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In Need of Motivation

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I am so sorry to have been so distant lately - work has been ridiculous so please don't take it personally if I have ignored you. You guys are the best and as always I feel accountable because you're all still writing blogs and checking in on me even though I haven't been a very good Sparker lately. I've been going to the gym although a lot of my workouts have been a bit half-hearted, but my eating has just been out of control. After the initial shock of the problem at work that I described in my last post, my feelings leveled off to a more normal stress level and my appetite came back full-force. I have been guilty of huge amounts of emotional eating lately. As I noted in my blog title, I'm in need of motivation, so I'm heading off to the bookstore to hope to find an inspiring new read or two. I really need to get my spark back right away...summer isn't going to wait for me!

  
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WILKESGRL 6/22/2010 11:26AM

    I am very back and forth with using spark. I really enjoy coming on here and reading about comments and the inspiration that everyone has to offer.I also like to share what I learn in my journey to having a healthy lifestyle in hopes that maybe I can help someone else too!!
Stick with it and make sure you make time for yourself to be inspired!!

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ROGUE_1 5/24/2010 5:52PM

    Hope you found something inspiring and which will motivate you! I echo what Kim wrote - Spark shouldn't feel like an obligation, but rather something you enjoy and do for fun. We'll be here for you no matter what or when you log on, so never fear my dear!!! Hang in there, you'll find your way, I know you will. You just need that little kick start. For me it was seeing a photo of someone I couldn't stand, and she looked pretty good in her bikini. Before seing that photo, I was eating whatever, working out only occassionally, and not tracking anything. But seeing that photo seriously jump started things and all of a sudden, it was GO-Time.

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 5/23/2010 10:53AM

    I remember you writing about the power of diet books to motivate you. Hopefully you found something inspirational.

We are all here for you Susan! Everyone understands life getting busy. Spark shouldn't be an obligation, but something you enjoy doing when you have the time. It also shouldn't be a source of guilt, so you have had some half-hearted workouts, you are still doing WAY more than the overwhelming majority of the population! I think you deserve credit for that!

Maybe you should ease up on yourself a bit. If you aren't feeling motivated right now, then just work on saying "to heck with it" I am comfortable WHERE I AM! Because there is nothing more frustrating than thinking you want to do something, but not wanting it badly enough to actually do it, talk about a counter-productive, vicious cycle!

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SEPPIESUSAN 5/21/2010 8:39AM

    The funny thing is, I'm STILL batch-cooking and even counting the calories for those meals as I make them...but then I don't track them as I eat them! Grr! My husband says that all my "planning" and writing about the problem is just procrastination - I already know what to do and need to just DO it. I agree with him, but am confused about why it sounds so simple but it's so hard to put into action.

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FITGIRL15 5/21/2010 12:13AM

    I have had to slow down a lot lately too... mine has been health related (Go Figure!) so I really had no choice! Perhaps if you stop doing so much, you'll have more time and energy to make healthy batch cooked meals (like you have in the past... you were the batch cooking PRO, if I can remember correctly!)

I too find that reading helps motivate me into a positive state of mind! I hope you find the right book that you need right now! Good Luck!

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SCOLLY 5/20/2010 10:20PM

    I seem to go through phases similar to that as well. Just seeing you continuing to return here for motivation and accountability is part of the process of staying on track. You'll have to let us know if you come up with a good read!!

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STEPHJOGO 5/20/2010 5:55PM

    I often read for motivation, too, so I approve of your choice to look for inspiration at the bookstore! Hope your stress levels decrease soon in time for you to have a relaxing and happy summer.

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SEEHOLZ 5/20/2010 3:32PM

    Susan,

I'm sure you'll find something inspriing at the book store. And I'm glad you're still around. Just because I don't tell you on your page, I keep checking up on you every few days...
Stress is very toxic, especially for someone with emotional eating issues- trust me, I know. This past month- since the end of April has been a struggle.
I think it helps to take it day by day and not to overthink. What about that plan you had? Is that still something you might want to consider? I know you invested a lot of time into writing it.
Anyways, really glad to hear from you!

