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Oh, no! 'Puter's Sick!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Got home from the city and dh tried to turn on computer and it wouldn't go. DOn't knw what's wrong.... I'm on the little laptop and I type too fast to find this little keyboard comofortable.

Luckily I will be able to go to school tomorrowo and log on there if dh gasb't figured out what's wrong.

Thanks for comments re: my last blog everyone! I am tired from my mini-trip. But probably more discouraged that tired. My sil said to me last nite that she couldn't see any difference in my weight. Said, "She's just being honest, she doesn't see that I look any smaller"> Even when I told here I am down 18.5 lbs.... she reiterated that she couldnt' see it. Sometimes I wish I could be as rude and disrespectful as some of the people that I come across, but I knowingly try not to hurt other people's feelings.... I felt like saying "well, here's my glasses, maybe they'll help since you obviously can't see with your own"

Anyway, hurtful people don't need to be part of my successful journey to a healthier lifestyle. She's the one who weighs very close to 300 (if not over) and doesn't eat most days till about 1pm if she can take time then for a bowl of soup. SHe is diabetic and also just sticks her needle through her pant leg - which I confirmed at diabetic workshop is not the right way to do it. But I think maybe it's more jealousy but sad that she had to say that. Not like I didn't tell her bout SP, but she doesn't want to hear about it. I didn't even mention my weight at all when I went there, she brought it up?????

Well, I'm using that as an excuse to take a day off from watching what I'm eating today and been taking some things I wouldnt' normally, but it was also a trip to town where you have access tothings I don't normally have available, but thanks to blogging about it and getting it out of mys system, I'm feeling bettr and like I want to go track my food and see where I am short today, know that that wil help me get some balance back. I did check library for Zumba but no luck, I got 2 other fitness videos to check out though. I didn't any Zumba disks at Walmart either, but it is a smaller Walmart, so when I go to the city over Easter, I will check the other library and also the other Walmart.

Well, thanks for listening and hope to be in a better brain space when I return. (and maybe if I am really lucky, my real computer will be fixed too!

  
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LINDA25427 3/28/2010 8:28AM

    Don't worry about the way other people feel about you ,you are doing great congratulations on the 15 lbs gone forever keep up the good work . Believe in yourself you can do it . Hope you have a great week . My computer went down last week hard drive . I use my husbands but he gives me a time limit .Hope you can get yours fixed ? GOD BLESS. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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DREMARGRL 3/28/2010 8:06AM

    CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR WEIGHT LOSE! Just focus on YOU for a while and you will be fine. Even the "negativity" won't be able to get you down. if anything, it will make you even more determined and stronger!!!!! emoticonCourage and determination will get you there! Have a lovely day! XO MaryAnn

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MONTY68 3/27/2010 9:59PM

    Hi Lila
Well I certainly know about computer problems. I hope your DH can fix yours.
Interesting blog. What you write just validates the truth of some people. It reminds me of a story I read about IT. There are people in this world ( have to call them people), in fact I had sent a spark mail to someone last night on this subject. Sometimes these people are part of the family like your sil. It has nothing to do with you. First I think most people like her are in denial of their own being. They are so caught up in their own mess and can not express to another person any kind of compliment and even try you tell you that you are wrong. Most often they are hateful people and are very jealous of anyone that is doing something positive. Hats off to you for your comments about hurtful people being part of your successful journey. I know that you are successful, you have shown that in your blogs and every day that new belief becomes stronger within you.
Lets all hire a Spark bus to pick up these negative, nasty people and ship them off to a island up north where they can criticise each other. The more successful one becomes attracts less and less of these so called people. Of course family members are a little more difficult to deal with. Maybe you don't see her very often.
Well, this hoping you get your computer up and running and enjoy the rest of the weekend.

Monty

"YOU WILL DO IT"

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The Tortoise Beats the hare Once Again! Persistence Wins Out!

