Really need to try and find myself again as I been away for awhile

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Wow i miss a lot and I apologized for not putting in the commitment. I started out doing good and then things went down hill. I need to be here and find myself again. Things are still not back to normal. I am trying to eat healthy and low carb and I am getting back into exercising slowly. I am dealing with a lot as hubby just can't get it together and his blood sugar goes from high to low.Between the moodiness and bipolar it been hard. Today he wake up not being able to see in one eye.They have him n Xanax and he just been so out of it this past week.He can barely walk or stand or dress himself. I am trying to do everything. So driving is rough. I don't drive which doesn't help any. Please I am dealing with my oldest son Brandon and the courts in NY, Cause we had him removed at age 14 for touching his siblings. They want to bring him back into the house and i wont let them. So I am fighting with them over the phone. i have to look out for these kids safety. Plus me and hubby need to work on our marriage cause he broke the trust. It been one thing on top of another. I am trying to stay focus and trying to lose this weight. I have gained and am not happy about it. I will try and commitment.

  

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CONNIEKANDOIT 3/21/2013 5:25PM

Just came across your blog, hope things are going better. Keep up the fight for yourself and your family. Report Inappropriate Comment

NCSUE0514 3/21/2013 9:29AM

Keep on striving - you can achieve so much and inspire so many! Report Inappropriate Comment

OFGREENGABLES 3/21/2013 7:46AM

thinking of you and your hubby! just keep at it and reach out for help when you need to Report Inappropriate Comment

RKJONES1953 3/15/2013 12:45PM

Sandy, you do not need to apologize to anyone with all that is happening in your life I know that life can have many obstacles but you have way too many. I'll send a prayer and I hope your blog reminds SparkPeople that there are individuals that must overcome greater challenges than you. Comment edited on: 3/15/2013 12:50:51 PM Report Inappropriate Comment

RIP Sandy Hook Elementary victims's

Saturday, December 15, 2012

A True Hero, Left the World to Soon

This is Victoria. She was only 27 years old, She died a hero today. She hid her first graders in the cabinets and closets after hearing the gunfire. When the shooter came to her classroom, she told him that her students were in the gym. He then gunned her down and moved on. She saved the lives of all of her students.. She deserves to be remembered for her bravery.

  

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MAGA99 12/15/2012 9:51PM

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KAREN91 12/15/2012 6:15PM

What a brave thing she did for her students and their families. A beautiful person inside and out. I pray for all the families of the victims. Its so hard to understand how anyone could do this. Report Inappropriate Comment

CAVEPRINCESS65 12/15/2012 5:31PM

I pray for her family & families of the people who were affected with this tragedy. Heroic act from a beautiful young lady who obviously loved those kids like her own! Report Inappropriate Comment

DOLPHINSINGER72 12/15/2012 5:05PM

She is so beautiful. Not that she would be any heroic if she was not beautiful, but, she was such a special soul. I pray for her family and for the families off all the people lost in this senseless tragedy. Report Inappropriate Comment

READE2MOVE2012 12/15/2012 4:53PM

My heart goes out to Victoria's family and to the families of all who were effected by the tragedy. Report Inappropriate Comment

Mass shooting at Connecticut school

Friday, December 14, 2012

Shannon Hicks / The Newton Bee: State police led children from the Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newton, Conn., after a shooting was reported there.
A mass shooting at an elementary school in Newton, Connecticut has reportedly left at least 28 people dead, including 20 children, as officials and the media scrambled to put the pieces together Friday. Among the dead was the adult gunman whose identity and details were not yet available.
The numbers of dead and wounded make this one of the worst school shooting in U.S. history. It also stands out because of the young age of the victims, many of whom died in a kindergarten classroom, according to officials who spoke to the Hartford Courant.
“I can’t believe it’s happened in my town,” said Lisa Terifay, a mother of two children at the school who were not injured, according to the Washington Post.
Sandy Hook Elementary School is in a residential, wooded neighborhood, southeast of Hartford and about 90 minutes north of New York City. The school has 39 teachers and approximately 650 students.

Please say a prayer for them all This is a very sad sad day to all the families. My heart is heartbroken. Hug your kids tonight cause you never know......

  

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STEVIEBEE569 12/15/2012 11:07AM

Yes, this has been on my heart all night as well as this morning! We really need to pray as a nation! Report Inappropriate Comment

MPETERSON2311 12/15/2012 9:42AM

so sad. Report Inappropriate Comment

FITWITHIN 12/14/2012 11:01PM

Another sinless tragedy. Praying for strength of the community. Report Inappropriate Comment

MAGA99 12/14/2012 7:14PM

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New Goals for starting over

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

My Mini Goals are:

1-- Start eating healthy
2-- Drink more water
3-- Start exercising again
4-- Track all my foods and water
5-- Lose 2 lbs a week cause I love to get back to onderland as I am currently at 210
6-- Most importantly, I want to get back to being healthy.

  

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READE2MOVE2012 12/15/2012 4:58PM

Excellent mini goals. Good way to regain focus. Am going to steal them from you because I am both needing and trying to make a comeback. Happy Holidays Report Inappropriate Comment

5WHITEROSES 11/7/2012 11:47AM

Go for it!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

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LADYJ6942 11/6/2012 11:53AM

You can do it, keep pushing! Report Inappropriate Comment

MUNCHNIT 11/6/2012 11:44AM

Keep up the great work! Report Inappropriate Comment

OMG what a day

Friday, August 17, 2012

OMG, I feel like s--- between the chest pains and achy body and i am very tired and so cold. I wish this would just go away.I never felt lie this before. B love you een like this since 4am..Hope everyone is doing good and better then I am..I would like to say Thank you Lance for everything. You're taking care of me and the kids and the whole house. I have the best Husband in the world..He has me resting in bed. I wish everyone had a husband like mines. Going to see the Doctor on Wed hope they can find out what's going on with me..

  

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