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Sunday, June 26, 2011

Did you know you can run a report that shows your weekly or monthly average calorie intake? Cool! Now I've always been rather proud of the fact that I can apparently eat a lot more than the average Sparker and still lose or maintain, but I've been thinking that recently I've been eating TOO much and this is certainly not the time of year I want to see weight slowly sliding back on...I want to be at my goal weight at some point this summer!! I know exactly what I have to do to get there - get my average calorie intake lower!

Monthly averages:

January 2011: 2,400
February 2011: 2,240
March 2011: 2,200
April 2011: 2,400
May 2011: 2,300
June 2011: 2,700 (so far)

I was losing weight between January and the middle of May. In the middle of May my weight jumped back up a few pounds and has been bouncing around in the lower to mid 150s ever since. It is clear to me what I need to do - I need to get my average calorie intake back down to the 2,200-2,400 range. That should NOT be a difficult task - that's still LOTS of food!

Easy! I want to see my goal weight (145) at some point this summer!!!

  
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TERRIANGEL 7/4/2011 11:40AM

    Hey, that's cool. Of course, I think to have an accurate monthly average I need to log in more than once a month. :)

Nice job with being half way to where you want to be!!

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MRS.NG.06 6/30/2011 5:05PM

    great job hon, keep up the good work!!!!!! xoxoox

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SKYFYRE 6/28/2011 8:56PM

    Had no idea! That's great, do it!!

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FITGIRL15 6/28/2011 11:09AM

    You have a killer fast metabolism, Susan! Seriously!!! Take advantage of that and you'll be looking sleek and amazing in no time!

Woo Hoo! Just in time for the beach :)
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HOPERY 6/27/2011 8:06PM

    Cool! I will have to look for that. I often average mine myself. I find that easier to look at and then don't get upset if I eat over one day.

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New Baseline

Monday, June 13, 2011

Before SparkPeople my normal weight range used to be the upper 160s to lower 170s. It used to be normal for me to not exercise very much and to overeat frequently.

Once I found SparkPeople the roller coaster began. I tried very hard to develop new habits and lose weight, but over several cycles that were each several months long, I found myself returning to the unhealthy habits I'd had before, and I'd get back to my 160s-170s baseline.

Now, since March 2011, I've been mostly hanging around in the lower 150s. I think I've found my NEW baseline. The healthy habits that I've tried for so many years to make permanent may finally be sealed in. Now, it would be weird for me not to exercise almost every day (but when I do skip a workout it's no big deal). I eat mostly healthy but allow splurges (mostly on weekends, but really whenever the opportunity arises), and I track/guesstimate every single calorie I eat. I may see a couple days where my calories are into the 3,000s or even lower 4,000s, and my weight will go up, but then I'll go back to my usual routine with my calories in the upper 1,000s to lower 2,000s and my weight will drop back to the lower 150s. (OK, this pattern describes most weekends lately!) I may choose to try to lose more weight beyond this, but I feel like with permanent healthier habits I may have managed to reset my set-point weight range!

EDIT: This is a photo from June 5, 2011 of my husband and me hiking at Mt. Wachusett. My reaction to this picture is that I don't think I look skinny, but I also don't think I don't look particularly fat. I'm glad my stomach doesn't stick out, but I wish my hips/thighs weren't so wide. I also noticed (not so much in this picture but in some of the others from that day) that I'm developing wrinkles around my eyes. Getting old!!

  
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NTRICK 6/25/2011 5:58AM

    I admit it - I looked at your picture and then read your blog.
You're reaction is wack ;) Mine was "wow, she is looking gooood"

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FITBECKSRN24 6/21/2011 12:17PM

    you look GREAT for 150!!! =)

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SCOLLY 6/21/2011 8:55AM

    I think you look fantastic :) Hope all is going well!

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LIL_EZZY 6/19/2011 5:10PM

    what I see in this picture is a gorgeous woman who is perfectly in proportion. Who has great legs I would kill for and nice slim arms. I worry about the lines around my eyes too but obviously we are very happy people otherwise we wouldn't have them from smiling and laughing all of the time. emoticon

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HEALTHYCHIC 6/18/2011 11:01AM

    150s!! Well, maybe that's your good weight, because, if i looked like you do, i'd be pumped!! but i empathize, we all have goals for our own bodies. Healthy is definitely the goal.

