Sunday, May 17, 2009
Yesterday was a rare day of rebellion. I was hungry. I didn't want to deal with calories, weight issues, or whatever. Didn't eat junky stuff, but did ingest more than usual. It was like I needed a vacation day from just thinking about all this stuff constantly. I went back to the store and tried the next lower size pants on - which will be 4 sizes down instead of 3. It fits around me, but cannot zip, so that's very inspiring. That means I have to get off this plateau in order to make it zip cause I still have 17 lbs to go. Some days there's a dangerous thought that creeps into my consciousness - OKAY, I'LL JUST BE HAPPY WHERE I'M AT NOW AND MAINTAIN. THIS AMT. OF LOSS IS GOOD ENOUGH. Yikes, that's not the way to think. Never fear, though, I am back in the saddle today and back from my "vacation" day off. I do NOT want to ever be chubby again.