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Day 1 - Quick Check-in

Monday, January 10, 2011

As I mentioned yesterday, today is the first day of my renewed efforts to eat according to plan. It's hard, especially for the 2nd half of the day! At least work has been very busy so there wasn't a lot of time to think about eating off plan, but now it's almost 3 P.M. and I'm hungry and I know all I have left in my menu for the rest of the day is one apple, one clementine, and one portion of my cod and Italian vegetables dinner. I am very proud though because this morning there was a SPREAD in the teachers room of various baked goods and even though I considered it, I did NOT eat any. One of my coworkers told me she likes to imagine that whoever brought the stuff in had a cold. And a wise Sparker once suggested that I only eat the REALLY GOOD stuff from the teachers room and not to waste calories on mundane stuff like store-bought muffins or dried up banana bread. I just know that if I had eaten any of that stuff I would have told myself that today - probably this whole week - is a loss and I'd have to start over next week or whenever I could psych myself up for it. How ridiculous is that - my rational side realizes this - that just eating a muffin or two on Monday morning could somehow provide me with an excuse to eat whatever I want all week?!? That doesn't even make logical sense. But regardless, I didn't touch it so my nutrition tracker remains spotless and truthful so far.

I'm huuuuuungry...but I know I will see results. NO BACKING DOWN!!

  
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FITGIRL15 1/13/2011 12:05PM

    Good job, but if you are hungry, eat something!!!

You can do this!!!

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PSSN4FITNESS 1/12/2011 4:39PM

    Great job staying on track! I know I need to remind myself that some things just aren't worth it. Aren't dried/store-bought baked goods the worst?! Tempting yet ultimately unsatisfying. Keep it up!

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DAKDREW 1/11/2011 4:00PM

    Way to Go Susan!!! It's great that you were able to walk away and keep your goal in mind. I understand all too well the 3:00 (and later) hunger monster. I can do well all day until late afternoon and then I, too, get into that completely irrational mindset of "oh well, I messed up now I can do whatever I want and I'll start again tomorrow (or next wekk, etc.). Logical doesn't seem to make a difference when food is in the equation - good for you and keep up the great work!!!

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MEGSFITNESS 1/11/2011 2:50PM

    Woo Hoo!! You did great! I like your co-worker's idea too lol.. Just imagine them licking their fingers or sneezing on it.. OR! Just try to guess whether the person who brought them in (or anyone who has perused the spread before you) has washed their hands after the restroom or not =P That'll deter you even if you're starving, I bet. haha..

Way to go, really :)

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DRAGONFLY180 1/11/2011 10:16AM

    i am bad about sabotaging myself for a full day when i slip up, but i've gotten better with it lately. the thing about imagining the person who made the food had a cold is really good. i might use that strategy! my classroom is in another building from where they always put out food for parties that if i can just avoid the building (which also houses the main office) then i can make it.

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CARILOUIE 1/11/2011 5:39AM

    I know just what you mean about Monday morning. It sets the tone for the entire week!

I like the idea of thinking about the baker having a cold... ha!

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LIL_EZZY 1/10/2011 10:37PM

    I know exactly where you are coming from with the teachers spread we always seem to have a celebration of some sort most weeks and I too think if I indulge there goes the whole entire week. I have made a pact with myself that if we are having such celebrations this year I am going to go into the other office for my break times so I don't indulge too much either. Good for you for saying no. It is harder than you think when it is all layed out for you. Im proud of you girl.

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STEFANIE822 1/10/2011 9:52PM

    Great job Susan!!!!!

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TERRIANGEL 1/10/2011 9:40PM

    BRAVO sistah! That's a fabulous idea, to think of the person making it as having a cold. Or sneezed on it..LOL!! What is it about the teacher's room, anyway?!! Luckily the only thing in ours is a box of ribbon candy and a HUGE stack of Women's Day magazines someone brought in. TOo funny!

Good job at sticking to your plan. Proud of you and looking forward to seeing what your *reward* will be tomorrow.

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SWEATONCEADAY 1/10/2011 6:36PM

    "i only eat what i love" is a quote from the kid's movie ratatouille by the very thin food critique in the movie - great word's to live by.
right now, even if i mess up, i am going to focus on what i did well during the day and not dwell on what i did bad. it seems to be helping me a ton.