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SKYFYRE 6/17/2011 3:02AM

    Um, HULLOO??? You look smoking hot!!! emoticon (A refreshing drink to cool you off ;)
Well, Hard work does pay off and like I have told myself so often, weight loss is a math equation, and really not a very complex one. Great job on figuring out how to make the math work for you!!

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NO1JESS 6/15/2011 5:15PM

    You look good!

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SEEHOLZ 6/15/2011 3:42AM

    I think it's 100% success to come to a weight range - a range is much healtier than a single number anyways I think- that you can't only live with, but feel at peace inside. Are we EVER truly happy with how we look? Even when I was skinny, I thought I was fat in places--- I don't know. That part is part real and part in our head- at least for me.

I agree with the others though - you look fit and definitely not fat by any means. The fact that you can eat whatever sometimes and then get back to eating healthy is HUGE... and your success shows- seriously. It's even cooler than your mind is catching up and you don't see yourself as fat :-)

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CARILOUIE 6/14/2011 9:38PM

    You look great!
And I'm noticing the wrinkles around my eyes, too. I think it just means we smile a lot.

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MBSHAZZER 6/14/2011 11:40AM

    You look wonderful and FIT! Skinny is not really a good look, unless you have a professional staff of wardrobe, hair and makeup people with you at all times.

I love that you have a new normal! It's great to have healthy habits that are now second nature to you, and it's also very healthy to realize that if you eat too much one day or skip a workout, that doesn't mean everything has gone off the rails.

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FITGIRL15 6/14/2011 10:45AM

    You look GREAT, Susan! By NO MEANS do you look FAT! OMG... that's ridiculous!!! You look healthy and fit, Darling!!!

Congrats on resetting your set point! Doesn't it feel wonderful to have that kind of control of your weight?

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FRIZGIRL 6/14/2011 8:47AM

    great job with a lower reset weight. Sometimes I have to copy pictures to paint and change the pixels or size to be smaller in order for spark to post.

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HOPERY 6/14/2011 12:03AM

    So great that your habits have changed and you are reaping the rewards. On a side note, if I ate the amount of calories you eat on any day I think I would be seriously obese. You are lucky to be able to eat that much! Enjoy it!

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HELSANANGEL 6/13/2011 11:21PM

    That's awesome!!! emoticon

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ZIRCADIA 6/13/2011 11:18PM

    I know you don't look fat - I've seen you at this baseline range and you look great and healthy. :) Sure, you have been skinnier, but skinny isn't really the point, is it? You're beautiful and healthy and strong and you have a great baseline of healthy habits now. WOOHOO!

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SWEATONCEADAY 6/13/2011 9:30PM

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COWBOYMAMA 6/13/2011 9:15PM

    Good for you. I have been on the same roller coaster. I really need to get back into eating right and exercising. Sounds like you have a great plan. SUmmer is hard because there are so many picnics and not so healthy food options.

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Soxy!

Monday, June 06, 2011



We're huge Red Sox fans and had such a great time on Friday night enjoying our first Fenway luxury box! Free food and drinks and parking (meaning no long walk to get there) means it wasn't a very Spark-friendly night, but, well, all in moderation!

  
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TRACYZABELLE 6/25/2011 12:59PM

    Looks like you had a blast!~

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ROGUE_1 6/12/2011 11:34PM

    You guys are so cute! Looks like a great night to me :)

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SKYFYRE 6/10/2011 12:06PM

    GREAT Photo! Sounds like fun!

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STEFANIE822 6/8/2011 7:55PM

    Thats a beautiful pic!!!

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SCOLLY 6/7/2011 8:57PM

    Check the two of you out!!! CUTE CUTE CUTE!!

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MBSHAZZER 6/7/2011 9:18AM

    Awesome! Looks like such a fun evening!

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FITGIRL15 6/7/2011 8:40AM

    WOOOO HOOO! You both look great, Susan! Thanks for sharing the pic!
Nights like this are meant to be enjoyed! They don't happen often enough!!!

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BOOTS1221 6/7/2011 8:32AM

    Awesome pic! Go Sox!!!

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FRIZGIRL 6/7/2011 8:12AM

    xoxoxox love this picture! You look so beautiful and that's an awesome backdrop.

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SEEHOLZ 6/7/2011 7:53AM

    That picture is amazing- totally wall worthy!
Glad you had fun- I hate the Sox..hate might be too strong of a word, but yeah... Boston teams are almost the last team I'd follow in all sports- I love the city and I love the people, but not the sports teams-LOL. Then again, I can't say, I'm an avid fan of any sports team.

