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Good Friday Morning SP Land!

Friday, July 23, 2010

Well it's FRIDAY and I'm feeling much better. A day off to rest and care for myself was just what the doctor ordered. I managed to get some extra sleep, rested and stretched my neck and shoulders... it's still a bit stiff... perhaps another massage is in order.

I got on the scale this morning and was happy to see that I'm at 164 ... so close to that ticker mark (which I refused to change back up lol)... Now with 1 week left in the month... will I visit 150Ville?!? I am impressed that I'm at 164 because TOM is soon to get here ... anyday.

I was looking through old pictures yesterday as I'm preparing a CD for my sister's 50th birthday (they want pictures to put on the 50 frogs they'll place around her campter come the 'birthday' time). I found some of me where my face was much chubbier (here I am with Dan and Rita)...

And this one - ya - I think I lost weight lol...

And in this picture with the girls... I'm smiling but I see in my smile that it's not the same smile I smile now ... I am so much happier now!!


My life has certainly changed greatly since those days. The pics were from New Year's Eve 2006... I have no regrets about my past as I've said before - they are lessons that have brought me to being the person I am today! Happy, fulfilled and knowing that any dream can come true when you BELIEVE!!!!

I am reaching my health goals... and I am improving myself... the 'belly' pudge isn't as big as it used to be...

And in love, well ... it is now a grand part of my life! James did love the poem I wrote and he read my story and his note really touched me...
"I've completely read your story over and over again and i wonder why certain things happen, its so sad that you have gone through a lot of pain, and i hope i can bring more happiness into your life. I know your past has been plagued with many issues, but i want you to look ahead and be happy and i love your positive attitude, it will always help you suceed where others fail.

You are the lady in my life and i just want you to be happy and i will do all i can to see that you are happy.

Your story is indeed touching, and i am so proud of you.

Hugs& Kisses,
James."

I have never had a partner 'be proud of me'... I used to be criticized and could never openly be myself! Today, in the present, I can totally express whatever I wish and it's accepted without condition and that is true caring!

I'm so blessed and grateful for James coming into my life 2 weeks ago today! He talked to me about sending some luggage to me before he leaves for North Korea and I thought... this will make it seem so real. He said he was going to do some shopping and send me a gift along as well... I've never been treated or spoiled as he is doing, and LOVING it!

Life is so grand right now! In health, mind, body and Spirit!

What more could I ask for?! Well I also have the weekend to look forward to and going to pray that we have good weather for our SP Meet and Greet #6 - Picnic gathering on Sunday! Saturday ... hang out with my neighbour and SP Pal JL_FLEURY emoticon

I'm also going to spend time getting my thoughts organized for my associations "Planning Day" in August and have a dinner/bbq meeting with my mentor to discuss that on Sunday afternoon/evening!

Truly a great life I'm living now... productive, happy and fulfilled! I'm wishing the same for all of you my SP Friends! Make Yours a Great Day!!

  
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PERSISTENT_GIRL 7/24/2010 1:37AM

    So happy for you and the joy you are radiating! emoticon

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ANNE7X7 7/23/2010 9:02AM

    That is such a sweet note and he sounds like a good man! I'm so happy that you are finding happiness in many areas of your life!!!

Looking forward to Sunday (it will NOT rain. It will NOT rain. It will NOT rain!!)

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NEW-CAZ 7/23/2010 6:54AM

    Wonderful Helene!

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REI_REI 7/23/2010 6:24AM

    wow he's going to *North* Korea?? I must've missed something...
Maybe I've been watching too many CSI type tv programs but the part about sending you luggage rang a few bells - and I have no negative thoughts about online relationships. I guess all you can do is be a little on the cautious and ...curious... side about what he is sending you. Sorry... I know we don't know each other well so feel free to ignore me!!!
I am totally wishing you the best!!! Everyone deserves to be spoiled by someone who loves them! Hmmm I wonder what he will buy you!!

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A Gift from my Angels...

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Some may not understand this... but I truly feel a love even though we have not met in person yet... I can't explain it... but some may understand it... I wrote this in less than 10minutes for my James... I hope he likes it ...

A Gift from my Angels!!

It was just two weeks ago
When you sent me a message
And I'm so glad I didn't forego
because ours is the love of a new age...

We are entering a new phase in our life
One of great joy and happiness
No more loneliness or strife
Just you and me, and ultimate bliss

Observers can not understand
They criticize and doubt
But I know our love will withstand
We will never go without

I care for you James like no other
And although we have yet to be together
I know for sure ours is a true love
A gift from the heavens above...

