Friday, August 07, 2009
Okay, after non-stop bumps in the road for a longgggg time, and doing everything I can to get over it all, sometimes I just have to treat myself like a kid and use tough love. I've been in this last car (the one that is said to feel everything the worst) of life's roller coaster and have tried every which way to enjoy the ride and figure things out. Running out of steam, I reach points where I just want to give up. NOT in a destructive way, but just by quitting daily life and going to live in a cave. It's at times like these that I have to be stern with myself and stay seated until I'm thinking straighter. I can definitely say that I am headed toward a creative solution in life. Like, buying a little camper and visiting all 50 states, throwing "normal" life to the wind. After losing so many people and things over the past couple of years, I am less concerned with jobs, survival, etc. than I am with drinking life up in big gulps. (and there are no calories! smiling) Here's to all of my sparkfriends - wishing you a fun, healthy, and happy day.