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MBSHAZZER 1/10/2011 3:11PM

    Susan, I like the idea of only eating treats if they're WORTH IT! And since you know that any deviation is likely to give you a major setback, good work just avoiding the spread entirely!

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SEEHOLZ 1/10/2011 3:08PM

    Good for you Susan! Mini success string together to a whole day and so forth- I soo need your mojo- maybe it'll help me do the same!



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JENONTHEROX 1/10/2011 3:02PM

    haha love your co-worker's idea of imagining someone baking with a cold. In the past I've imagined people wanting revenge and poisoning food. Honestly my workplace is the same & people bring in crap all the time. The ONLY way I can cope is by removing myself from that area sometimes, mostly in the beginning if I'm really trying to get back on track with my eating after a holiday or a bad week or something.

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Whiny Blog

Sunday, January 09, 2011

I hate limiting my calorie intake. I love allowing myself to eat whatever I want, in any quantity. I usually choose items that are relatively healthy, but I eat too much. And so, I'm fat.

I don't want to go back to tracking, but I'm going to anyway. I already preplanned tomorrow's menu. I will have a fruit smoothie and two cups of coffee with unsweetened soymilk for breakfast, white chicken chili for lunch (the recipe is from Spark recipes and it's excellent!), cod and Italian vegetables for dinner, and my snacks, which I will spread over the course of the day, will include two medium apples, two clementines, and two small bags of unsalted roasted almonds (Trader Joe's "Just a Handful"). That's it. Beyond that, I can drink water and tea, chew gum, and whine, cry, and complain, but I will not eat any more than what I've just listed. I know I'll see results on the scale right away, and soon I will be excited about this and not a whiny brat.

Oh! I almost forgot to blog about the gym's new location. Probably the only thing it's got going for it is that the locker room is prettier. It's further from home and to my huge disappointment, the studio for the classes I take is even smaller than at the old location. They explained that they wanted to have room for a larger yoga studio so they had to make the aerobic/Body Pump studio smaller. Boo. My Body Pump class was so crowded I'm surprised nobody got hurt. My bar was literally scraping up against the back wall when I was on the bench doing chest presses. I really hope the January rush ends with a dramatic dropoff of class attendees soon!!

  
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5FRUITSNVEGGIES 1/21/2011 11:16PM

    i was wondering about this calorie counting thing i read in your earlier blogs....

my take on it--i did it for about a year when i was 20 and then got burnt out on it and decide i never wanted to do it again....i don't regret it because i came out of it with a wealth of knowledge--'til today i know a glass of lowfat or nonfat milk has 90 calories....

but i have not done it since...it actually took away from the enjoyment of my food...so i just plan meals ahead of time..intuitively i know i can't have a meal made of potatos, beans and rice--too many carbs...so i chose one carb and one protein and one veggie...then i started to back off carb and increase veggie and keep protein same...and now i've increased veggies again, have small amount of carb and protein...i could have never made those changes intuitively if i was not aware of the calorie content of these things...



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SCOLLY 1/18/2011 12:05PM

    I'm a huge whiner and love eating whatever I want and as much as I want of it...hence, I am experiencing huge muffin top and screaming jeans :( I'm MOSTLY back on track now. Occasionally tracking and waiting for the ice to melt to go running...that's my story and I'm sticking to it....

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MEGSFITNESS 1/12/2011 10:05PM

    awe.. Tracking is painful, but you're right--if it helps you meet your nutrition goals, it's worthwhile!

Sorry also to hear about the woe at the new gym! Sounds right miserable to me...

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DAMIENDUCKS 1/10/2011 1:05PM

    ooh I hate the newly resolved rush too! just a few more weeks at most, I'd bet--hang in there!

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DRAGONFLY180 1/10/2011 12:24PM

    the rush will probably end pretty soon. usually by mid-february, my old gym's attendance would die down pretty well. i hate counting calories, too. i've decided to do it differently this time to see how it goes. if i stay on sp on nutrition tracker all day, planning every meal and snack, i tend to think about food all day, which makes me just feel hungry when i'm really not. i'm going to just write down what i do eat in a notebook and then enter it at night. if i go over, more cardio.