You are my saint and my angel
You are my love and my life
I know together we will be able
To form a dream come true life!!

I am forever yours
With love abundantly flowing
Like wild flowers
Spreading and seeding, forever growing

A beauty like no other
Specialness together
You and me forever ...

  
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WHEREIS170 7/23/2010 8:07AM

    Just wonderful! Thank you for sharing. Have a fantastic Weekend!

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LINDA25427 7/23/2010 4:45AM

    Helene that is beautiful he'll love it because he loves the woman that wrote it . I hope all your dreams comes true . emoticon emoticon emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 7/23/2010 3:18AM

    beautifully worded Helene emoticon

I'm sure he'll love it

Have a good Friday emoticon

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PERSISTENT_GIRL 7/22/2010 11:53PM

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KISHEGER 7/22/2010 11:36PM

    Wow, you are gifted when it comes to literature. This is really beautiful ..maybe you should wirte more , including poetry..very very nice!!!!!!!!!!

Very touching indeeed , lovley Helene...I am sure he will love it emoticon emoticon

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SI1V3RBACK 7/22/2010 11:14PM

   
Seems any of my attempts at poetry come out as limericks emoticon

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LESS_IS_MO 7/22/2010 9:52PM

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CAZADORES 7/22/2010 9:41PM

    Lovely! emoticon

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NANNER2121 7/22/2010 8:55PM

    A more lovely poem has never been written
By so fair a maiden, so deeply smitten.

Wishing you nothing but happiness my friend.

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Home today...

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I guess a combination of excessive coolness at work and the sudden change in temperature triggered a migraine as I woke with one. I'm so happy I don't get them often anymore and luckily, because I caught it early, took some migraine meds, went back to bed and feel better now. It will be good to give my back and neck a rest from the air conditionnig at work. My massage therapist said it was my body's natural defense to curl up to protect myself from the cold but boy was I sore... I'm going to take advantage and not spend too much time on the computer today (except for my chats with my James and my SParking!)

I texted James to let him know I'd stay home but he didn't get the message (I guess it takes time to deliver a text to Malaysia). He came online as we had scheduled just around 4 am and by 7am he called me so worried as he didn't know where I was and he knew it wasn't like me... so sweet! I guess I should have sent him an e-mail along with the text. We talked for a bit on the phone and then chatted some more until he had to go to dinner ... so we'll get to chat one more time before he goes to bed since I'm home.

It's a gorgeous day and although it's sunny the humidity is gone for now and it feels great with the breeze. I may go for a walk a bit later. It's the first 'sick' day I take this fiscal year so i don't feel too guilty. I really need to give my body this 'break'. I'll be back tomorrow and feeling much better as I will have pampered myself a bit today.

I enjoyed the walk with ANNE7X7 last night although it was cut short by the stormy clouds rolling in and the thunder/lighting (kind of spooked me lol). As soon as I got in my car I looked up and saw great lightning bolts in the horizon - some of the skies were pretty ominous.

So there you have it ... an at 'home day' for me. Not too much else...

I'm still in Heaven with James ... he said he may send his luggage here because he doesn't want to take as much over with him when he goes to North Korea... that would certainly make it feel more 'real' because right now ... everything is like a dream and I'm loving every moment of it!!

Life is simply AMAZING!! I am so very grateful for all its gifts and thank all of those who have been there with me along this journey... because those who know me, know how very special this is to me and that it truly is a 'dream come true' kind of romance/fairy tale...

  
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PERSISTENT_GIRL 7/22/2010 11:50PM

    happy to hear you took a you day and rested with your migraine. glad to hear all is well!! emoticon emoticon

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ALEXSGIRL1 7/22/2010 7:15PM

    i love that you took time off for me day. hope your migraine is gone and back pain also.

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SI1V3RBACK 7/22/2010 4:23PM

   
Hope you are all better for the weekend !

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NEW-CAZ 7/22/2010 1:04PM

    Sorry about the migraine, just as well you know what to do now, glad it soon went.

Enjoy your pampering, I love doing that...so relaxing! emoticon

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SKINNYPOWELL1 7/22/2010 11:31AM

    Sorry to hear about that migraine, glad you caught it in time and nipped it in the bud. I suffer from those occassionally too, wouldn't wish one on my worst enemy, well maybe, lol.