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MBSHAZZER 5/20/2010 3:21PM

    Hi Susan - sorry to hear you are still so stressed out! I would like to recommend a book that you might find helpful - "Thin is the New Happy" by Valerie Frankel. It's a memoir written by a woman who has struggled with her weight her whole life. She details how she goes about uncovering the source of her emotional eating and how that by doing so, she is finally able to have a normal relationship with food and exercise.

I hope things look up for you soon!

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BMASON0244 5/20/2010 3:18PM

    Try reading the Bible - it is a good source for peace.

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Always Something

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

Last time I wrote I was struggling with eating (treats in the teacher's room at school, nighttime bingeing at home). Well, I'm very happy to report that I haven't been struggling with that stuff lately!! There haven't been treats hanging around at school, and in general I've been too busy to get myself into trouble with eating!! So I've actually been eating WELL for a change, and my exercise and water are good too.

But...there always has to be something, unfortunately. When I said I was too busy to get into trouble with eating, that's putting it mildly. School has been RIDICULOUSLY BUSY!! I'm a special education teacher, and really my job could be two full-time jobs: one person could do all the teaching, and the other could do all the evaluations, meetings, and paperwork. With the evaluations, you just never know.. at any given time there could be NONE, or there could be 13, like there are right now. It's busier right now than ever, and when a new referral comes you can't say, "Sorry, I'm full right now, try me again in a few months." You have to add it to the list, no matter how long the list is. Fortunately I actually really like that aspect of my job. However, on top of that I'm also dealing with a very difficult work issue that I really cannot discuss here, but it is very emotionally draining no matter how many coworkers tell me not to take it personally. In fact, it's bothering me so much that it might actually be part of the reason I'm doing okay with my eating (silver lining!)... I think it has taken my appetite away. You'd never think I'd be the kind of person who would lose my appetite from a stressful situation, but apparently I can be with the "right" (there's nothing "right" about this situation) kind of stress. I remember the summer I was 14 or 15, when a boy broke my heart, I barely ate for two days. So it's been known to happen.

Anyway, I REALLY wish I could vent about the situation here, but I just feel like that would be a breach of confidentiality. It's really bothering me though.

  
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RUN_LIFT_EAT 5/23/2010 10:49AM

    That completely sucks! I am so sorry that you are going through so much stress. I hope that things iron out.

Is summer very far off? Are you teaching summer school again this year?

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TRACYZABELLE 5/19/2010 5:09AM

    WE need more dedicated teachers like you!! I know you will rise above it and succeed-- you always do.

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LIL_EZZY 5/9/2010 5:54AM

    I hope you are ok. I know what it is like not being able to vent for confidentiality reasons. I hope that you have a few close nit collegues that can help you through though. Congrats on the eating. By the way I think you special ed teachers are the best. You really should get more credit than you guys do.

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TERRIANGEL 5/7/2010 11:07AM

    Boy, can't WAIT to be a Sped teacher! emoticon Sorry you're so stressed. I could share some unbelieveable situations in my own job serving peepe with disabilities. Some days (like 2 days ago) it's like "C'MON!!!! SERIOUSLY??!!!!!"

Hey, if you want to vent to someone who's going to be walking in your shoes and spread a little wisdom along the way, let me know. I'll send you my email. maybe we can get together for drinks one night! (light beer? Wine? What else is low cal/nonfat?)

Hang in there. And good job on the eating! :)

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MEGSFITNESS 5/7/2010 10:32AM

    A friend of mine once told me that we eat when we're stressed but okay and lose our appetite when something is really really wrong... so.. for you, hun emoticon emoticon emoticon I offer all of the virtual support I can.

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ROGUE_1 5/7/2010 12:28AM

    Hey, hang in there! Way to see the silver lining in all this though. But make sure you don't forget to eat :) And awesome job at staying away from those teacher treats!

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FITGIRL15 5/5/2010 9:24PM

    I think I have started eating for you! LOL
Don't let that work stress get to you, it can really make you very sick!!! (Look at what MY work stress has done to me! NOT GOOD!)

Take care of yourself and make sure you are eating enough for all the exercise you are getting!!!

