Monday, June 06, 2011
I do not want to exercise. I do not feel motivated. I was upset with myself so I parked my car at the end of the parking lot at work and walked. I feel I should do more. I am not doing enough. It is easy for me to write these goals. However, I am struggling to achieve them.
I am just not giving up on myself. I order Nichole's DVD 10 minute workout. I do not need anymore workout DVD I need to just work with what I have. I am looking for the passion of moving my body. Feeling great stepping and knowing I am helping myself.
Fitness Janet is in there, please come forward. I love you just the way you are. I remember fitness janet loving to run and exercise and looking at herself in the mirror feeling happy to be in her body.
Where is she?????
I am committed to finding her and bring her back, it is ok to be fitness Janet today.
I will not give up on her never