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FRIZGIRL 1/10/2011 7:11AM

    Oh, I hate the holiday rush too. Can't wait until the end of February! Just taking a quick look at your diet. Are you getting enough carbs in? It's a pain tracking, but good results are usually not a pain! keep up the good work and great planning!

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CARILOUIE 1/10/2011 5:23AM

    Last week I had to get on a bike - all the treadmills and ellipticals were taken. That doesn't happen often.

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SKYFYRE 1/10/2011 1:10AM

    Good luck, Susan, this is the hard part, ...Food! Gah. I know I need to track ut I am slowly warming up to it.

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KENSINGTONC 1/9/2011 9:57PM

    I like your plan - and I like how well you know yourself. You know exactly what it takes to make your goals happen - it's just a matter of following through! I can't wait to see the blogs that track your (always impressively rapid) weight loss and fitness in the coming weeks and months!!

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SILLIANGEL 1/9/2011 7:09PM

    Sorry things have been rough hun. I know I've been having a problem with balance too. I really don't want to track because it makes me think about food ALL THE TIME. I really need to figure something out though because I gained 9lbs since October!

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ELFITZPA 1/9/2011 7:06PM

    Sorry the gym seems like a disappointment, but hopefully it'll work out in the long run. As for the eating, I hear you. I LOVE to eat. I mean I enjoy the taste of good foods but I also think I enjoy the physical ACT of eating?!?! It sucks. I LOVED the part about being able to eat x, y, z, drink your water and complain - whether you meant it or not, it was funny. Best of luck and remember that a lot of us are right there with you with the tracking right now!!

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VALBLOOMBERG 1/9/2011 5:56PM

  I dislike counting, tracking, logging etc. makes me feel like a have another full-time job and one I'm not getting paid for VERY unmotivating!

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SEEHOLZ 1/9/2011 4:35PM

    Our step class got really scary this past Saturday! It will fall off-- some at least. You are incredible- I wished my scale would reward me the same way- since it never does, I seem to give up too soon. Boo for me. But, just know, you are an inspiration nonethless!!!



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MONA_MONA 1/9/2011 4:32PM

    Tracking is a tried and true method. It's a hassle, but it gets results. emoticon

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TERRIANGEL 1/9/2011 4:30PM

    YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!! Good luck, girl!

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LIL_EZZY 1/9/2011 3:43PM

    Great plan logging sucks but ot seems to work better for me.


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MBSHAZZER 1/9/2011 3:09PM

    Give it to Superbowl Sunday and I bet you will see a dramatic dropoff!

Good luck with the calorie counting...

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RIP, Gym

Friday, January 07, 2011

For the past 7 years, after home and work, the place where I've spent the most time has been my gym. It only takes two minutes to walk from my front door to the gym's front door, and it's open fabulous hours and has a fabulous class schedule. Sadly, it closes its doors permanently as of noon today. It reopens tomorrow in a new location, but that location will be a 10-minute trafficky drive from my place. No more walking to the gym. No more going with my husband and then both of us leaving at different times. No more leaving home only two minutes before my classes are due to start. :(

  
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DRAGONFLY180 1/9/2011 10:20AM

    is it impossible to walk to the new gym? that's be extra cardio! that really sucks, though. 10 minutes isn't too bad. i had to quit my gym, b/c when we moved, the commute was 45 minutes! ugh!

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LIL_EZZY 1/8/2011 5:03PM

    Why were you not consulted on this??? That is a real bummer how annoying it was perfect I wish I had a gym down the road then I might go.

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MEGSFITNESS 1/7/2011 6:28PM

    Oh pout :( that sucks hun :( Whatever will you do?!

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MARATHONER340 1/7/2011 1:37PM

    I had a gym membership a couple minutes from our condo at one time - it was GREAT - but once we moved - I figured it wasn't worth it! I take it you're staying there though. Too bad about the newer inconvenient location! I have no doubt you'll keep up your workout routine regardless!

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CARILOUIE 1/7/2011 1:37PM

    Oh that stinks!
But a 10-minute drive is better than an hour drive...???

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SKYFYRE 1/7/2011 12:28PM

    boo!

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SWEATONCEADAY 1/7/2011 12:25PM

    oh man you were spoiled with that 2 min walk. it sucks it is 10 mins away but why can't you walk or run there?????? when i have the time i love running to the gym, doing my weights and running home. however, that is when i have the time which isn't too often lol.

