Monday, June 11, 2012
June 11th and the day is not starting out good. Had this weird dream where I was taking by my father to another planet. I was brainwashed into thinking I was fat, ugly and not worth anything. I was lock up in a room and the last thing I remember is banging on the door and crying. I am so anxious and fearful right now that I am eating whatever. I do not care if it is unhealthy, all I want to do is forget. This day is a loss for staying with goals.