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LITTLEWING21 6/7/2011 7:26AM

    There's nothing like a game at Fenway!! Glad you had fun :)

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NO1JESS 6/7/2011 5:59AM

    Jealous!! Looks like you guys had a blast!!

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SWEATONCEADAY 6/6/2011 5:57PM

    my husband will be in boston tomorrow/wednesday! i think they are going to try to go to a red sox game too. (they are there for the hockey though)

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Random Friday Thoughts

Friday, June 03, 2011

When you have Monday off, like many of us did on 5/30, you reap the benefits twice: First, you get a long weekend after looking forward to it all week. Then, you only have to work four days until the NEXT weekend! YAY, it's Friday again already!

Today a certain coffee chain I frequent (not saying which one so I don't encourage anyone who's trying to be good!) is giving away free donuts with the purchase of any drink. I hemmed and hawed over whether to take my free donut and even asked if I could have a bagel instead (answer: "Nice try, but NO.") I selected a jelly donut but left it in the car - figured I can give it to my husband if being in the car all day doesn't ruin it. That way I can just eat one bite of it rather than the whole, ridiculously unhealthy thing!

Yesterday at the gym some chick got on the elliptical yesterday and she STANK of some bad perfume. I didn't want to breathe it in! I turned my head away from her for every inhale I could manage, and silently cheered when she went away.

My husband's boss is giving us free tickets for luxury seats at Fenway tonight, and I only just found out this morning as I was on my way out the door! YAY!!! I wish it were time to go right now!

  
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TERRIANGEL 6/6/2011 6:10AM

    NO perfume at the gym!!!!!

It was nice for Fenway, right?? WOOHOO! Go SOX!

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HOPERY 6/5/2011 1:11AM

    Passing up the free donut=Woot!

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SEEHOLZ 6/4/2011 10:30PM

    Heavily parfumed people are gross, so are people who reak like cigarettes, mildew, gross sweat and aftershave. Strange body odor or extra strong morning breath ( I work out in the AM) are also horrible- or farts that come your way and then keep coming yet the person letting them loose is completely non-chalant about it.

I have to say, I've been pretty lucky lately- I don't do machines too much, but I can't say I've been annoyed by any of those too much lately- just realized how lucky that is, because the mere thought is making me want to vomit-LOL.

Maybe as I get older, my sense of smell gets more sensitive rather than less-oi.

As for the free donut- I got bavarian cream and I ate the cream only- I figured a bit of pudding is okay. There are articles on why donuts are okay. I used to feel the say away about the ridiculous donut issue, but I'm generally not too drawn to them, so some free pudding seemed okay to me...

Lucky you about the tickets- I bet you had a great Friday night :-)

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HEALTHYCHIC 6/4/2011 8:58PM

    why do people wear perfume at the gym, it KILLS me too! are you really working out if you are more concerned with smelling good?

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PHD140 6/4/2011 6:01PM

    wow! that's willpower!

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SKYFYRE 6/4/2011 2:13AM

    we shoule have an mma fight and see who wins: smelly perfumed-up gym girls, and over makeup-up'ed girls, LOL!!!

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FRIZGIRL 6/3/2011 10:39PM

    short weeks are the best.... smelly gym mates are the WORST

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NO1JESS 6/3/2011 8:27PM

    OMG, I blogged about that last year. One morning and older lady plopped on the elliptical DIRECTLY next to me when the entire row was open and she stank of that rich-people-musk.

Have so much fun tonight!!!!

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CARILOUIE 6/3/2011 7:38PM

    AAAAAHHH I can not stand heavy perfume or cologne. I like the smell of "clean" or "a good workout."

I ate a donut on Sunday, and it was SOOOO good. I totally am over my donut craving.

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SWEATONCEADAY 6/3/2011 6:38PM

    i hate perfume. all perfume. i hate heavily scented soaps and creams and air freshneres. i don't get it. so you want to smell not only like bo but bo and bad cologne too? lol

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PAPER_WINGS18 6/3/2011 1:16PM

    hmm i'm guessing Dunkin Donuts? Lol. Now I gotta hope I don't drive by one today and somehow end up inside for a donut! wahhhh!

That is nasty about the perfume! Maybe she had just got off work though? IDK, no idea haha.

Enjoy the game tonight! How awesome!

