Sunday, August 09, 2009
ARGES! but i weighed myself after i cheated about a half hour or so, and i was only 1lb heavier than i was a couple of hours ago.... so i will see wher ei am tomorrow morning, and i only took one dose of hcg.. so we will see.. i was feeling kinda down, whole bunch of crap with my ex.. (i mean a whole bunch, more than normal...) and then my date cancelled on me tonight cause his car broke down... and hes in whistler.. ARGS! but he said hell call me tonight.. so i went out and had some dinner, and icecream, and a little bit of candy.. but you knw what.. i didnt eat all that much as i ust to eat.. so that is reallly good.. :) that when i go and have my pitty fest.. its not as much as i ust ot have.. lol but still i wasnt even hungry.. i just did it.. and i know what i did.. i knwo it wasnt hunger.. i know it was cause i was feeling lonely and stressed... so lets see how i did tomorrow.. if i gained too much, or just a little bit. (i hope it is only under a lb.. i can deal with that...
Jenny