DID YOU REMEMBER TO BRING MY SUNTAN OIL ?
I was sinking down again yesterday, so I tried to distract myself.
First I tried on a bathing suit to see how I look now.
WHAT WAS I THINKING ???
Needless to say, I look much better with my clothes on. I think my lifelong dream of becoming a stripper are gone for good. They need to get the formula from one of those Amazon headshrinkers and turn it into a body cream.
Then I decided to tweeze my eyebrows.
Out came the magnification mirror.
And while we are at it, lets put a spotlight on the wrinkles....
So I decided...maybe I should go for a safer distraction. I know... a manicure. So I started looking and realized, my hands are aging faster that the rest of me.
I really need to wear gloves when I clean.
So if you go to the Jersey Shore this summer and you see a tall women with head to toe cover up, bushy eyebrows, and gloves....stop by and say hello.
I came across this clip of the Guiness Record for most t-shirts worn at a time.
When I started this quest I had OVER 100 pounds to lose.
Watching this video is a visual reminder of how easy it is to add on the pounds
and a reminder of why it's so much harder to take off...
I'm still working through a lot of issues...I'm fighting depression and anger.
And I cannot afford to hang on to either one.
My food pendulum finally stopped swinging between not eating anything and bingeing. But I'm having a rough time getting motivated to exercise again. My heart isn't into dancing, and walking let's me think too much and drags me down. I could use some help.