Friday, June 08, 2012
Today I bought myself a small packet of chocolate bites, the first time I've tasted chocolate in what seems like forever, and boy! was it worth waiting for, yummmmm mmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm, lol.
I don't feel guilty but I shan't be making a habit of it, I will have to plot my nutrition around my indulgence now & eat extra healthily for the next few days.
It was so worth it though
Tuesday, June 05, 2012
My sleep has been erratic lately while I've been on these pain killers and it's been difficult to track meals (can I still call it lunch at 5pm? lol)
The good news is that I am feeling much better in myself & even managing to get out and do a bit of exercise, which I like to do very early in the morning.
Saturday I am going away (alone this time, no negative ex friends with me) and plan to be fully better & rested when I get back. My fella is going to try to join me at some point which will be lovely if he can.
Nevertheless I am taking shorts & t shirts & my sports bra & while I am alone where nobody knows me I will be off running at every opportunity, not caring what wobbles or for how long
I hope everyone is well & happy, see you all again soon xxx
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Thanks to the wonderful advice from beautiful 1peacebunny I have decided that she was right.
Here we all are getting rid of habits & foods that make us feel ill and worthless, so it makes no sense to have people in your life who do the same.
My (ex) friend has extremely nasty to me recently, called me stupid because I told her I wasnít racist, called me stupid again when she found out that my partner was from a certain community. Called me plain, and a disappointment looks wise. Then had a go because I couldnít find a job and dubbed me stupid AND lazy. All of this before getting to the obvious & saying I was overweight and should take better care of myself.
She then vented her feelings about me to mutual friends, proving herself malicious & I am now an outsiderÖ.which isnít so bad because if I wasnít I would have taken myself outside BY CHOICE!
I donít want to associate with people like that, I have a better heart & would never make a person feel worthless. My partner is the loveliest man I have ever met, albeit a little strange, lol, but he knows I think that. I love and respect him for who he is and not the label.
People think itís brave to go against a whole group of friends, but itís not, itís just sensible if you have nothing in common.
So, in summing up, Iíd rather have my values than theirs, and my partner than them, so I havenít lost anything
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
I'm sitting here dripping in sweat..which is preferable to last week when all I could do was lay in sweat I suppose
I knew I was poorly last week and typically I didn't get any visitors so nobody knew until yesterday when I finally made it around the corner to the doctors. Shingles, tut.
I thought shingles was just a rash but no, it's horrendous pain & fever, I'm taking 400mg ibuprofen & 1000mg co-codomol alternating every three hours....I bet you know what I'm going to say next...
I don't feel like exercising or dieting, lol...blimey I could hardly eat all last week and probably went into starvation mode on top of everything.
I know now what people mean about everyone giving you stress, my best friend recently turned nasty on me & when I say nasty I mean really, horribly, vindictively nasty. So she is now my ex friend because I can't cope with that right now. I was upset at first but now I'm angry, can't wait until it turns into complacency
Oh well I'm just back here for now, tracking my junk food and having this whinge, lol.
Hope you're all doing better than me xxx
Monday, May 14, 2012
The TV & satellite has broken down in my building & won't be fixed for a couple of days, so let's have a sing a long...
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