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MBSHAZZER 6/3/2011 12:34PM

    I like your work around on the donut! And this week has seemed really really slow for me!

As for perfume... OK, I run EARLY in the AM. I am out the door by 5:45 most mornings. There is this woman I pass most days who has drowned herself in perfume! It's so gross!

Enjoy the luxury seats tonight!

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MOXIE-IN-MOTION 6/3/2011 11:50AM

    The whole perfume thing at the gym is nasty! I once had a chick go on the treadmill next to mine....I was almost done with my run, was huffing and puffing and breathing all deep, and couldn't get away from it....and it allergies/asthma....it wasn't a good combo. Luckily, I only had like 10 minutes to go before I was done.

Have fun tonight at the ballgame! Sounds like it will be a blast!

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BEFIT_WITHGUSTO 6/3/2011 11:07AM

    Have fun at the game tonight! I'm from Boston (but live in San Diego now) so I love going to games! The last time I went, my mom had got free tickets for luxury seats and I drank entirely too much free wine! haha.

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ZIRCADIA 6/3/2011 11:04AM

    AWESOME on the tickets to Fenway! WOOT! :D BOO for perfume at the gym. I HATE THAT. Nice resiliance with getting the donut and not actually eating it! That's amazing!

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I wanna blog more often.

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Blogging is such a treat for me. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't do it because it puts the burden of reading it on all those who are subscribed to my blog, and what I write might be boring! But I've proven to myself that I need to stop taking my healthy lifestyle for granted - it's STILL not innate for me. I need to accept that it's okay to celebrate the good things that I do, to encourage myself to keep doing them.

Sooo....after my brief visit into the 140s a few weeks ago I messed up and quickly ate myself all the way back up to 156+. I am SO GLAD that I snapped out of it before eating myself all the way back up to square one, which for me always seems to be upper 160s/lower 170s. I actually was able to nip it in the bud this time, and I'm now back to the lower 150s, which is actually where I was for almost two months before the quick dip down to 148. Honestly if I stay in the lower 150s forever that'd be okay I guess - it's in the healthy range for 5'6" unlike the upper 160s where I used to hang out. It would be nice to be under 150 for sure, but it would also be nice just to be able to maintain a normal BMI.

Oh, many people commented about my friend who's starting to lose weight a few blogs ago, suggesting I tell her about SparkPeople. You guys should know that I tell ALL my friends, family, and coworkers (well...not all my coworkers, but the ones I talk about weight with!) about SP! The friend who is losing weight has actually had a SP account since 2009! She texted me this morning, seemingly out of the blue, asking, "What was your highest weight while with Jess?" (Jess=hubs) Unfortunately the answer to that is 180+. Funny, because when I first met Jess and was over 180 pounds, he was at his thinnest - barely 150, and I didn't think ANYONE would want me, I wasn't even trying to meet anyone. I like it when he weighs more than I do! Anyway, it turns out my friend was looking at my SP pictures and wondering how long it took me to lose my weight. She said she might start using the SP iPhone app and she might even come to my gym with me. And if she happens to be reading this (??????) - YAY! Hi! :)

  
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ROGUE_1 6/12/2011 11:37PM

    Don't think of blogging as a burden to others! People can choose to read others' blogs if they wish, or just skip it. Keep on writing if it makes you happy. And you know, it's NOT a burden...it's so helpful to read what others are going through, to share in their successes and also to lend an ear or a shoulder when times get rough!

Good job at reigning it back in. I'm at that place now and need to make better decisions immediately before i find myself right back where I started (that makes me shudder!).

Have a great week, and I look forward on catching up your blogs that I've missed while I've been MIA.

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NO1JESS 6/3/2011 8:25PM

    BLOG! I love reading :)

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SEEHOLZ 6/3/2011 5:30PM

    I don't ever subcribe to blogs- I just stop over to see what my Sparkfriends are up to. you are one of my favorites, so I stop by- good, bad whatever. Friends are here for it all and you know... to learn from, encoursage, even disagree at times.

