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Suffering Through Caffeine Detox

Monday, October 26, 2009

Yup, I'm at it again - trying to get off of coffee. Yes, there are ways to wean myself, but yesterday I'd had it for a number of reasons. I realized that I wanted out of the coffee syndrome, even though I don't drink that much. It makes me feel awful. I'd had just a little yesterday morning, so the headache began before bedtime and during the night my head felt like it would explode any minute. I awoke to the type of headache that makes you throw up and you can't even stand for being so dizzy and pain-filled. Okay, it's a bit better now and I think I'm past the worst of it. I poured the entire pot out (that I'd made last night), washed everything, and put it away. Good riddance. I'll be able to get a store refund for the refill I just bought as it's unopened. I don't plan on needing it anymore. I sympathize with those who've gone through real detox for drugs and alcohol because if this is a small indication of what it's like for a body to purge - mega - YIKES! Wishing all a great day.

  
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DESERTDREAMERS 10/30/2009 3:26AM

    Wow - I admire you for this, but I can't give up my coffee yet. I don't drink alcohal or sodas, smoke, do illicit drugs ... but I have to have my coffee! emoticon

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SKYEFYR 10/29/2009 10:42AM

  Oh honey, I'm so sorry I'm behind on blog reading.

Extra water helps. So does orange juice or those 5 hour energies with all the b vitamins.

Stay as hydrated as possible. That alone will help with the headaches. Can you get some extra sleep? Any chance part of the headache is from sinuses? (My allergies have been driving me nuts with the whacky weather lately.)

Good luck and feel better soon!

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HOKU-ALOHI 10/26/2009 11:55PM

  Hello my Sparked Friend Jesse! Your determination is sparkling through the world and you are doing an awesome job. You can do this.

Happy Halloween week!

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JCORYCMA 10/26/2009 11:33PM

    I switched to caffeine free diet coke a while back and then more or less gave up soda pop. I can't do caffeine after 5 p.m. (man I AM getting old!) or I'll be up all night. However, that one cup of coffee in the morning would be hard to let go of!! But I do admire you for making up your mind and following through with it!
Joanne

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MSLZZY 10/26/2009 10:15PM

    Good for you! Hang in there!

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THEADMIRAL 10/26/2009 8:55PM

    Good for you! I went off caffeine for about four months after gradually mixing more and more decaf coffee into the "hard" stuff. Since I was new to woman-a-pause, I had hoped it would help with the hot flashes I was experiencing. :) I went back to drinking it though, mostly because it's a comfort food, of sorts. Hang tough, it sounds like you really need to stay away from that stuff.

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KIZIDOG 10/26/2009 2:58PM

    Congrats on one more step to being healthy. That is something that at this time I do not want to give up quite yet. I only have a couple cups a day but I know green tea or something else would be healthier--water maybe (lol). I have done the detox thing from alcohol and drugs so I really don't want to do it again, but some day I might. I applaud you for your effort in becoming a new you. Star emoticon emoticon

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I'VE BEEN BAD, AND THAT AIN'T GOOD

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Yes, my last blog was the gateway drug, so to speak. Just a little dessert that I wrote about. Yeah, right! I've been at another turning point. I think it started the week I busted my butt exercising and didn't lose a thing. I said, "forget this." Psychologically, I then went off the deep end. The worst part is, I don't really care right now. Too much going on and too little time to fret. I'll get back to good stuff. It's just been a few days of a rough patch - again. Sometimes life is like that.

  
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GRAYGRANNY 10/26/2009 7:16AM

    GEEZ, AFTER READING FROM ALL OF THE REST ADVICE AND SUPPORT ALL I CAN SAY IS .............YES SIREE.........THEY ALL SPEAK FROM THE HEART AND FROM ME TOO!!!!!!!

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HOKU-ALOHI 10/26/2009 3:37AM

  Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend. ~ Albert Camus

As you journey through your lifestyle of fitness, please know that you are not alone. I am here beside you, even though it is only in spirit. The Japanese say, Fall down seven times, stand up eight. The thing is that when you fall, you have picked yourself up and you keep moving forward. That is what is amazing - even when it does not feel like it.

I admire your blog for its blunt honesty and that you are authentically real in your actions. Those are the marks of integrity.

