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Back a day late...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I ended up coming back a day late and feeling very tired. Will write more later... This visit took a lot out of me as I'm feeling drained and BLOATED ... scale is up way big time back to over 170 so very upset about that!

Today's focus is to get back to work and get back to my routine. Need time to re-assess these visits as it caused me more heartache than sometimes I wonder it's worth... tried to please everyone, and still had some 'upset' with me... you can't win at times.

I did get to be with my sister and see my great nephew and my daughters had a great welcome back for me (a little card made by my youngest)... need a day or two to get back in the swing of things and I'll be back on here.

Will post pics and write more once I get back in the groove...

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RDEEEEEEEEE 4/22/2009 4:49PM

    Glad you are getting back in the groove. I am fighting my way back also. All we have to do is remember what works and DO it!! You'll be back on 160 street before you know it! 2 months till bikini season! We can do this!!

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 4/22/2009 5:45AM

    Hi Helene
it's nice to have you home hun. emoticon.
Hey when you're at someone elses place and the foods different to what you're used to it's enevitable to gain- but you'll soon lose it again.
Just give yourself time to get back into a routine and rest up.
Take care

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Thank you...

Friday, April 17, 2009

To all my SP Friends for their good wishes. I was able to talk to my sister briefly when she was in her room. She was very groggy and tired so I'll know more today. I've been up since 3:30am ... couldn't sleep and had a few things to take care of before I hit the road at 7am.

My step-daughter is here and we're set for the weekend. I feel good knowing she'll be here for the girls. I made their supper, planned other meals so all should be good here.

I'm really going to have to blare the tunes to stay awake. Depending on my computer access I may not be back until Monday but you are all always in my thoughts!

My weight is 'stagnant' at between 164 and 166 for the past 2 months ... when I get back I have to do something to get it moving again to stay encouraged. I really want to get to leave 160Ville by May... wish me luck! Gotta shake things up!!

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BABY_GIRL69 4/20/2009 6:18PM

    I pray your sister is doing well & her spirit was lifting when she saw you!


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KIMUSH23 4/18/2009 11:10PM

    Have a Wonderful trip...

SPARKPEOPLE Says ... Put Some SPARK In Your SPRING emoticon
Luv Ya Kim

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BRENDA_2010 4/17/2009 2:52PM

    Have a safe trip Helene and make sure you listen to some "good" music to keep you awake.

Best wishes and enjoy your weekend.

When you get back it will be time to kick your butt into high gear and show the scale who's the boss!!!


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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 4/17/2009 4:49AM

    Hi Helene
Once you have this trip out of the way you'll be more relaxed about your sister and other probs and be able to concentrate on you.
Enjoy your time with the family and the trip and come back determined to hit 160- or just below.
Take care, safe journey
xx emoticon

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

I haven't been around much this week - short week at work and today is my sister's surgery. I am busy also helping with the church to get volunteers organized for the first communions (enjoying it though).

I'm a bit distracted also because I have to leave tomorrow and funds haven't come in to allow for the trip to go smoothly (... need gas to get there) but as always I know I will sort things out.

I've also been a bit 'off' with my workouts but doing ok with my eating - except I'm starving it seems this week.

One more shift, today, and much to do tonight. Hope to be on the road by 7am tomorrow (just as I was leaving for work)...

Hoping to hear from my sister tonight and thinking positive thoughts about her 'speedy recovery' from this surgery. It's major and not (hysterectomy) but as with anything, there are always risks. All I know is she needed it because she couldn't keep going as she was.

Hope you are all having a good week... sorry I haven't been around much... but as my title reads, I am a bit distracted.

Enjoy YOUR day!

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BABY_GIRL69 4/16/2009 6:17PM

    Try to focus & try not to shoulder the burden of us all!



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BRENDA_2010 4/16/2009 2:00PM

    you know you are only one person, but a strong woman. You will get through all the distractions and get back to normal once things calm down for you!!

We all know how hectic life can be.

I will be thinking about you as you travel to see your sister. I hope everything goes well. Have a safe drive!


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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 4/16/2009 7:30AM

    You're forgiven Helene emoticon
I know you've a lot on your plate right now, your sister, your new grand nephew etc etc you can only do so much in 24 hours hun.
I hope all goes well for your sister, I'm sure she'll be fine but it's only natural to worry about such things. Sending positive thoughts for her.
Have a good journey 2moro and turn the radio on and have a sing along- I know you enjoy doing that.
Take care

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Beautiful Weekend!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Well it was a beautiful weekend! The sun was shining and is again this morning (they are calling for sunshine all week so I'm thrilled!).

I didn't go to church as planned yesterday as my youngest was up coughing most of the night so we relaxed. I was a bit on a down swing mood wise but fought to keep up my positive thoughts. TOM arrived this morning and I'm so happy (the PMS phase this month was brutal). I cried lots yesterday - watching Mamma Mia lol! My dream of having that kind of love in my life one day... a man come chasing after me ... ah to dream! And of course the relationship between mother/daughter and thinking of the future with my girls as they grow up.

Today would have been my sister's 51st birthday so thinking of her and my parents who have passed on. I am remembering good times though. May take some time to go through pics and such...

