WTF???

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I have a high school reunion on October 4th. 10 years later and Im 70 pounds heavier! I just looked at the website and got that gross feeling in my tummy looking at all the cheerleaders who are not only still skinny and still gorgeous, but they are all married too. Im fat, ugly and single. WHY AM I EVEN GOING??
WTF am I doing?
Lord help me get skiinier before this awful day arrives........

  

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CGREELEY1 8/18/2008 12:17PM

Hey chick! I am going to and I am in the same boat you are! Only I am about 80 lbs heavier. You stop feeling like that because we are doing something about it and we are going to get there this time. Plus, do we really give a damn about what those people think? We didn't like them in HS why would we care now??? Report Inappropriate Comment

MARINEMAMA 8/16/2008 6:20PM

Glad you found spark people...we are here to encourage and motivate. Girl..YOU are so much more than you see. Breathe, relax...and know that you are so much more than what the scale says. Report Inappropriate Comment

MRSRUNPETER 8/13/2008 9:58PM

Okay so they have all of that, but do they have the personality you have? besides you have us to whip you into shape, and where the heck did you get the ugly thing from? and yes I did look at your picture. Report Inappropriate Comment

UGH

Friday, August 08, 2008

Okay i started this a week and a half ago. I lost 2.8 pound right away, but now my scale says Im back up 2 pounds??????? WTF? It is soooooooo frustrating. i was supposed to get my TOM 4 days ago (no im not preggo-not possible) so Im thinking Im maybe bloated and retaining water? I just want TOM to come so I can see if its really 2 pounds back or if its just the wonderful glory of being a woman!!!'
I HATE BEING FAT

  

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Today is day number one!!!
I planned all my food for the whole day. This way I could see how many calories I would be consuming and if there would be any wiggle room. So far so good. I havent strayed from what I tracked for the day. Woot woot!! I am excited

  

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QUEENPIMP 8/4/2008 11:21AM

well Im down 2.8 pounds!!! I should be under 200 by my high school reunion. That would be awesome!!! I am excited :) Report Inappropriate Comment