Monday, February 16, 2009
I did not want to get out of bed this morning. I didn't sleep last night (again). I'm really sick of not sleeping at night. But I don't know what to do to actually get some sleep. I have two more weeks (hopefully no more than that) until Tray gets home, and then I will be fine as far as sleeping goes, but in the meantime, I am struggling to get through each day because I am so tired.
I am actually feeling sick today, and I think it's because I'm lacking sleep. I exercised this morning and nearly passed out half-way through a workout that I've done many times. I know I am not that out of shape considering I have been working out 5 days/week without fail for quite some time now. Granted I miss one day every now and again, but my endurance has been steadily increasing. So this morning's near unconsciousness was not related to being out of shape. It had to be that I am tired and/or that I am sick. Perhaps both.
I've been nauseated since I hit the floor mid-exercise routine, and so far that isn't really going away. I have got to find a way to get some sleep every night. I cannot keep going like I am right now. I had a melt-down last night, which granted I do tend to be an emotional person, but this is the first that I've really freaked out about this situation in a while now - and crying myself into a migraine did not help me in the least.
It's not like anything will change or get fixed by becoming upset, but I just couldn't help it. I was so overwhelmed with being tired and worn out, and even after that I still couldn't fall asleep.
Anyhow, I am tempted to take a half day of sick time today, but we'll see where I am in a few hours. I do need to at least stick around for the morning meeting in 2 hours, and then I will see about going home.
I just don't know what good that will do either though since it isn't like I will get any rest there.
I guess for the time being I should get busy and get my work done.
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