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SEEHOLZ 5/5/2010 2:58PM

    The silver lining- I like it! I don't like that you're having to deal with work stress and the situation however- I hope things ease up.... at least you got summer to look forward to!

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ELFITZPA 5/5/2010 12:29PM

    I'm sorry you're so busy (or not, if you like it!). My fiance's Mom does special education so I see on a regular basis the toll it takes on her. She also loves it but gets roped into so much red tape and beaurocratic nonsense just trying to help her kids out. I hope everything works itself out and remember that you're doing a wonderful thing just be going to work everyday. You're making a difference in these kids' lives so try to let the BS roll off your back!

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PRAIRIEDAWNPAM 5/5/2010 11:24AM

    As a mom of two special needs kids, I thank you for the work you do. You are appreciated more than you know and you do make a difference, even if you don't hear it enough.

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STEPHJOGO 5/5/2010 10:56AM

    So sorry to hear that you're stressed and that you can't vent the way you usually would. I hope that whatever's going on works itself out for the best. And in the meantime, good to hear that you're staying healthy, but don't forget that you need to take care of your mind/spirit as well as your body. Make sure to take time for yourself to just relax and do something you enjoy. Don't burn out!

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MBSHAZZER 5/5/2010 10:49AM

    Susan, I am sorry you are dealing with a stressful situation, but like others have pointed out - at least it's not a binge trigger! Hang in there!

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CARILOUIE 5/5/2010 6:28AM

    I can only imagine what situation you write about... I have seen tons of complicated situations come through my building; I know how stressful it can be, and I'm not even a special ed teacher!
Try try try to not take it personally.

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SCOLLY 5/4/2010 10:39PM

    Ugh - as a fellow sped teacher, I can certainly empathize with you. I have so many situations and so many piles of paperwork suffocating me at the moment - it's unreal!!!! I only have 21 days left, but so many countless hours of superfluous work to do... good luck as you push through to summer!!

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SILLIANGEL 5/4/2010 10:25PM

    Situations like that are really tough, especially when you're taking on something that you can talk about. Ugh. At least it's not causing you to binge! During my last breakup I barely ate for days. Couldn't stand the thought of food. Never thought that would be me!

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LIVINFIT4ME 5/4/2010 9:25PM

    whatever it is, it will make you stronger? not sure but hang in there. glad you are taking care of yourself w/all the stress going on. i dont think i've ever been one to lose weight or appetite when stressed but interesting how our bodies react.

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LFLFLPLP 5/4/2010 7:33PM

    I know exactly what you mean! There are some stresses that cause me to emotionally eat and then there are others that make me completely lose my appetite.

I hope the situation gets better soon and things ease up a bit for you. It takes a special kind of person to do what you do.

Good job on avoiding the treats. Keep it up!!

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Not a great day

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I had a few hours that were off-track today. It started with yet another baked good in that freaking teacher's room! This kind of thing needs to start being banned. I only had half a piece, but then I went into the tin of chocolates in the office, and by the time I came home I already knew I was going to eat off track, and I did, for an hour or so, but it's done, I've been reading blogs and trying to soak up all the motivation from them that I can, and now probably the best thing would be to plan for an early night since I'm tired and start fresh tomorrow.

  
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LFLFLPLP 5/4/2010 8:38AM

    Baked goods are definitely a weakness of mine. That often happens that if I have one taste of something it sets me off into an eating frenzy. It's good that you caught it and got back on track.

Hope things are improving for you!

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BRAVAH 4/30/2010 9:47AM

    Bummer about the baked goodies and the tin of chocolates being so readily available. But tomorrow is a new day, and I am sure you can make the best of it!

Have an awesome weekend!

Cheers,
Heidi

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SCOLLY 4/29/2010 9:43PM

    Ooh...I HATE it when I do that...but good for you for not letting it turn into an all day eating fest! Just reboot tomorrow :) I've not done so hot the last few days...REALLY need to get back on track - summer's coming!!!!

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ZIRCADIA 4/29/2010 7:50PM

    GOOD JOB on cutting it off!!!! Sometimes I am not so good at that. It was a few hours and now it's OVER. :) Kudos!

