Sunday, August 02, 2009
I am going to start over. I am just so frustrated with myself for gaining back so much weight since I've been home. I have been careful what I ate but I haven't exercised as much as I should have and now I've got so much further to go. My blood glucose numbers are all over the place but mostly over 140 most of the time. I only have myself to blame and only I can fix it.
I have joined the gym. I just wish I would have done that 2 months ago when I first got home. I am going with the team leader from New Hampshire Sparkers team and the time spent exercising with a buddy goes so much faster and it is so much nicer! I just wish I could stay and keep up with it. The gym is at a hotel/resturant but it has lots of machines, almost any exercise machine you could imagine is there, now I have to figure out how to use them.
Today I went to print out some recipes and the printer would not recogonize my BRAND NEW color ink cartridge. I have repeatedly taken it out and put it back in, unplugged it, plugged it back in, turned it off, turned it on, rebooted it and nothing. It just will not recogonize the new color cartridge so it won't print my recipes.
I can't believe my summer is almost over, I'm 1/2 way there. It is really depressing to think about that in 2 months I will have to be preparing to go back to Saudi again. It seems like nothing ever gets done.
Today was just really frustrating so I had to blow off steam and vent. So now I'll go and work out my stress on my stability ball and with Leslie Sansone.