Glad you are pampering yourself and taking it easy. And of course glad your head is still above the clouds over JAMES. Enjoy the rest of the day off. emoticon

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We are our own "FOREMOST EXPERTS"

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Following my blog yesterday, I was pleasantly surprised to read the daily motivator as it affirmed what I believe to be true in my heart... I wanted to share:

Tuesday, July 20, 2010 - FOREMOST EXPERT

There is no other person who is smart enough, or experienced enough, or informed enough or insightful enough to tell you how to live. That's up to you.

Certainly the advice and guidance of others can be extremely valuable. Yet when it comes to expressing and fulfilling the best of who you are, you are the world's foremost expert.

It feels good to be praised and it hurts to be criticized. Always keep in mind, though, that those who offer their opinions of you cannot possibly see the whole picture.

Your life is your responsibility. That is simultaneously a sobering obligation and a fantastic opportunity.

Successful living is difficult work and yet you are absolutely qualified to do it. You are worthy and capable of creating and enjoying whatever it is that truly fulfills you.

Make the commitment, do the work, accept the responsibility that is necessary for that fulfillment. Live the outstanding life that is yours to experience.

-- Ralph Marston

greatday.com/motivate/100720.html#ix
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Ironically, the person who was grilling me sent a quote from this very site but not the one from today so I took the liberty of sharing it with her... and said "this is a good one"... no reply so I think she knew what I was saying... It also reminded me that I truly am my own best friend, resident expert on "ME"...

I missed out on chatting with James yesterday - he called me early morning and emailed me, but alas, poor guy is in Malaysia and has to do some visiting (not just sit in front of a computer talking to me lol).

I kept busy last night with productive things... went tanning, cleaned, organized some. I ate well and feel great this morning - despite the "CRASHING" sound that woke me just after 2am and scared me all to heck... One of my pictures in my bedroom fell to the floor and glass shattered everywere so I've been up since then... Thankfully I went to bed very early so I should be ok as I have had nights where I slept less and managed ok through the day.

Since I was up so early, got a nice foot soak in and my reading, blogging, and will get to my AB workout this am and some weights. Still haven't made it out to the gym and probably won't today either.

I'm looking forward to my social outings. Meeting with a former work colleague from Sudbury for lunch. She's in town for medical reasons - has lost 60lbs due to a blockage of some sort in her intestines that they can't figure out - hopefully the specialists here will be able to help her.

Then tonight I get to walk with ANNE7X7 and her little pooch! So looking forward to that! I feel so blessed with the People in Ottawa team and our in person meetings and how they are leading to individual outings too! We have our picnic planned for this Sunday - Meet and Greet #6 - and I'm going to pray for no rain. Not sure how many will make it out, but I will post pics and an update of course after!

Oh - and folks... following my blog a few days ago... I received pics my 'new' friend took when we were side by side watching Kevin Costner. I think you'll agree she got some great 'close up' shots! YUMMMMM!
We just had to get the 'tush' shot!
And this was his 'drinking' song which he got us to sing along with! He is simply 'dreamy'!!

Gotta run - James just came online to chat!!

  
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SUNSHINES3 7/22/2010 8:22AM

  Hi Helene

Just love today's quote!!!!!! This is so true.

Sunshine

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SCHATZI4MO 7/21/2010 10:03PM

    he is dreamy! ... thanks for sharing. hugs ~ april

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KISHEGER 7/21/2010 8:06PM

    Love those pics, isn"t he a nice looking chap.

Glad you had so much fun at the festival.

Hope you get to talk to James soon. We have a similar issue with our daughter on the African continent right now - 7 hours difference--it is hard to get through and even more dificult to arrange a time. My daughter does not even have electricity much so it is really hard to setup a time. Can understand how frustrating it can get !!

Hugs,
Erika




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PERSISTENT_GIRL 7/21/2010 4:32PM

    love today's daily motivator! so true! emoticon

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SI1V3RBACK 7/21/2010 3:30PM

    Wow those are great pics!!

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PURPLESPEDCOW 7/21/2010 12:31PM

    I agree that we are our experts on ourselves. I love the quote. And the pictures of Kevin!

