Sunday, June 08, 2008
I have no excuse. Excuses are tools of intolerance, therefore I have no excuse.
I gained weight. I was down to 280, down a few inches, a couple of dress sizes less......I was being successful. One life changing moment in my life and a few months later.....I am back up to 310. I stopped drinking water.......the cheap tea from McDonald's was the replacement!! Bad choices, little exercise, no yoga and just being careless with food has made me see a weight that I thought I would never see. I am ashamed of myself. I need motivation. I am scared. I am tired. I am desperate and I am almost broke. Gas prices mainly are my unexpected price increase and decrease in work. I have 2 jobs but no husband now. So I need to be home more with my girls. God please have mercy. Show me the way.
I had to drop my gym membership. I can't afford Weight Watchers or any other program. So I need to become accountable somehow.Any ideas my dear Spark Family???