Monday, December 06, 2010
I made it to my calorie level today and went 7mg over on fat because I had home made garlic bread.
The bad part is I only got in a 27 minute 1.3 mile walk this morning. I just couldn't get going early enough.
This is my December melt down time. Emotional and mental meltdown. Sunday I had a hard time holding it together just reading peoples happy happy joy joy, tree decorating pages all over the internet. Makes me want to turn the computer off and sit until January but I know I have to deal with it, cry or not.
Did the math:
round trip plane tickets for 2 for 2 weeks - $1,205 PER PERSON(here to point B, pick up passengers, to point C to change planes to point D to change planes to final destination-chance of lost luggage - 95% + 30+ hours from departure to home) Decent airlines with one layover start at $1,500
Groceries for 2 weeks $300
gas for car for 2 weeks traveling to see family - $200
turning up heat in the house - $700 electric bill for 1 month + wood for fireplace + extra propane fill up.
gifts, purchases etc - $500 minimum
I estimated the whole 2 weeks around $5,000
My husband doesn't have any vacation time so that would be 2 weeks off without pay since this company or this country does not recognise Christmas
My passport had to go with my residence permit for renewal and will take at least a month. So I just continue the depression until it passes, trying to smile.
Hope tomorrow is better