Tuesday, May 14, 2013
I am coming to the conclusion that the day my husband died, the music also died. He was a brilliant musician who could pick up almost any instrument and play it with little effort. For while I loved playing, but it was a struggle and a labor of love.
Now, I find that I have no desire to play anymore. Also there is the factor that my hands have been deteriorating due to osteoarthritis playing is very difficult and at times impossible..
I think that it is time for me to close that part of my life and move on to things I can do without pain and that I am passionate about. That is basically my weaving and cycling.
I am planning on packing all the musical items and put them away in the back of the closet in the spare room and in 6 months I still feel this way then I will get rid of them.