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Friday, June 08, 2012

Today I bought myself a small packet of chocolate bites, the first time I've tasted chocolate in what seems like forever, and boy! was it worth waiting for, yummmmm mmmmmmmm mmmmmmmm, lol.

I don't feel guilty but I shan't be making a habit of it, I will have to plot my nutrition around my indulgence now & eat extra healthily for the next few days.

It was so worth it though emoticon


Up Early

Tuesday, June 05, 2012

My sleep has been erratic lately while I've been on these pain killers and it's been difficult to track meals (can I still call it lunch at 5pm? lol)

The good news is that I am feeling much better in myself & even managing to get out and do a bit of exercise, which I like to do very early in the morning.

Saturday I am going away (alone this time, no negative ex friends with me) and plan to be fully better & rested when I get back. My fella is going to try to join me at some point which will be lovely if he can.

Nevertheless I am taking shorts & t shirts & my sports bra & while I am alone where nobody knows me I will be off running at every opportunity, not caring what wobbles or for how long emoticon

I hope everyone is well & happy, see you all again soon xxx

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1PEACEBUNNY 6/5/2012 9:15AM

    Thats right dolll- leave all the negativity behind and goto a place where you can be yourself without worrying about judgemental eyes. I always feel free when I live somewhere other than where I grew up and it allows me to be more open and exploratory with myself because I am not worrying about what others may think. So I hope you thoroughly enjoy your time away and get some you bliss time in. I hope your guy joins you too...that would make it even more enjoyable! Have fun doll! emoticon

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Detoxing myself from a toxic person

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Thanks to the wonderful advice from beautiful 1peacebunny I have decided that she was right.
Here we all are getting rid of habits & foods that make us feel ill and worthless, so it makes no sense to have people in your life who do the same.

My (ex) friend has extremely nasty to me recently, called me stupid because I told her I wasnít racist, called me stupid again when she found out that my partner was from a certain community. Called me plain, and a disappointment looks wise. Then had a go because I couldnít find a job and dubbed me stupid AND lazy. All of this before getting to the obvious & saying I was overweight and should take better care of myself.

She then vented her feelings about me to mutual friends, proving herself malicious & I am now an outsiderÖ.which isnít so bad because if I wasnít I would have taken myself outside BY CHOICE!

I donít want to associate with people like that, I have a better heart & would never make a person feel worthless. My partner is the loveliest man I have ever met, albeit a little strange, lol, but he knows I think that. I love and respect him for who he is and not the label.

People think itís brave to go against a whole group of friends, but itís not, itís just sensible if you have nothing in common.

So, in summing up, Iíd rather have my values than theirs, and my partner than them, so I havenít lost anything

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KARIDIAN1 5/29/2012 9:16PM

    Sounds like you have made a good decision. Life is too short to have someone treat you like that. Sounds like you have a wonderful partner who is also your best friend.

Enjoy your life and live it for yourself!

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1PEACEBUNNY 5/29/2012 9:11PM

    You are strong, you are beautiful and you are right. You don't need anyone or a group of people who want you to be a robot and live by their standards. Your life is your own and if you can find some one that can appreciate you for the gem that you are all while providing added joy then the negative nancies can suck lemons because they are just BITTER! Also do you really want to be friends with a bunch of adults who can't think for themselves, sounds like their lives is tad sad to me so au revoir!Times are hard all over the world with jobs and those who have them can have them snatched away in an instant and be where you are at. You are trying and you living and most importantly, you are loving and thats the best place you can be right now. SO take faith in knowing that once the toxic people are gone that your life and your outlook will improve tremendously. You have won and they are mad so life is short and you will just keep winning! emoticon emoticon

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Oh Boy!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

I'm sitting here dripping in sweat..which is preferable to last week when all I could do was lay in sweat I suppose emoticon

I knew I was poorly last week and typically I didn't get any visitors so nobody knew until yesterday when I finally made it around the corner to the doctors. Shingles, tut.

I thought shingles was just a rash but no, it's horrendous pain & fever, I'm taking 400mg ibuprofen & 1000mg co-codomol alternating every three hours....I bet you know what I'm going to say next...

I don't feel like exercising or dieting, lol...blimey I could hardly eat all last week and probably went into starvation mode on top of everything.

I know now what people mean about everyone giving you stress, my best friend recently turned nasty on me & when I say nasty I mean really, horribly, vindictively nasty. So she is now my ex friend because I can't cope with that right now. I was upset at first but now I'm angry, can't wait until it turns into complacency emoticon

Oh well I'm just back here for now, tracking my junk food and having this whinge, lol.

Hope you're all doing better than me xxx

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1PEACEBUNNY 5/29/2012 2:35PM

    I hope you're taking care of yourself doll by getting rest, eating light, and taking in lots of fluids. Sometimes you have to remove all forms of toxic from your life and unfortunately this can mean people not just food and other bad habits. If she did all of that then she probably never was your friend....I always think that when people expose a a really dark side without being apologetic for their actions that this is who they were all along and its just finally coming to the surface. So lean into those that love you and let the negative wench go, she was never going to embrace the light inside you anyway. I know it hurts but go off the anger and keep being happy for this makes bitter people jealous. You will be ok. I went through this about 2 weeks ago with family, then anger set in and I'm now on most days complacent with a twinge of anger remaining but I am still doing well and you will too! emoticon emoticon

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Sing a long time

Monday, May 14, 2012

The TV & satellite has broken down in my building & won't be fixed for a couple of days, so let's have a sing a long...


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1PEACEBUNNY 5/14/2012 2:33PM

    I am loving this song (Rock Steady) right now by Aretha Franklin, makes me so darn happy and motivated! So I'm singing with you today, lets hope the satellite gets fixed soon, unti then...ENJOY!


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