Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Although I have responded to other people's blogs, I have never wrote my own blog...But today I did something that I felt was worth writing a blog about. I resisted the temptation to eat pizza. Pizza is one of the foods that if someone offers it to me I don't turn down. Once I have one slice, you know I'm going to have another. This then leads to a whole binge, then guilt.
My mother had brought some pizza and offered it to me not once but 3 times. I wanted it so bad, but I already knew that it is not part of the new journey to lose weight. I even considered eating just a bite, but knew that it would lead to another bite. I went through all kinds of thoughts to try to work it into my calories I had left for the day. I almost cried because I wanted it so bad and knew that I just couldn't. I focused on the weight I want to lose and told myself that if I ate it then I wouldn't weigh less on my next weigh in.
To make a long story short, I didn't eat it and feel so good that I didn't. I think that it is going to make me all the more stronger next time I have temptation looking me in the eye.