Sunday, January 30, 2011
I've been so busy celebrating my new weight that I forgot to blog about my progress in Beck, but I am doing it.
Day 16 - I wrote out the "NO CHOICE" card to help me prevent unplanned eating. I am writing down my meal plans each evening. Yesterday the only thing I added was one tablespoon of vinegar that I had forgotten to write down to go with the oil on my salad. I wrote "veggies - probably green beans," but I had cooked carrots left from the roast and ate them instead. I had written "popcorn, if hungry." I really preferred a grapefruit, so I allowed that substitution. I think I'm doing fine, but I would like to get even closer to following my plan. I;m not sure if it is okay to write "fruit, if hungry." I've been doing that and like it, but may have to think whether that behavior will help me learn to think like a thin person.
I already blogged about Day 17 - End Overeating.
Day 18 - Change your definition of full. For one month I am to stop and think whether I could take a brisk 20 minute walk after I eat. If not, I'm too full. I'm doing it and so far have not come close to not being able to walk. I question whether this is a good measure. I think I could overeat and still walk 20 minutes. Maybe it ought to be a jog.
Day 19 - Stop Fooling Yourself - My response card: It's not okay to eat unplanned food. Every time I give in to spontaneous eating I strengthen my giving in muscle. When I resist I strengthen my resistence muscle. I can eat most nutritiously and wisely if I plan my meals and stick to my plan.
Area for improvement: I identify that I walk around drinking RoBarr or decaf even when it has skim milk in it. I am suppose to sit down for all eating, and I guess that means drinking, too, although I am going to allow myself to drink water any time, standing or not.
Giving myself credit: I am doing good in learning that hunger is not an emergency and I can withstand hunger. I even went to bed hungry a couple nights ago. I was afraid I would wake up and binge, but I slept fine, woke up and had a normal breakfast with no problem. I realize how much defensive eating I was doing, worried that I might get hungry, when it makes more sense for the most part to deal with the hunger rather than the fear of hunger.
So glad I'm on this journey. Delighted that Val and Ellen are joining me. Maybe more people will come along!!