Tuesday, January 04, 2011
I was thinking today about myself and where I want to be. I want to weigh less, I want to lose and sometimes I worry that others don't or won't love me because of my weight, however at the same time thats not true. If we look around we love many people and they come in all shapes and sizes however we all get cuaght up on this low self esteem and try to make ourselves into an image as opposed to what we think others may love us or want us more. I have come to the realization that I need to lose weight because I want to be healthier and I want to be smaller because of all the drawbacks that i feel with the extra weight on my body. However at the same time being a work in progress I have decided that I am going to do my best to be happy at the present phase. Working on me for me!