Remember I am walking beside you and we are making FIT happen!!!
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~~~Maya~~~

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SURENDERISNOTME 10/25/2009 11:37PM

    You will get back on track. I know that you have heard this before. The weight doesn't come off as fast as it got put on. Be patient with yourself and shed the negativity. Get back into the swing of things and that weight will start coming off.

Debbie

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JANNIEWANNIE 10/25/2009 9:24PM

    I have just recently been able to rise above my "I don't care" mindset. My sister and I joined Weight Watchers together. So far so good. Sounds like you worked so hard expecting results that you did not get. I have to keep my focus on practicing good eating habits and getting some movement in. Be patient with yourself and your body. That scale will move if we keep practicing the steps we need to take to get healthy. Best of luck to you. Hugs from Janet in central Illinois.

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Trying to Get Out of This

Saturday, October 24, 2009

It's a REALLY tough lesson for me. The other night, I was out to see Lion King, and eating dinner beforehand at a nice restaurant. I ordered "a little dessert" and let myself know that this was not going to be the norm. However, it DID open up that craving gate and now I feel like just going for it and saying, "what the hay..." But I won't. I've been trying to learn how to do "a little bit." You know, moderation. It's never been my strong suit. I'm willing to work on it though. Wishing all a wonderful day.

  
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BOO-SHAY 10/25/2009 7:20PM

    I can identify with dessert or treats triggering my sweet craving. Though you did well in keeping to just that dessert and nothing else. Its always tough and especially when the cravings hit. I really have to watch myself all of the time when it comes to sweets.

Keep it up, you'll get there.

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JCORYCMA 10/25/2009 6:12PM

    Great attitude not to let it trigger a binge! There is a difference between a treat and a snack. The dessert was a little portion controlled treat. When it's in a restaurant sometimes the portions are big so I try to share, but you aren't faced with the whole rest of the cake sitting on your counter -- like I am right now with the yummy birthday cake my daughter baked me! I told my husband -- get busy. You have a lot of cake to eat :)
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SHY1965SJ 10/25/2009 1:53PM

    Learning moderation is the best and can be done. Doing great keep it up.


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THEADMIRAL 10/24/2009 6:50PM

    Good for you! You're taming the craving instead of letting it rule you. One step at a time when practicing moderation. All of us need the practice on a daily basis. emoticon

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HICALGAL 10/24/2009 6:13PM

    it's tough but find something suitable (low cal and taste good) that will take the edge off and won't put you over your cal range. this is where a creative imagination and wisdom comes into play, but i know you can do it. where there's a will...there's definitely A WAY! emoticon

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SURENDERISNOTME 10/24/2009 5:06PM

    I have trouble with moderation when it comes to sweets. That is why I try to do without when going out to eat. It is easier if I can control the portion at home.

Debbie

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MSLZZY 10/24/2009 4:35PM

    The smartest thing is to stop before getting started! For me, a taste leads to more than I really need. So, I take a small portion and leave the rest. Sometines, it is just too tempting!
Give yourself a break and keep trying. Focus on what you REALLY want and keep your eyes on your goals. You CAN do this!

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ANMAIREE 10/24/2009 2:25PM

    It takes time but you will get it. It took me a long while to get strong enough to say I'll get just a lil and throw the rest away. I don't always succeed but I do majority of the time. When I feel I'm not strong enough to only get a lil bit I don't get it all because It's easy to lose control and difficult to get it back, at least 4 me anyway

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FAMILYTRADITION 10/24/2009 2:08PM

    Moderation should be the easiest habit, right? I's SO not! But, practice practice practice! You CAN do it! I have been focusing on noticing when I'm full. When I keep that at the front of my mind, it's a lot easier to stop. I hope you learn what works for you! Good luck!

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PERSONALTRNR 10/24/2009 12:18PM

    YOu can do this.... we really only taste the first bite or two. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels. Distract yourself.. take a walk, call a friend or brush your teeth, chocolate and toothpaste taste terrible together. Be strong :)

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Gratitude In the Midst of a World Gone Wild

Friday, October 23, 2009

I awoke to a number of bad news items, including several sparkfriends dealing with serious illness, and my own challenges of imminent loss of loved ones. And, of course, there's the local and national news that is always so uplifting. (NOT!) However, I am trying to count my blessings in order to make the day as happy as possible in the midst of the craziness of our times. Here's to staying strong and making the most of what we have, while we have it.