For me, I miss you when you are gone and I sometimes see patterns in my own behavior. Truthfully, in all the time I've followed your blogs, 2011 seems most balanced. I cherrish balance- so it jumps at me. If I'm wrong, you are good at hiding it-LOL. I've read your blogs at 133 staring at the mirror, being hungry and still getting on the bike etc.... I didn't judge, but wondered you know? Right now, you just seem most content in your blogs- minus the last few hiccups. I think it's total progress to catch yourself way before you went back to having to start over- AGAIN. I think- and this is merely my outside opinion-that the attitude of being okay where are now is going to make you a more content person, rather than persuing a number that might make you feel good- but only on the outside layer. That girl who was worried about 133 in the mirror in the gym just simply didn't seem as happy/content as the smiling one in the MM halloween costume or even the latest pic from Easter? or some occassion. I like her confidence, because it's much more deep rooted. Just saying. Plus, as I keep saying, I love that you acutally eat :-)

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SKYFYRE 6/3/2011 12:57AM

    Hey Susan! Um, a few things... people who read your blog most likely identify with what you are writing (me for instance), get inspiration from your little notes here (me for instance), and probably don't feel as though reading them is a chore (again, me for instance!).
With that said... BLOG MORE!!! You may not get a comment on every blog but, is this for you or everyone else? Maybe a little of both, but I say write if it helps inspire, commemorate, heal (etc) you! I find it helps me to stay on track and not go off the deepend, or bring me back if I went off the deep end!

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YAYPRIL 6/2/2011 2:57PM

    I always like reading your blogs, Susan, and if someone else doesn't they can just stop reading. :) In the time I've been enjoying your blogs, you've shared a lot of different helpful things that you've learned and tried. More blogs, more blogs!

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DAMIENDUCKS 6/2/2011 12:07PM

    yes! blog more often! whatever helps! (and I for one subscribe to your blogs b/c I want to read them, so no worries about boring blogs...I think I've go the market cornered there!)

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BRUIN2 6/2/2011 11:56AM

    Blog away!!!

You know what works for you. Period.

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MBSHAZZER 6/2/2011 10:50AM

    We subscribe because we WANT to read your blogs! :D Blog away!

I know you don't think "healthy lifestyle" is innate for you, but it really is... look at how quickly you snapped back into shape after a lapse. NO ONE is perfect all the time - the key is knowing how to right yourself when you get off track.

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SWEATONCEADAY 6/2/2011 10:47AM

    if you need to blog then blog. is someone doesn't want to read it they don't have too.

way to inspire a friend. i told a co-worker do ww about spark the other day too. i suggested it to her for the boards since she is already "calorie counting" with points.

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FITGIRL15 6/2/2011 10:34AM

    Susan, It was just an observation. If the daily weigh-ins work for you... then for YOU, then it IS healthy!

... but for me, it is obsessive!

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SEPPIESUSAN 6/2/2011 9:37AM

    I completely disagree that frequent monitoring of my weight "isn't healthy," actually. Weighing in once per day gives me information that I find quite useful and I have discovered so many patterns about how various behaviors affect what I see on the scale that I never would have been able to discover if I weighed in less frequently.

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FRIZGIRL 6/2/2011 8:58AM

    Well, as a faithful Susan blog stalker, I LOVE when you post new blogs! Great job catching that temporary weight gain before letting it get out of control. I always keep in the back of my mind that usually 5 lbs of it is sodium weight, but it's always good to remind me to eat healthy again and focus on real, delicious foods that I know work to fuel my body. I'm so glad your friend is thinking of joining spark... you should have her join the WLW!!!!

You are amazing girl! Way to go losing all that weight from wehn you first met Jesse. I was unfortunately at one of my lower weights when I met Mat, and sometimes I think he regrets it.

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FITGIRL15 6/2/2011 8:40AM

    Susan,
It seems to me that you spend a fair amount of time monitoring your weight. Because... it is VERY VERY easy to gain 5 pounds in ONE DAY, ON THE SCALE.... but it's mostly just water retention from a particularly high salt intake on one day. Compound it by a couple days, and the scale could read or more 10 pounds up!

I KNOW that you know this type of monitoring ins't healthy, nor an ACCURATE representation of your true health/ fitness/ size/ worth .... but I wonder WHY you haven't taken more steps towards working on that aspect of your brain (getting over this numbers, all or nothing mentality)????
I think that BOTH you and your hubby will reap the benefits from this! SERIOUSLY!!!!

I honestly DO NOT know what steps you might take in order to make small steps to improving this... but I think once you have a healthier perspective on weight and weight loss, you are going to be an unstoppable machine!!! Because DAMN GIRL, you really do know what it takes to lose weight... we've all seen you!!!

I remember how confident you were at your lowest weight... You definitely acted (blogged) like a completely different person!!!

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