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STEFANIE822 1/7/2011 10:32AM

    Oh noo!!! Im sorry Susan. I am moving in July to somewhere where there are no Shapes locations and I am seriously dreading it. :( Its crazy how we start to view our gym as our other home after a while!

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FRIZGIRL 1/7/2011 10:22AM

    BOOO That stinks! Hopefully you will still be able to stay motivated and on track!

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SEEHOLZ 1/7/2011 9:57AM

    I know... it sucks, but you are dedicated enough to make it work!

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ELFITZPA 1/7/2011 9:51AM

    That stinks!! I had a similar situation a few years ago - the gym was just around the corner, maybe a 2 minute walk. It was so dead (which of course was awesome for me, bad for them) so they eventually closed and I had to start going to their larger, far busier location a few miles away. I thought that may be the beginning of the end for me but I got used to it after awhile. I'd even run there and back some days. I hope it works out for you too!

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MBSHAZZER 1/7/2011 9:32AM

    Oh man, that really stinks. I don't *love* my gym, but it's close to the house, which is key. Hopefully you find a way to make it work in the new location, or find another one close to home.

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What happened to blog notifications??

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Did anyone else suddenly stop getting emails about new entries on people's blogs?

  
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5FRUITSNVEGGIES 1/21/2011 11:11PM

    uh, yeah--this has been my complaint for the looooooggggesst time....did you ever find out what this is about?...if you do, let me know!

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THIRTEENREASONS 1/6/2011 9:47PM

    I'm late to post, but they haven't worked for me for a long time. I kept re-subscribing, but still nothing. At least the friend feed thing updates when a blog is posted.

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FRIZGIRL 1/5/2011 12:34PM

    me too... not sure what happened. Maybe it's a Y2K+11 bug

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SKYFYRE 1/4/2011 5:33PM

    haappens every once in a while :(

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DAMIENDUCKS 1/4/2011 2:25PM

    sometimes I get them and sometimes I don't...so every so often I just go thru and re-sign up for them...annoying, I know!

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STEFANIE822 1/4/2011 10:27AM

    Sometimes I get them, sometimes I dont. Its very strange.

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MBSHAZZER 1/4/2011 9:44AM

    Spark was having a problem yesterday.... so your subscriptions might have gotten messed up...

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HEALTHYCHIC 1/4/2011 8:50AM

    My blog subscriptions have never worked right :(. Once in a while i'll get emails but it seems like it always just works when there's a comment on a blog entry, rather than a new blog entry..even when i've signed up for notifications by email. Boo.

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MBSKIT 1/4/2011 8:09AM

    I have found that I have to subscribe again to keep getting them.

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SILLIANGEL 1/4/2011 8:09AM

    I don't get them anymore either. I find myself constantly re-subscribing and it still does nothing. I have to be really persistent about checking my friend feed daily or I miss stuff. Especially since I have like 4 friends with private pages.

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2011 Goals

Friday, December 31, 2010

I have been trying to write this blog all morning, not to mention a few attempts a few days ago. How telling that I'm having writer's block! So stream of consciousness this will be.

First, a brainstorming exercise...here are some of my goals:
*lose weight
*feel good
*continue exercising
*have a plan that is easy to follow
*achieve a healthy realistic weight and maintain it