  
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SKYEFYR 10/24/2009 12:03PM

  Jesse, make sure you count yourself. I definitely count you among my blessings. You always have a kind word of encouragement no matter what mood I'm in. When I'm down, you bring me up and remind me that I'm not alone, and when I have a victory, you're right there celebrating with me.

You are definitely a blessing to everyone who is lucky enough to count you as a sparkfriend. I am grateful we found each other and wish you a day of good news and happiness.

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RICH530 10/24/2009 8:06AM

    I am with you!! It sure isn't easy but it is what will get us through! I will be thinking of you!
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HICALGAL 10/24/2009 3:14AM

    amen! emoticon

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HOKU-ALOHI 10/24/2009 3:10AM

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When life happens, it is so nice to see your bright light sparking and shining through.
Here is water to toast our staying strong and making the most of what we have, while we have it.
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THEADMIRAL 10/23/2009 9:26PM

    Good for you! We are blessed even in sad or stressed times; it's just harder to feel blessed. emoticon

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MSLZZY 10/23/2009 2:42PM

    Amen!

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SURENDERISNOTME 10/23/2009 11:59AM

    I have almost quite watching the news altogether. I have been blessed with very little bad news of late. So my stress levels are down. Everyone deals with bad news in different ways.

Debbie

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EOLIVIAC 10/23/2009 10:33AM

    I know exactly what you mean. I had to limit the amount of news I was watching each day because it became such a downer. I had avoided calling a particular friend because she always had bad news. Then I decided that how I receive and act upon her news is up to me because I have to keep moving forward on my goals no matter what. It's not always easy!

Have a good weekend.

Olivia

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9 MONTHS ON SPARKPEOPLE - HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Happy anniversary to me on being here for 9 months. It's easier than having a baby, but only slightly (smiling). It's a lifetime commitment, so I won't go into how I'm disappointed that I haven't seen any weight loss in a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time. However, I've maintained my loss and had numerous small victories on this site. Not to mention, but I will anyway, all of the great people I've been lucky enough to call sparkfriends. Happy days!

  
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HICALGAL 10/23/2009 7:52AM

    HAPPY emoticon

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JCORYCMA 10/22/2009 11:26PM

    emoticon 9 months! I always felt like it was 2 steps forward, 1 step back. It isn't easy and you are right -- I had an easier time giving birth, but stick with it. You'll get there and look back on the journey and see all that you have learned about yourself. Self discovery led me to push myself a little harder in the exercise department and that blasted that last stubborn weight off!
Joanne

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AMYMLE 10/22/2009 10:04PM

    Jesse, I was just thinking today that our 9 month Sparkiversary was coming up. Yea for our 9 months of making healthy changes! Sorry to hear you're disappointed with your weight loss lately. Could it be that you're at the point where your body has lost all the fat that it can and your muscle mass is just so good that you're weighing more than you'd like? I'm sure you look awesome. You've lost at least 30 pounds since you started, so you've been doing something right!

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THEADMIRAL 10/22/2009 9:55PM

    Happy Spark Anniversary! emoticon Hang in there, the number drop on the scale is coming!

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DBELLE39 10/22/2009 8:57PM

    emoticon Keep your motivation going!

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SURENDERISNOTME 10/22/2009 6:10PM

    emoticon Happy Spark Anniversary! Remember we are all here for you when you need us. You will get off that plateau. Just Hang in there.

Debbie

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MSLZZY 10/22/2009 2:15PM

    emoticon WTG! Keep up the good work and have a Sparktacular Day!

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CINDHOLM 10/22/2009 1:29PM

    Happy Sparkaversary!! Keep up the great work!! emoticon

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SKYEFYR 10/22/2009 12:09PM

  Happy Anniversary!

Glad you found this great site and glad as always to have you as a spark buddy.

Keep up the great work!

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HOKU-ALOHI 10/22/2009 11:26AM

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(((Hugs))) of Aloha ~ Maya
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CREAGER2 10/22/2009 10:41AM

    Congrats on your anniversary! Today is my 1 month!!
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