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SKYFYRE 4/29/2010 7:50PM

    Is it the season for going crazy with food? I am doing it too, this is so hard! I hope that you got some rest last night and that today is a new day that you are ROCKING!

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PRAIRIEDAWNPAM 4/29/2010 2:21PM

    Are there others at work that are trying to eat healthy like you? Can you team up to bring fruit and veggies or other healthy snacks to share? Start a healthy snack club.

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ROGUE_1 4/29/2010 12:18AM

    Who brings all these baked goods into the teachers lounge? Don't they know it's sabotaging your plan?!? Geez, some people!
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I feel your pain though! Today, I practically had to drag myself away from a big box of cookies in my admin office. Ohhhh they were calling my name, whispering eeeeeat meeee. I got the heck outta dodge though. And then at the grocery store, I literally had my hand on a box of delicious looking sugar cookies but then thought what the heck am I doing?! And again, got the heck outta dodge! Hopefully I can keep doing that...

Hang in there! And don't give up. Make tomorrow a better day!

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MARATHONER340 4/28/2010 10:07PM

    I have the same problem when any sort of baked goods are brought into work. And around Christmas time - it's usually pretty bad! (luckily the rest of the year any treats are rare) Tomorrow is a new day! You can do it!

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STEFANIE822 4/28/2010 8:16PM

    Never forget how far you have come!!! You can do this...one bad day is not the end of the world. Keep your head up!!!!

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JENONTHEROX 4/28/2010 8:03PM

    working in a hospital I can identify with "staff lounge" temptations. Over the last 5 days, we've had: 3 boxes of pizza (last night), krispy kremes (multiple boxes), tim hortons donuts, Starbucks baked goods given to us, grocery store bakery cookies, thai food... it's a constant battle of will power. Sometimes it tempts me, sometimes it doesn't. The ONLY thing that 100% works for me is getting my food from the fridge, leaving the staff lounge & eating elsewhere. The so-called "controlling the environment".

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TERRIANGEL 4/28/2010 7:42PM

    Absolutely. A good night's sleep and start fresh. Nice job!

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MBSHAZZER 4/28/2010 6:23PM

    I totally hear you. Is there anyway you can avoid the teacher's room? At any rate, it was only a few hours... tomorrow is another day!

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BEAUTIFULLORI 4/28/2010 6:19PM

  Susan - I know exactly what you went through. Those kind of days can really get us down. But don't beat yourself up. Instead, give yourself a challenge to NOT EAT SUGAR. I weighed 334 lbs when I started SP three weeks ago and today I am down to 312 - still a huge amount to go but I am committed to make it. I gave myself that challenge of not eating sugar and I haven't had any sugar since April 5, 2010. I have been tempted but I catch myself and remind myself about the challenge and I am able to make it thru. You can too...give it a try. emoticon

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HLKLJGK 4/28/2010 6:18PM

    well, you should be proud of yourself for getting back on track so soon!

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HOTFOX2B 4/28/2010 6:18PM

    emoticon Raising my hand not to say HI but to say hey been there girlfriend! Yesterday was that day for me and it lasted ALL day long into the evening. Wish I had turned in early that would have been a good thing. Love a gal with a plan! Good luck tomorrow I know you will do lots better! emoticon

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SLOOPY7036 4/28/2010 6:17PM

    I remember when I used to work - baked goodies were just toooo tempting. Tomorrow is another day.
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ELFITZPA 4/28/2010 6:17PM

    It's okay. I know how one bad day seems to lead to another - I've been on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster myself and my nutrition has certainly reflected it, yikes - but you're in control of you! Drinks lots of water, have a light dinner and tomorrow is another day. Sending hugs and motivation your way!!

p.s. If it makes it better, I'll be doing the same since we had a freaking PIZZA TRUCK at work today. And my nemesis, cupcakes.

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Thanks and update

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I guess by now I should not be surprised when I receive several thoughtful, helpful, and nonjudgmental comments on my blog...but the level of support Sparkers give each other on a daily basis continues to amaze me. Thanks all!

As an update on yesterday's situation, I did have soup and then lots of water and felt fine, which was good, but wasted so much time in the afternoon/evening that I ran out of time to go to the gym, which is bad except that it's supposed to be okay to take days off here and there. I was down a pound this morning, yay!

