Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I found myself wondering when am I going to meet my goal, I havent really sat down to plan a meeting date, I have been just taking it one step at a time, I found myself wondering why I am not farther down the line than I am, but yet I had to change my thinking around and be thankful that I have come this far. Its tricky this weight loss issue. I am a very positive person, but at the same time I have my down moments, too. Its funny though because as soon I feel one of those moments coming on, I think how far I have come, which in turn means how much closer I am to my goal. I am almost half way there, I will find out on Monday if I am or not. I hope to be. That is half way to the victory line. LOL I have come a long way just to get to this point and there is no stopping...............
Monday, May 21, 2007
Reflecting on myself can happen at any moment, its never an appointed time. Its funny because I find my reflections to be those of all that has passed and the things to come. I look at what I have lost in the weight lost (Insecurities) and what I am gaining (Confidence). Sounds cocky huh!?
I looked back at the aches in my body that I had and never went to the doctor to have them looked at because I never thought twice about them, but I have realized that they were all weight related because now with the weight gone I can see my body couldnt hold all of that weight. The aches and pains have left!!!
I have looked back at my parenting skills and although I was doing alot with my daughter at home, I didnt feel comfortable going out.
I used to hate working out, now I can't let a day slip by without me working out in some form. I have even progressed to running, I am starting to get irritated by those who make excuses because there arent any, there are days when I am tired and drag my self into the gym to workout, why ? because its going to make me better in the long run, and the other thing is why wouldn't I want to take care of myself. I guess you can see I talk to myself!!!
I found myself looking for some of my clothes that I have outgrown. I had alot of capri's to wear last year thanks to Fashion bugs, buy 1 get another for a dollar sale. I donated those capris last Sept to Goodwill, yet, I had forgotten the other day when I found myself looking for them.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I am making a plan for this week and the tough part for me is Aunt FLo is coming. UGH!!!! So I need to give up on the cravings and the midnight snackies, drink lots of water and so on!!!!! I am going to come back to write more on this.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Words escape me today although my thoughts are many, just can't jot them down today, because my mind is going in 10 different directions. Multi-tasking and multi- thinking is crazy right now. I have to sit down and think...................take a moment and breath, just relax and get some order in these thoughts clouding my head for the moment.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I cannot wait to see what my weigh in will be on the day of Memorial day. I really hope to reach my goal of 229. I started out 244 and planned to weigh in at 229. So we will see. I will be going to the GNC that morning to do my weigh in and reveal the results, We have 12 more days, I am still not eating meat, I want to see how it goes, I am eating my eggs, and beans. I have stepped up my plan to work out 2 times a week a few days a week. I did that Monday!!! I am going to aim for today. I really want to lose this weight, and I am trying to avoid hitting a Plateau. I want my body to lose more than its usual 5 lbs this month. My goal this month was to knock off 8.5, but I have til the last day this month. I am just glad to be losing in all honesty. There was a point where I felt like I just couldn't lose, I wasn't in the right timing though! Meaning I was going through some things, I didn't have the support I needed then and I wasnt focused enough.
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