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ESIBAN 7/21/2010 10:13AM

  The quote is so true. We are our own foremost expert. No one else is me (luckily - lol) and, therefore, cannot even begin to understand the complexities that I encompass. We certainly didn't come with owner's manuals. The fact that your email hasn't been acknowledged speaks volumes in my mind. Good on you! emoticon

And thanks for sharing the photos. YUM is an understatement! I heard a lot of the concerts from my front porch, but I would have loved to have seen Costner in person now that I've seen the photos. emoticon

Stay positive and stay true to yourself. emoticon

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POKIEFUZZBUCKET 7/21/2010 9:25AM

    Definitely agree with the title of your blog post and the quote that you shared! Also, fun pics - sounds like a great time!
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ANNE7X7 7/21/2010 9:00AM

    Thank you for sharing those DELICIOUS pictures. The great thing about eye candy is that it is Calorie-free!!

I think the fact that you found that article is not a coincidence! It is so true that YOU are the best person to make decisions in your life because you see things from all angles. When I was in high school, one of my favourite teacher gave me the following advice and it has never failed me: "follow your heart". If you follow your heart, you will not have regrets!

I am looking forward to our walk as well!! It's a little grey right now (it might not be downtown, because it wasn't at my place, but it is foggy up on the experimental farm), but the gods of fitness will deliver and give us some great sunshine for tonight!!

See you then!

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LAGREBE 7/21/2010 7:09AM

    I like that! We are the true experts when it comes to ourselves, because ultimately we are the only ones responsible for ourselves.
Have a great day and say hi to Anne from me!

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SKINNYPOWELL1 7/21/2010 6:59AM

    Kevin Costner is a like a fine wine - he gets better with age. Enjoy your day, maybe you can get a full nights sleep tonight.

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ALEXSGIRL1 7/21/2010 5:49AM

    i love that you know you best that is the way it should be thanks for the pics of dreamy kevin.

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NEW-CAZ 7/21/2010 5:16AM

    Sounds like you have a lot planned Helene have a good day hun.
Loving the pics!
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SP is a gift of Positivity and a Safe Place...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Hey did you get that SP = Safe Place... FB = Fudged Blunders lol...

I don't know why I never learn... I was chatting on FB and made the mistake of telling someone about my new love interest... well talk about getting grilled! The things this person suggested I do to make sure he's for real was absurd! Like I'm a total idiot... I know it sounds too good to be true, but we have exchanged enough communications that I believe in his sincerity - and that is what matters... because in the end, I am my own best friend!

When I spoke to James as we chatted last night again ... he said he told one of his friends in the States when he was back in California and he was told the same... not to trust that I was for real or sincere.

Yes I am being careful, but why can't this be for real?! Every sign tells me it is and my gutt tells me to go with it. I have listened to my angel reading and opened to listening to my own intuition and caring less about the negative feedback that sometimes comes from those who always doubt... I know it's because they 'care' ... but from this particular person, I believe it's almost some jealousy... So James and I have decided to not say much more ... but alas, here on SP I am safe to blog and journal my feelings without fear of judgement. I thank you all for your positive wishes, goodies and good luck wishes!

So James and I chatted early morning and late last night. He connected with his web cam and he is just as handsome as his pictures... and he was shy - which was so cute to see.

During our chat in the morning, he said... "May I say something?" and of course I said yes, and he said my full name... "I Love You"... and my heart was a flutter because I feel very much the same way. Yes call us crazy love struck teenagers but I'm truly very happy - like never before in my life and he the same... He then sent me some beautiful poems... I used to dream that I would meet someone who would do such gestures... and here he is!!

"A Special World" !!

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb !!

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last !!

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong !!

You are in my heart
James"

I melted when I read the poems he sent... we exchanged some as we searched for some online that described how we were feeling... It's a WOW story folks... my TRUE fairy tale love story come true!

So despite the negativity and doubts that came forth from my 'opening my mouth' to the wrong person... I am still on Cloud 9 ... and no one is going to rain on my parade!

On the SP Front... I tried for the first time the Zumba Express and boy did I sweat - only 20 mins but it was good! Then 'lovestruck' me got on the wrong bus coming home so ended up walking about 40 mins to get home... but did I care - NO! It was a beautiful day, I was getting in some activity and I could daydream some more lol...

I ate very well, and the only thing that was not planned is I had 2 light beers. Alas... they were in the fridge calling my name. But I woke this morning and feel great! Going to try and get another morning workout in again. Didn't make it to the gym ... so going to try to go tonight (I just have to DO IT - to get the ball rolling again)... Hey Anne - is there a class we can do together Wednesday night? Maybe that could be our 'meeting'... I can go to your location - let me know!

Oh - and in one week - the girls come home! Megan is 'missing her mum'... and sent me a note on MSN so I'll call them today. I guess she has 'changed her mind' about wanting to move with her dad - I knew she'd be way too lonely for her mom... and it warms my heart that my girls, my angels will be back next Tuesday (I'm taking the day off to clean house and get ready to pick them up around lunch time to spend the day with them).

