Sunday, October 26, 2008
Well the pitty party is over. NO more why me's here. LOL....barely, but seriously I am over that vent session. I know that without putting the effort into it I can't make it happen no matter how hard I try. You know for the most part I want to be healthy. I am tired of sitting on the sidelines because I know I can't run that fast or I think I look ridiculous moving around with all my fat jiggiling around. I want to be more active with my kids..in every aspect of their lives. You know I still remember years ago when I went to my daughters class for a Mothers Day program and one of the kids made a comment to hert---"That's your mom?" "She's fat". That hurt my daughter so much...not to mention it hurt me too. We don't like to be judged in such a way, but tht is a part of life.
So to overcome that obstacle I am going to try my hardest to really watch my food intake....try to start making changes. I play on trying to start working out on my lunch hour again.....treadmill, epiliptical or with the weights. I know i can do this. I have it in me to change. Success is my only option...failures not.