Yesterday I was both frustrated by being hungry so often and ALSO confused about why my calorie level is different, it seems, than many other people's. Maybe it just is what it is, my metabolism works differently (more like a man's??). The pro would be that I can eat more, but the con would be that I get hungry more. Maybe it all evens out in the end...I hope...but why?? In order to get my calorie level to be at the 2400-2700ish range I wanted, I had to set my goal as wanting to lose one pound over the course of a year AND enter 120 minutes of cardio per day - both are obviously not true! I didn't want to just manually change numbers though because I wanted all the ranges for different nutrients to be adjusted properly.

I'm frustrated at how much more overweight I am than just two months ago, but unfortunately it takes a lot more time to lose weight than it does to put it on - for me at least. As long as I keep plugging away I will eventually get back to where I'm comfortable with how I look.

Oh, I did cave and take a small amount of the homemade zucchini bread I found in the teachers' room today, but I guesstimate/tracked it and am moving on. I guess I worry that if I hadn't allowed myself any of it I'd start craving zucchini bread and eventually buy (and eat) a whole loaf!

Other than that, I am right on track. Oh, in response to a few comments I received yesterday, in no particular order..... (very rambly blog today!) I was asked how I felt when I ate 1200 calories per day. I would get so hungry that I could barely function!! I could usually handle it for a short time, but after a while I just could not go on at that level. Also, one lovely Sparker actually took the time to look at my nutrition tracker to see whether she could make any recommendations (thank you!!!!) and suggested maybe I'm eating too many of my carbs in the form of fruits/veggies and not enough in the form of whole grains. That is something to consider because over the weekend I was eating fewer fruits and instead having a snack of steel-cut oats with milk and I didn't get so hungry. Then again, the weekend and a work day are SO different in so many ways that it's hard to pinpoint just one variable making the difference - like one of my Spark friends said, work days are (obviously) way more stressful, and we all know that stress can lead to eating in a person like me!

Okay, I'm done being random. For now. :)

  
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ALLISON145 5/25/2010 11:50AM

    Have you ever tried one of those bodybugg gadgets to see what your metabolism runs at? Our HyVee also does metabolism measurement for $20. Maybe you're one of the "lucky" few with an overactive thyroid!

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MEGSFITNESS 4/28/2010 4:53PM

    Wow, whoever looked at your nutrition tracker had a great idea. Maybe that'll help to have more carbs come from whole grains...

Great update :)

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ROGUE_1 4/28/2010 4:32PM

    Ahhh why is this journey so complicated? If only it was simple - and QUICK - :) Hang in there! And keep posting blogs when you're frustrated, we'll be here to listen and to help keep your spirits up.

Congrats on your 1 lb loss...obviously SOMETHING is working for you!

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SKYFYRE 4/28/2010 8:45AM

    Oh, I am with ya sister on the stress=eating thing, Gah! Wish that boat had passed my by but, NOooo, I am a stress eater, and working VERY hard to change that as you are, keep GOING!

Glad you are giving yourself a little break here and there, it is ok to have a trewat and a exercise break!! Take care, Susan!


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SCOLLY 4/27/2010 9:26PM

    Glad to hear you're doing well....and good move w/ the zucchini bread - I LOVE that stuff! And I love SP, too - what a great source of support and motivation!!

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JENONTHEROX 4/27/2010 8:05PM

    When you first mentioned your calorie intake & feeling so hungry, I thought about why but really couldn't come up with anything. I did have a peak into your tracker. I know for myself I'm ravenous if I don't balance out my food well. I seem to need a balanced ratio of carb/protein/fat, it's like I'm constantly trying to trick my body into feeling FULL.
1200 calories a day is REALLY pushing it for me & I really REALLY don't know how some people do it EVERY day.

