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life sucks

Friday, April 30, 2010

my husband is dieing. I am walking around the apartment at 12 midnight and just feel so alone and scared. How can a person go through this?

  
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MEADSBAY 4/30/2010 9:40AM

    Sandi- I am so sorry to hear about our husband's impending death.
Life can be so hard.
Nobody can get you through this but try to surround yourself with people who love you.
Take care of yourself right now.
Breathe deeply.
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SANDIBLAST 4/30/2010 9:39AM

    I thought I was writing this formyself, but am glad that I got back some mail. Again, thanks

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DEBBIEKAY1 4/30/2010 8:24AM

    I am so emoticon Please know I will keep you in my prayers! Please take care of you!

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MRE1956 4/30/2010 7:57AM

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SANDIBLAST 4/30/2010 4:24AM

    thank you. I feel so alone.

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LHACKING13 4/30/2010 3:26AM

    I'm so sorry that this is happening to you. Years ago a dear friend watched her husband die. It was heart wrenching. Sadly other than telling you that you aren't alone, there is not a lot anyone else can do. Don't forget to breath and make the most of your time, remember all the good things together. emoticon

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TIGGERRD 4/30/2010 2:52AM

    Take things day by day - even breath by breath, if that's all you can handle. emoticon

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not fair

Friday, April 09, 2010

so next week I will be a one year survivor from breast cancer. I was hoping life would get back to normal. Now, my husband is sick. He is seeing so many specialists to find out what they can do. Looks like his liver is starting to fail. I have no idea if there is anything that can be done. Once he sees the next 2 doctors we should know what is really happening. I just wanted a calm life. Not all this.

  
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MEADSBAY 4/9/2010 8:48PM

    Oh, Sandi-
I'm so sorry to hear this.
You're right- life is not fair.
Take care of yourself.
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SANDIBLAST 4/9/2010 3:17PM

    thank you for your kind thoughts

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JOMAMA 4/9/2010 12:09PM

    You are in my thoughts and prayers! I am sending positive energy and good wishes your way.

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KIMBURLY1337 4/9/2010 11:22AM

    You and your family are in my prayers.

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half way there

Friday, December 11, 2009

today is my birthday and I am going over to get a radiation treatment. The one great thing about it is, I am half way finished. Please make this all worth while. Let it be cured. So tired of being scared and angry. 2010, Let's start all over again. Brand new.

  
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SANDIBLAST 12/12/2009 1:28AM

    thank you everyone. Had a lovely day. Spent time on my own, with daughter and grandchildren, then later with hubby. Have it all. thanks.

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MEADSBAY 12/11/2009 2:43PM

    Hope everything goes your way, Sandi.
2010 will be the best year ever!

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SANDIBLAST 12/11/2009 1:41PM

    thank you. so nice to get your encouragements

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MAEJONE91 12/11/2009 1:29PM

    You are so strong! I can't imagine I would be anywhere near as strong as you in the face of such a huge adversary. You can do this, and you will defeat this! 2010 will be a fresh new beginning. I wish you a happy and blessed birthday, and you can and will do this! God bless you!

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DOLPHINFAN1334 12/11/2009 1:28PM

    CONGRATULATIONS ON BEING HALF WAY DONE WITH THE TREATMENT. I HOPE IT CURES YOU. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND AN AMAZING WEEKEND. emoticon

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turtle time

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I know that it is taking time, turtle time, to lose weight. I will continue to keep at it. By this time next year I will be down 47 pounds if I continue at what I think of as a tiny bit of lose. I do want to lose more and will get better at all the things I need to do to reach that goal. So, I will try to double what I am losing each month.

  
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SANDIBLAST 10/29/2009 1:25PM

    so wonderful that you are near the 30 pound mark. Like the turtle I too will get there. emoticon

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MEADSBAY 10/28/2009 7:10PM

    one choice,
one meal,
one inch,
one pound at a time, my friend.
I feel like a turtle, too,
but soon I will hit the 30 pound mark!
xoxoxo
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truth

Monday, October 05, 2009

so today I weighed and measured myself, truthfully. Funny how even to yourself you try to lie. I put my weight lose against my weight to lose and saw that at this rate it will take me to next year to lose all the weight I want to lose. You know what? When I get to that milestone, great. Weather it takes 1 year or less. The point is to lose the weight.
I have been feeling down a bit lately. Not to sure why. Perhaps the fact that my feet have been hurting so much and it makes it difficult for me to get out there. Wondered last night if it is time to go to see my doctor. Have not done it because was so sure that the chemo has caused some nerve damage in my feet. Maybe I do not want to hear that. Push on.
Also I seem to be stuck everyday. The day ends and I wonder what I have done. Seems like less and less each day. I will get my food diary under control. Have missed a few days in the last couple of weeks. If I am the one who has to be the strong one, then I will just have to do it. I am strong.
So, this is the new month and just think. Even if I only take off the amount of weight I took off the first month. I will be that much closer to goal. So get out there and walk
As best I can. Be happy and love life. I know how much I want it. I love myself and only want what is best for me. emoticon

  
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SANDIBLAST 10/5/2009 6:36PM

    how nice. would be nice to hear from you. yes, I am looking forward to the little amounts starting to add up. Just not to give up.

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MEADSBAY 10/5/2009 6:14PM

    You know at our age a year can fly by in a minute!!!
Take it one day, one pound, one inch at a time.
I have come to be happy with my usual 3 pounds a month loss because it starts to add up after a while.
Please get your feet looked at because that effects everything!
May I add you as a friend?

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