happy i lost all that weight and i can already tell he knows i've put some back on. it makes me so sad that i am disappointing him. also to add to my stress i've agreed to do some babysitting for a 3 month old next month. i'm very nervous about that. i haven't babysat in9 years and i'm very nervous. well. wish me luck for tomorrow. i have to say i did do okay for breakfast luna bar, lunch salad, dinner salad, then i ate 3 pieces of garlic bread and 3 ice cream sandwiches.