Friday, March 26, 2010

Well, my body has been busy the past month staking its firm foothold in One-derland! It's been a battle and have been showing Lila-0/Scale-0 but that was a tie, it wasn't a loss... It put the battle on though! Well, today I can finally post Lila 2.5/Scale -0. Yes, I finally hit 196.5!!! I hope this will be sign of good things to come.. I've persisted! A lot of support and encouragement from emoticon's had helped!!

Well, off to the city, that means eating at sil's, but due to the changes into my healthy lifestyle, I feel empowered to be able to make choices. She is s cook, so the temptation will definitely be there, but this is a lifestyle, not a diet, so I will taste, just remembering to control my portion. I will also treat myself, I will have my "usual-go-to-the-city" MacD's ice cream cone...

So, good day to all and I better get dressed and ready to go! Have a nice weekend all and talk later.

  
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TERRI289 3/26/2010 6:56PM

    Absolutely wonderful!! Congrats, I knew that you would do it!!

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CLAIRESML 3/26/2010 4:59PM

    Tortoises rock! emoticon emoticon

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IRENEHARPS 3/26/2010 4:34PM

    Great attitude! MacD's cone is a great treat and not bad for us either.

Irene

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SLENDERELLA61 3/26/2010 2:37PM

    Fantastic!! Glad for you! I knew persistance would pay off. You have the determination for sure. You've proven it!! You beat the scale. -Marsha

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MONTY68 3/26/2010 2:11PM

    Lila
It's official and what a wonderful feeling that you would have. You know how I feel and what you are. Enjoy the trip to the city and know that you can a still watch. Most important is to enjoy it.

Monty emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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PURPLESPEDCOW 3/26/2010 2:11PM

    Congrats on sticking with it. You will make your goal with your attitude.

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I'm Craving Pizza!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I haven't had any since last year, back in Dec... And I had a diet hot chocolate, and a rose hip tea and all I could think about was PIZZA. So, I checked freezer where we have 2 frozen ones, but after checking the label... only 1/5 of the pizza was 295 calories and I know I couldn't stop after one when all the rest would be sitting there. So, next healthy alternative.... I bought some WW Smart Ones frozen dinners and one of them was pizza. So, I thought about it and considered the options and knew the 380 calories in the pizza would just use up my 400 calories left for the day.... So, decision made!

I nuked the pizza and was cut it in half and started to enjoy it... healthy tasting, no pepperoni or fat dripping off it, but the thing that WW does is put lots of spice and taste into it.... so it did taste good. But the SUPER SUCCESS I had was I offered 1/2 to dh, so only used 200 calories. that reminds me when I was on WW a decade or so ago, I used to make pita pizzas. I would weight out each of the ingredients and could measure everything. that just might be a "new" old recipe I should put the time into making again.

So, craving conquered... I am not bragging here, but in the 88 days since I've been around SP, this is nearly the first craving I have had..... I think part of it too was that the rest of my colleagues went out for supper and I declined... probably should have just gone, but hopefully this crisis over and moving on! Day off tomorrow!!

  
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IRENEHARPS 3/26/2010 4:36PM

    Powerful resistance to temptation and not giving in. Keep it up!

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MISSWANDERLUST4 3/26/2010 10:49AM

    Another great frozen pizza option without the preservatives is the Amy's Kitchen line. I really like their personal spinach pizza with a whole wheat crust and it comes in a lower sodium version as well!! Win win.

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FLICKRFAN 3/26/2010 8:35AM

    I made manicotti this week. My "new" portion is two. The old portion was at least 3. Tracking and being aware of what we are eating is such a big step.

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MONTY68 3/25/2010 10:47PM

    Hi Lila
This is from my new computer. You amaze me been here 88 days and look how you handle life. What a fantastic job you did and satisfying a craving and staying within your calories. That is why you are so successful and WILL make your goals. I am excited for you, what a nice thing to read when I got back on.