Time to get this day started! Ab work this morning perhaps... it's been a while - yikes! Taking it easy because my shoulder pain is mostly gone, but going to be extra careful and stop if it feels like it's aggravated! Happy Tuesday SP Friends!!

  
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PERSISTENT_GIRL 7/21/2010 3:41PM

    Good for you! good workouts, good vibes, very nice poem! Be happy and dream, rejoice in the possibilities and create the life of your dreams helene - you deserve it! emoticon So happy that your girls are back soon too :)

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PURPLESPEDCOW 7/21/2010 12:35PM

    It sounds like you are cautious and being careful...so go for it. Plus I would guess you are a grownup and able to make your own decisions?

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HEALTHYASHLEY 7/21/2010 9:23AM

    I dated online and I did have some bad experiences with people who were not what they said they were and I got hurt. Try to see it as someone who loves you and is trying to protect you. They just have your best interest in heart. I know it can be hard to hear when you are so excited but meeting face to face can be so different. I had a guy tell me he loved me and was talking about marriage and kids before we had met. The date was a total let down and was one of the most awful experiences of my life. I am not saying this to bring you down. Just that people may be trying to help but going about it in a really negative way. It sounds like you are both clearly really into each other and really genuine. Congrats! How exciting!

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OTTAWABOUND 7/20/2010 12:22PM

    Some of the basic stuff that people told me when D and I were connecting (3 month online courtship after not having seen each other for 25 years) would hold true for ANY relationship... don't give out banking information (well, duh!)... how do you know he's not in relationship (and how do you know the guy you met in the bar or on holiday doesn't have someone else?)... it's easy to lie online (yes, but it's almost as easy to lie in person, if you're that kind of person)... and so forth.

Be as cautious as you would with any new relationship and enjoy the whirl of feelings. About the only thing that online versus flesh changes is that you don't necessarily know if there will be chemistry when meeting up for real. But I wonder if that is good, sometimes? As in we might be less about the immediate physical attraction and more interested in the personality qualities.

See you Sunday.

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GRODER 7/20/2010 10:47AM

    Thank you for sharing this beautiful poem ~ it's joyful to read about such love!
-g

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NANNER2121 7/20/2010 9:00AM

    "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."
- Antoine de Saint-Exupery
The Little Prince

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ESIBAN 7/20/2010 8:27AM

  You're right - your FB friend is probably jealous that you have met such a kind and wonderful man. Several other friends of mine have become "permanently involved" (read married or common-law) in the past couple of years after previously enduring really bad marriages/relationships because they were optimistic and open. I know fairy tales do happen - I've seen it! You are being cautious from what I've read in previous blogs and there's nothing wrong with that. But you're being open to the possibilities of this relationship too. If you don't try, you won't know and that would be a true shame. Go for it! emoticon

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SI1V3RBACK 7/20/2010 8:00AM

    I guess it is a lot easier to be negative. This isn't your first dance so you know the ups and downs. Be positive and be cautious ... they aren't mutually exclusive.

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SKINNYPOWELL1 7/20/2010 6:49AM

    Ignore what everyone says - be happy. I can tell that you are very happy. Good for you. I'm sure it's kinda hard to do a workout when your feet are floating on air emoticon

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ALEXSGIRL1 7/20/2010 6:42AM

    it is so great that we are friends and protected here. your life is amazing lately i hope it continues.

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NEW-CAZ 7/20/2010 5:56AM

    Ignore that jealousy Helene, it's not worth pondering on it hun.
James sounds a real romantic- you are blessed to have found him.
Take care of that shoulder- you and I are in the same prediciment LOL.
You want to be able to hug him when you see him!

Happy Tuesday to you too Helene
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STRONGFOCUS 7/20/2010 5:43AM

    Life is too short not to take chances!

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AROCHFORD 7/20/2010 5:25AM

    Awwww what a lovely post. Good luck and congrats on finding such a wonderful person. I know of several online romances where the persons are happily married after finding each other in different countries online. Yes isn't it wonderful how SP has this community of caring people, but yet FB can be so brutal. I post on SP things I would NEVER post on FB. I have been to beachbody .com forums and it also does not have the same feel as here.

Happy Tuesday to you too!

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CAZADORES 7/20/2010 5:22AM

    Enjoy every passing moment!
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