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FEARS

Friday, May 27, 2011

Why do i keep hanging on to my fears? Over the next few days or weeks, I will be addressing my fears and why I keep hanging on to them. I will be doing this one fear at a time.
Today's fear is success!

Why do I fear success?

1. What if I succeed? Will I be able to maintain? If I happen to revert, how many will say "I knew you couldn't do it'?

2. What will people think if I do revert?

3. "We wondered how long she could keep it up/"

4. Not succeeding puts no pressures on me

5. Why do I give this fear to God then almost immediately take it back?

  
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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/30/2011 12:03AM

    I can so relate to this. Once you have turned it over to God, you can not take it back. Leave your trouble and fears with Him. Together you can do this!!!

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MOMFAN 5/28/2011 3:58PM

    emoticonYou can God are a majority!

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TEALADY0531 5/28/2011 8:50AM

    Sisters under the skin!!! emoticon How many times have I figuratively beat my head against the wall with number 5?! All of them apply, though. I so need to ask my husband to get on board with me on my journey, and I know he will - but I'm afraid to. I just know he'll be thinking "how long is she going to last with it this time?".....

Why do *I* keep hanging on to my fears and let them keep me frozen here? Thanks so much for blogging about this! emoticon emoticon

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Wonderful Sunshine

Friday, May 27, 2011



After this past of week of storms, storms, and more storms, waking up to sunshine and no rain was so refreshing.

Along with the gladness for the sun is some sadness as the grand kids will soon be leaving to return back to Michigan. They are leaving either tomorrow or Sunday. So glad to see the babies. They are 5 months old. Kaleb is so big and Kira seems so tiny. They are 20 days apart. Both are happy babies. Both girls are such good mommies. You sure can tell these babies are well loved.

This afternoon we are planning on visiting some of the casinos.

I did good weight wise this week. I didn't really try much due to not having power part of the time, the kids being here, and the stress of the weather situations. Still went down 1.4 pounds. Now it I keep my head and heart together and continue going down I can still reach the goal I set over 6 months ago and keep renewing each month. Instead of reaching for my goal stick, I grab onto the up down post----could someone please remove that post from my hand?

Blessings to all

  
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1THING 5/27/2011 12:48PM

    I know the feeling, we are getting our 9 yr. old and ou almost 3 yr. old might try to sneak the 5 month old with us while the boys are here for the holidays.

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Tiring Day

Monday, May 23, 2011

What a night and day this has been. We were under a tornado warning for about 2 hours before the tornado hit Joplin yesterday . Most of the time we didn't have power. We are still under a storm watch. Storms are due until Thursday. I am about 20 minutes from Joplin.

The tornado went around us. Joplin looks bad on the news. I haven't gotten to go see it yet. I didn't sleep much last night so am really tired tonight.

Trying to get laundry done in case we lose power again.

116 confirmed dead...they are still looking for survivors...one hospital, several schools, houses , and businesses were destroyed...

  
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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/23/2011 10:16PM

    Praying for everyone affected in any way by the tornado. Hope you are able to get some much needed rest and sleep tonight!!
Hugs!

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GET TO SEE THE BABIES TOMORROW

Friday, May 20, 2011



I get to see these 2 for the first time tomorrow....they are 20 days apart. They are down here from Michigan for a visit...

Thanks for all the hugs and the get well wishes...I do feel better today...just a queasy tummy for today...

  
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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/23/2011 10:14PM

    I am sure you had a great visit with these little ones. What a blessing they must be. Hope they have a safe trip home.

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DREAMGIRL76 5/21/2011 7:20PM

    Hope you are enjoying your day with those cute wee ones. Hugs, Debbie

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Gloomy Thursday

Thursday, May 19, 2011

It has not been a good day for me. My hands and feet are very swollen so my weight was up 2.4 pounds at TOPS this morning. I am still having chills and getting shaky at times. I feel very tired and run down today. It's cloudy and gloomy again today.

  
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READYBETTY 5/21/2011 10:52AM

    Hope you're feeling better soon!

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MOMFAN 5/20/2011 12:28AM

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1TRULYBLESSED 5/19/2011 6:52PM

    Sorry you're having such a bad day today. Here's some get-well-soon hugs for you:
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SEANSMOM31 5/19/2011 6:12PM

  Please take care of you..Hope you feel better .

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