Monty



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NEWDAY1010 3/25/2010 10:43PM

    Wow! That is great. I am new to SparkPeople as of today. I am so impressed with so many of you who share. You are such an amazing encouragement to those of us just starting out. I love this place!!!!!! emoticon

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TERRI289 3/25/2010 10:42PM

    Excellent-you did just the right thing. You had what you wanted in moderation!! emoticon

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WOODMOM 3/25/2010 10:37PM

    Good for you that you knew how many calories you had left and were able to enjoy something that you love! That's what a healthy lifestyle looks like. Not depriving ourselves!

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WOODMOM 3/25/2010 10:37PM

    Good for you that you knew how many calories you had left and were able to enjoy something that you love! That's what a healthy lifestyle looks like. Not depriving ourselves!

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Better day today!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Well, thanks goodness the day couldn't have been worse today than yesterday... But, aside from the emotional stress, and lack of sleep, I was so tired today. Luckily it was only a half day. .. report card day. ONly 2 parents came in afternoon and we went back for an hour in the evening and no one showed.

But, to post the positive, I have finally broken through that plateau. I showed 197.5 on my scale this a.m. I will officially do a weigh-in on weekend and update my status, but just knowing that the scales are tipped and now it's Lila 1.5 and Scale helped to make my day better right from there.

I'm tired and would love to go to sleep but sister has emailed that she will be calling me from Doha tonite, so must await her call.... So, for now, watch the Idol and read last 30 pgs. in my John Lescroart book "Treasure Hunt". Good evening to all.

Glad yesterday's "Crackpot" story encouraged so many. To all my crackpot friends.... emoticon coming up in 3 days!!

  
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SLENDERELLA61 3/25/2010 8:59AM

    Hoop! Hoop! WooHoo! WooHoo!! Celebrate! That scale is coming down. Good for you!! Patience and consistency, even during times of fatigue and challenge, pay off. Good going, Lila. -Marsha

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FLICKRFAN 3/25/2010 8:46AM

    Way to go Lila! I look forward to reading Treasure Hunt.

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MONTY68 3/25/2010 8:42AM

    Hi Lila
I think that is fantastic, I knew you broke through and continuing your fantastic successful journey.



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I needed Cheering Up - anyone else? (I'm glad to be a "cracked pot")

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck.

One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water.


At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water.

Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.

But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream.

'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.'

The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?'

'That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.'

For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table.

Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.'

Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.

You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

So, to all of my cracked pot friends, have a great day and remember to smell the flowers on your side of the path!

  
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STARLASUE 3/24/2010 9:11PM

    Terrific Story! Thanks

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SLIMLILA 3/24/2010 8:19PM

    Glad I was able to share and cheer others up too. thanks to my niece!

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SWIM_2_SLIM 3/24/2010 10:13AM

    I won't ever mind being a "cracked pot" anymore! WooHoo!!!

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FLICKRFAN 3/24/2010 10:08AM

    Thanks Lila!

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SCOOTER4263 3/24/2010 8:17AM

    Now I'll be so pleased when people call me a crackpot! (Wait..... same thing, right?) emoticon

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SCOOTER4263 3/24/2010 8:17AM

    Now I'll be so pleased when people call me a crackpot! (Wait..... same thing, right?) emoticon

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SWIMLOVER 3/24/2010 6:00AM

  I love this blog! I love it's wonderful message! We really should stop and smell the flowers. We all have something to contribute to this wonderful life!
GOD BLESS!
Louise

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TERRI289 3/23/2010 11:28PM

    Sweet and loving story-thank you!!

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MONTY68 3/23/2010 10:51PM

    Lila

That is a beautiful lesson for all to see. It is a very beautiful story. What I see is a person named Lila who has shared with all of us her journey. You are successful, you have motivated me and others many ways and I love to read what you write. In my opinion you have picked the flowers that I have watered and handed them back to me many times. Thank you so much.

Monty

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ARMETIS 3/23/2010 10:01PM

    emoticon
Nice blog...great message.

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