This week should go by fast as I will only have 3 workdays (and with it being so busy well the days fly by). I've never been this anxious for a trip! I guess it's the combination of being anxious to be with my sister (see her) after her surgery (which I am sure will go fine) and to meet my great-nephew. It's also a mini-holiday in that I will be travelling alone without the girls so a weekend 'off' too in a sense. All of which are great things! I'm lucky that my step-daughter is able to come stay with them (even though my oldest can now babysit... I don't feel right leaving them alone for days at a time without someone being here).

I'm very blessed and so thankful for all that I have in my life NOW!

I did my am workout (well 30mins worth). Going to go tanning shortly and then will attempt to take the girls to the beach on the path that I found. We tried yesterday but the wind was toooo cold. The water hitting the trees on the edge were filled with icicles it was so cold. And with my youngest coughing and not feeling great - felt it best not to push. We managed to get 30mins of walking in (although the pace is not as fast as when I go alone). It's nice because we are exploring together as a family our new surroundings!

Enjoy the day! Make this day COUNT!

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RDEEEEEEEEE 4/14/2009 7:54AM

    Congrats on your new addition to your family and for getting through the blues!

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BRENDA_2010 4/13/2009 3:15PM

    Isn't PMS great. I know I should be joining you with that because I cried most of the afternoon yesterday. Ugh life sucks sometimes.

I hope your week goes by fast and you enjoy your time seeing your sister.

Sorry about your parents and your sister but the memories will always be with you. Love, and hug your daughters as much as you can, because they grow up way to fast.

Someday you will find that special someone Helene, don't give up. Mr. Right is out there somewhere.


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KIMUSH23 4/13/2009 12:46PM

    Have a wonderful day!

SPARKPEOPLE Says ... Put Some SPARK Into Your Spring emoticon
Luv Ya Kim

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 4/13/2009 8:29AM

    Hi Helene
Nice to hear you sounding so positive hun, enjoy your day

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I'm a Great-Aunt!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I didn't think I would be this excited and so happy I'm going to visit next weekend so that I can not only be with my sister, but meet her first little grandson. I'm happy he was born now, so that she was able to hold him before her surgery. Thank you all for the positive thoughts and wishes. I truly believe that she will recover well (she's a tough lady and will want to get home as soon as they will let her).

After many years of living through funerals, this year truly is a great one for me, for my sister... She is now grandmother to baby Markus (born at 3:09pm on Good Friday - so I nicknamed him "Holy Markus" - weighing 7lbs 3oz and measuring 21 inches). Baby and mom are doing well. It's been so long since I've been around a little baby in my family (well since my own baby and she's now 8).

It was so nice that it happened when it did as her oldest son was visiting and so he and his fiance (he's the one getting married on Sept 12) were also there. This is him (Andre - her eldest son who just turned 30). His first time being an 'uncle'.

My sister and the baby - talk about a proud "Grandma" Smile or as we say it in French "Memere"...

My niece and her baby (and family friend):

What a beautiful day it was! I was so excited, getting calls and updates along the way. I used the energy and got 165mins of activity in (I think the calculator on the page is off because I'm sure that would have tipped me to over 500mins so far this month... as I'm working the challenge with Brenda aiming for 1500 for the month).

Today is promising to be another sunshining day. I discovered a new way to connect to the paths that run along the Ottawa River for miles and miles right near my home. I tested it out and walked to the beach and back and it took me 40mins so I can't wait for summer as I told the girls we'll walk there as it's really not too far. Driving it with my car was 3kms one way but maybe the path cuts the distance because it didn't seem that far. I walked in wonder as I thought - WOW ... look at this beautiful path that parallels the river and as I walked briskly - watched the sun setting... it was cool but very nice. I feel so blessed to have this beauty so close to me. I'm hoping to bring the girls out today so they can walk it with me to see it's not so bad (they aren't as enthusiastic as mom to do all this walking lol).

I'm going to go tanning today too because although the sun is shining again - it's very cool out (we still are wearing jackets and it was only 0 Celcius this am). I am also picking up my step-daughter after work.

I'm on day 2 of my clean eating plan and boy is it working (although it means being very willpowered and focused) it's sooo worth it! I'm down to 164.5 this am. We'll see what the final tally is when I weigh in on Monday morning. Maybe I'll be saying goodbye to 160Ville!!! Robbyn - I'm hoping to join you very soon!!

On that note I'm off to my am workout!

Thank you GOD for such a beautiful Easter Weekend! It's truly a time of RENEWAL!!

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KIMUSH23 4/11/2009 7:13PM

    CONGRATS great-Auntie!

Glad you had such a wonderful visit!


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Luv Ya Kim

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BRENDA_2010 4/11/2009 10:13AM

    emoticon emoticonon the new addition to your family. Like I said before that little baby is going to be spoiled by Great Aunt Helene!!! There are only young once.

Keep smiling, I enjoy your positive attitude.

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CAZ_NR_HEATHROW 4/11/2009 7:13AM

    SSSOO pleased for you Helene- GRAND AUNT HELENE!!!
emoticon for getting closer to you 160 goal- I know that's what's going through your mind emoticon.

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