Thursday, May 22, 2014
Summer break has started and I am so very glad it has! I had quit exercise and focusing entirely on school, the house, bills, appointments, and my family. School work took up my entire night every night (my husband had to let me sleep until 1 just to get a good 6-7 hours...I am determined to keep my 4.0) except Sundy. I could have and should have worked out then. I ended up gaining 9 lbs. It may not seem like much, but I could see the new weight gain as well as feel it. I felt disgusted with myself and hated school for getting in my way, but I realize it isn't my school work that got in the way it is myself. I could have worked out every Sunday. I could have watched what I ate better. I kept saying I was going to, but I didn't. It is my own fault. Now that Summer break is here I am back to my old self. I am in the swing of things and pushing myself to stay on track and meet my goal weight! I have lost my workout partner. My husband says the time I workout isn't working for him b/c he is tired from his job....legit so I'm fine with it. Night time is what works best for me so I am left to push myself and go the journey alone. So far so good, but I do miss having him work beside me. It always made me want to do better. Like I was competeing only it never mattered who did better because we were a team. Sometimes it seems hard to keep pushing myself alone, but for now my goal means too much for me to lose the progress that I have re-made for myself. No more set-backs. School starts back up in August. I still plan on making my goal by my son's second B-Day, but if I still have some to lose, then I at least want to be there by August classes! Wish me luck!