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SEEHOLZ 4/27/2010 5:08PM

    It always amazes me how much you can eat without gaining weight, but instead loosing it. I did do what my nutritionist suggested last year and ate more and gained weight ( at the time at least) so I don't think I'll be doing that again... but I also realize that you eat really healthy... so I think your metabolism is just revving.. which maybe other people could get theirs to work right if they ate the right foods and were not afraid. If I ever get to the point where I can loose a little weight, i will experiment a bit with increasing my range with healthy eating... that would be what I'd like to do - seems really hard right now.
In any event, good job on making better choices and not depriving yourself and going down the OLD road--- I'm proud of you! Whole grains keep me fuller, as well, so give it a shot!



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MBSHAZZER 4/27/2010 5:07PM

    Good call taking a small piece of zucchini bread. You are so right, if you didn't, it would nag at you all day till you overdid it! I truly believe that there is room for EVERYTHING in moderation in a healthy diet. But what is up with the teacher's room? Why do all of the teachers bring stuff in all the time? And where do they get the free time to do all that baking??

Another thought about your hunger plight... have you had full blood work done lately? Maybe something is off balance? Regardless, it's probably a good idea to get a complete checkup one a year or so anyway.

Hang in there!

PS - totally agree about the fruit / carb thing. Fruit is great but it is high in sugar, so it can leave you with a crash and definitely doesn't "stick" with you like grains do!

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After school - this could be the hardest part.

Monday, April 26, 2010

It's 5:30 p.m. I'm a little bit tired, all alone, and definitely still hungry even though I've already had dinner. It would be so easy to slip back into binge mode right now, but I'm not going to because I am back on track. I am going to have some soup though. Sure it'll put my calories rather high for the day, but binge eating would give me some giant mystery calorie total I don't even want to guess at. I do wonder, like I so often do, why I have this enormous appetite. I've already had almost 2600 calories today, which for many Sparkers would be a seriously off-track day. Why am I still hungry??

  
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ROGUE_1 4/28/2010 4:28PM

    Hmm...maybe you need to eat more filling foods? Or find ways to keep yourself busy? Or how about drinking a big glass of water, that always helps fill me up.Great job on making your snack SOUP. There was a time when I would've eaten everything in sight, and most things probably wouldn've have been healthy so kudos to you!

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LIVENLOVELIFE 4/27/2010 11:46AM

    Ok first of all kudos to you for recognizing a potential binge and taking control of the situation. I think you pointed it out yourself - you're alone, bored, etc. This is something that I definitely struggle with as well. If I don't work out at night, I go home, alone, watching tv, bored...so I binge. Have a plan of attack. Make a list of things you could do to avoid a binge and have this list accessible so you can easily look at it and see all the other options you have. Blogging - great choice. OR..find something to do instead of going home and being alone. Maybe go to a library or do some sort of volunteer work. These are ideas my therapist gave me!

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FITGIRL15 4/27/2010 8:32AM

    If you JUST ATE, you are most likely not legitimately hungry. (Depending on WHAT you ate though... some foods make you FEEL empty, others make you feel FULL!) There might be some behavioral issues going on here... or perhaps you just need to learn some new tricks to manage this hunger (like eating veggies and dip, instead of another high cal food like almond butter!)

I also agree with STEPHJOGO... if you are eating this much consistently, and not gaining weight... perhaps your metabolism NEEDS the calories! I don't think there is ANYTHING wrong with that! We are all different!!!!

Maybe try spicing up your menu with a few different foods from what you normally eat, and see how that changes your lack of feeling full feeling!

And always remember, the right foods will help you maintain or lose weight... the wrong foods will play with your hormones and keep you from those goals! You can do this, Girl!

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STEPHJOGO 4/27/2010 7:42AM

    Way to go on avoiding the binge. Maybe your metabolism is just seriously high? Because I would gain weight on 2600 calories a day, but if you aren't gaining when you eat that much, you must be burning it, right?

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CARILOUIE 4/27/2010 6:46AM

    After school is SOOOO hard for me. I always make sure to tell my honey that I need something really fast for dinner or I go crazy and eat everything in the house. He's pretty good about leaving me some good options to heat and eat.
Maybe you could try a little yogurt after school and eat dinner a bit later; sometimes this really works for me.


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SKYFYRE 4/27/2010 2:11AM

    I am gonna look at your tracker and see what your eating, but yay on the smart choice and avoiding the binging! Go, Girl!

