My niece gets married in a year. In that time I will be able to see what foods work and don't work for me. I will take it one day and focus on that particular day. I will be starting the Specific Carb Diet on Sunday the 21st. This will give me the chance to detox and start from scratch. It is going to take a long time, but once I feel healthy and back to my old self, it will be worth the time to do it and the struggles I go through.
I hate taking pictures of myself. That way I have to face the truth and I don't always like what I see. But I finally decided that in order to reach my final goal it might be a good idea to see what I"m leaving behind. That way I'll have my visual to remind me that I really don't want to be there.
So I posted a current picture of myself as a starting point. I'm only 5.5 pounds down from my restart, but at least now I have my visual.