Sunday, April 15, 2012
So much has happen in the last few weeks. I realize that not seeing a Dr to manage my uncontrolled High blood pressure has activated my MS. Yes I have multiple sclerosis, I have a host of symptoms now.
My Dr said the Gastric bypass will be very helpful for my high pressure and remission of the MS.
Goodness, this was hard, for so long I have not acknowledge I even had ms in my life. Now I must place my life in front and my secret is out.
I went to the neurologist my DH was with me. This was the 1st time DH witness my limitations upfront. I felt so vulnerable. DH is the most caring and loving, accepting man I have ever met.
Facing the truth, this is part of my journey, this is Janet being uncovered , layers of my past, that I now have the strength and courage to work thur.
This spark journey has changed my life and I know this is just the beginning. It all started with being accountable with what I feed myself and how I treat my body. I thought it was only about food.
When portion controls become not enough I now chose different ways to take care of myself.
Tracking food, be active on my spark page, allowing myself to be a friend and show friendship, sparkpeople has given me this support. Education on anything and everything I could ever ask for, just at my finger tips.
I will not give up on myself. I am the only one that can make it happen for me with God's help . I have the power to succeed or fail.
I choose to succeed.
Have a great week 's