Thursday, April 19, 2012
Well, things are going fair in regards to hubby and his diabetes. He isn't making all the best choices, and there is not much more I can to. We did buy a new cookbook and we have made a couple meals out of it. I will attempt more this weekend when I have more time. Our dinners have been decent this week it is just his lunches that he hasn't always made the best choices with. He finally got his meter so hopefully this will get him better on track with his choices.
My back was doing much better and then this week I have it has flared back up to an unbearable level of pain again. I do see the pain doctor tomorrow so he will probably give me another shot of cortisone. Not a pleasant feeling, but it will give me relief for a while at least.
Work is very hectic - I am thankful to have a job.
I have been having the most bizarre dreams about my family. Every night the dream is about a different group of family. One night it was of my brother and his family who lives in the country Mexico. I haven't seen them in a very long time and I miss them greatly. The message I think that is similar with all the dreams is that I'm sad and miss them. I think it is an underlining sign of not really having someone who I talk to about my issues. My closest friends are talkers not listeners.
This is a picture of a bleeding heart that I had to dig up last year because we put a porch in over where it use to be. It was late in the year so it is still in a planter. With my back issues I may not get it transplanted this year, but I'm not overly concerned since my bleeding hearts grow like wild flowers. I love them so much too!