Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Thank you so much for all of your best wishes and prayers, typed or not.. i think they helped.. :D, yesterday wasnt as bad as i thaught it was gonna be, i went in there knowing what i had to do.. and i did it, stuck to the plan wich was the trueth, thats all i can do is tell the trueth. and i feel like the train is on the right track heading into the right desitanation.
AND now i am "legally" separated.. lol WOOHOO
The house is going up for sale, and so i gotta go find a place pretty soon once that sign goes up.. and make sure im ready. :) i got alot of spring cleaning to do in the house, and getting the house ready for sale. ( it will be stressfull, but you know what?? i am REALLY looking forward to this.. i get to go through all my cr@p, and spring clean, and im starting anew! it is actutally quite exciting.. because this has nothing to do with the divorce, or with my Ex, this is ME and JACKSON starting anew in a new place, and starting out on the right foot.. i am really excited! i know i will be busy.. but it is a exciting busy.. i dunno how to explain it.. yes there is lots to be done, and ill be totally busy.. but its like im moving on with my life, and all that is being left behind.. like i said, the train is heading into the right desitination with my and my sons life. and with me losing weight, im me, but in a new sexy body wher ei just feel good and confident in myself. and again.. i know i said this before..
IM EXCITED!!!!!! for our lives to finally begin! i really feel like it is!! :)
wow.. yeah.. :) woowoo
now it is jsut the rest of the divorce needs to go through, and get everything set RIGHT, and go on from there to continue on having a normal home life for me and my son. :) and AGAIN i FEEL that the train is heading off to liek DISNEY WORLD! thats how great it all feels!! :)