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CREATINGMYSELF 4/26/2010 11:36PM

    (Like others have said) Are you sure you're hungry, or could it be (a) boredom (b) dehydration (c) cravings??

Also, kudos for blogging about it, and for having some soup. I definitely would have just binged, and that's the difference btwn why you've lost weight and I haven't.. you have more self control! Remember, working on eating issues takes LOTS of time and practice, but you've come a long way and you're definitely more aware and mindful of it. I know these doesn't sound fun at all, but a few ideas:
*Go for a quick workout
*Start a journal and write in it whenever you have urges (jotting down moods, such as bored, sad, happy, etc)

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SCOLLY 4/26/2010 9:55PM

    I tend to try to eat when I'm hungry so that I don't fall into binges. Smart move - you could certainly do worse than soup. :)

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MEGSFITNESS 4/26/2010 9:31PM

    I always get "phantom" hunger pains when I'm tired or generally upset about something. It's like my body is trying to trick me into binge eating even when I know there's no reason to. Maybe try going to bed early?

And "ryc" = Reply to your comment :) I use it to distinguish between when I'm commenting directly on your blog and when I'm just replying to something that you put on my blog. :)

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SEEHOLZ 4/26/2010 9:15PM

    I totally get the same way... now, when you ate like 1,200 calories, what was different? Did you just ignore the hunger? Or did it just disappear?
I think that for me, I oftentimes feel hungry, but I think I'm more likely than not fatigued and stressed at the same time ( around 5pm) and I want something to make those feelings ( I don't always identify them as such, but think it's pure hunger) go away...
Not sure otherwise- sometimes I think it's some crazy hormonal thing that happens because I screwed up so bad in the past. It's weird, on the week-ends, when I'm not having that "head stress" and sitting all day at work, I don't seem to get it and if I eat a lot on the week-ends, it's at someone's house usually.
Do you ST right after work? I have found that the days I teach ST ( on Fridays) in the AM, I am ravenous at lunch..

If you can pinpoint it more, let me know... I am working on figuring out the way my own body works more and some triggers, so I can "fix" some things with regards to my eating habits!

You will get through this Susan- you are determined and like you said, on track!



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KSTYLEFITNESS 4/26/2010 8:13PM

    I feel this way sometimes as wel. And I binge, so soup is defintiely a better alternative. I think for me, it's I love the taste of food, no matter if I feel full or not. Still working on this issue.

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LAYLARENEE84 4/26/2010 7:42PM

    Lately I've been going through the same thing. Doing it all right and everything. Nothing seems to work. If I figure something out, I'll let you know! Maybe it's something in the air?!

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KENSINGTONC 4/26/2010 7:17PM

    Oh I feel your pain, girl! But I know you'll get beyond it eventually and come up with strategies that work for you. I think the common theme in the comments here so far is replacing the urge to eat with something else - exercise a little, pamper yourself, or my favorite, DRINK water. For me it's often that my hunger is actually thirst, and once I drink 8-16oz of water I am fine. And I hate water!

Good for you for getting on here and blogging. Stronger by the day!!

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FABRICGIRL1 4/26/2010 7:12PM

  I have a new strategy -- when I've had my points/calories and feel a need to binge, I go exercise for 10 minutes usually with the elliptical. It's working so far.

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MARATHONER340 4/26/2010 6:40PM

    hmmm...I don't know what to tell you - but I'm super impressed that you came on here to blog about it! My problem isn't usually being too hungry...it's just eating beyond the point that I'm full. I do get full - I just don't care. I think? Eating some soup definitely sounds better than a binge though!

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SEPPIESUSAN 4/26/2010 6:04PM

    Tons of fiber, tons of healthy fats, home-cooked meals made of healthy ingredients, water, everything I can think of that I'm supposed to do. Sigh.

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 4/26/2010 6:01PM

    Hmmmm . . . are you hydrating? Are you eating fiber-full foods? Are you eating enough fat?

Just some thoughts. Sorry this is a tough time, Susan.

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MBSHAZZER 4/26/2010 5:44PM

    Are you sure you're tracking correctly? Maybe you're overestimating the amount you've eaten? Soup is a good idea. If that doesn't work...try painting your fingernails!

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