OK...so now that I've done that I'll flesh it out a little.
I guess my goal is to achieve something toward the top of the healthy BMI range and maintain that. I'd say 145-150 is a good goal.
In terms of feeling good, that means that I can't go through this being overly hungry, and if other physical issues pop up I need to address them. But I don't know what those other issues might be yet...I do know, however, that I must address the potential hunger issue. Here are some ways I can do that:
*drink plenty of water
*eat plenty of vegetables (fiber = feeling full)
*get enough sleep
*settle on a calorie range that is as high as possible while still enabling me to lose weight
In terms of exercising, I think I'm good there, so all I'll say is that I want to keep up the good work!
In terms of having a plan that's easy to follow, this is where I need to really think. You see, most of my weight-loss plans involve a lot of planning. When I do all the planning and follow through and see results I feel great, and sometimes after a while the plans even kind of become automatic and I feel convinced that I am finally figuring out how to turn my program into my permanent lifestyle. However, there's this crazy rush of freedom I feel when I get off my plan...suddenly I can eat whatever I want and fill up my stomach as much as I want. I don't know. I guess a plan is a necessary thing, but I have to keep some flexibility to help try to stay sane.
Sooo....I think I will go back to calorie counting. I was recently given some info (from another Sparker) about an approach that involves taking pictures of meals and describing them, and maybe after a while I will switch over to that, but I think I need to start with calorie counting so that I know how much to eat. I will stick to my plan on days when nothing special is going on (mostly meaning weekdays - avoid teachers' room junkfood!), and I will even stick to my plan on a weekend day when nothing is going on, or a part of a weekend day when nothing is going on. If there is going to be a meal at a restaurant or a party or something that's fine, but a) the rest of the day should involve sticking to the plan and b) at the restaurant or party I should make a relatively healthy choice.
So 2011 starts tomorrow, and I will try to make somewhat good choices, but really counting calories will have to start on Monday, once I'm back at work and will have had a chance to go to the grocery store and prepare some food.
Okay, I'm not feeling overly pumped and excited about this, but hopefully once I start seeing some results I'll get more excited. This will be my first February vacation in seven years that I haven't gone to either Mexico or the Carribbean, so I don't have the immediate goal of the beach like normal, but of course there are a thousand reasons to reach a healthy weight and look good even without a tropical vacation.
OK, I'm off to search for recipes and get my grocery shopping list going...the planning begins!

  
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5FRUITSNVEGGIES 1/21/2011 11:11PM

    it is possible to turn your plan into a permanent lifestyle--because i have really done it...but it still gets tweaked at times and yes, things in life will derail them all the time....

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FRIZGIRL 1/3/2011 11:15AM

    Great plans. Hopefully you will get some excitement and motivation the more you get into it and stick with it!!!

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CARILOUIE 1/2/2011 4:05PM

    I love your plan - you really know what works for you. And I think you're right about counting calories - it's not really that fun, but the results speak for themselves!

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SWEATONCEADAY 1/2/2011 2:31PM

    good luck. i really think counting calories makes you think more about what you put in your mouth. happy new year!

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SEEHOLZ 1/2/2011 12:37PM

    You are the type of person that has a really great metabolism, so your body can process more food than other people- if you go too low, then you will be starving and like you said, it'll backfire. I think trying to take a "relaxed" approach about your weight loss-- maybe loosing less agressively, might keep you less hungry and more happy and give you enough calories for that "treat" or whatnot. Just a thought.

Here's to reaching your permanent goal Susan! emoticon To a happy, healthy New Year!

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TERRIANGEL 1/1/2011 4:02PM

    Isn't calorie counting fun?? emoticon

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DRAGONFLY180 12/31/2010 8:54PM

    good luck on your goals! healthy eating is my biggest challenge also. but we can make this a great year in which we control our food rather than letting it control us! happy 2011!!!

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SKYFYRE 12/31/2010 5:02PM

    Planning is KEY, if we don't have the good stuff in the house it is all toeasy to eat the convienient and not so great stuff! I like your goals! Here is to 2011!! emoticon

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CRYSBROWN1 12/31/2010 4:52PM

    I really like your plan, very well thought out! I often avoid writing out the tough stuff like eating goals, you've definitely inspired me. I wish you a very happy 2011!!

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MEGSFITNESS 12/31/2010 2:27PM

    Spark just put out "how to keep resolutions in 31 days" or some such in the form of the January Calendar. I'm going to use it to try to set/keep some goals for January too.

I'm getting caught up on Spark and one of my goals is to log in every day in January. Hope you had happy holidays!! Once I'm all caught up, I'm going to try to read some backlogs of the WLW blogs.

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MBSHAZZER 12/31/2010 12:15PM

    Susan, it sounds like a plan... and like Cara said... you know what works for you and what doesn't. I know you'll be successful in 2011! Happy new year!

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MARATHONER340 12/31/2010 11:11AM

    I think you've learned a lot along the way of what works and doesn't work for you. I agree you need to keep things realistic and I, too, need to eat at the top end of my calorie range (of course I haven't counted calories in months!). If I feel I'm depriving myself at all - it won't last long. Have a great weekend and happy new year!

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