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Thought For The Day

Saturday, July 18, 2009

The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis, but rather the feeling of being unwanted. - Mother Teresa

I have had the feeling of being unwanted most of my life. But today the feeling of being unwanted is gone. I feel that there are people in my life who appreciate me and love me for who I am and not for what I can do for them. I will hang onto this feeling I have today and try to remember it when I'm feeling down.


Serenity Prayer

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

I heard something about a family member yesterday that was upsetting to me. I tried talking to friends about it but that didn't help. I tried forgetting about it and ignoring it but that didn't help either. So I'm left with the serenity prayer.

God grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change.
Courage to change the things I can and the
Wisdom to know the difference.

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5KADAY 7/1/2009 10:29AM

    Something I need reminded of every day. Thank you for posting this!

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I'm Falling In Love!!!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I'm falling in love with myself.

I had disliked myself for so long and didn't realize it. I did things to myself that had I loved myself I wouldn't have done them. I ate too much and drank too much trying to dull the pain and heartache that I felt. I didn't realize at the time that it would only lead me to more pain and heartache.

I wish I knew then what I know now. I am a wonderful loving giving woman with my all life ahead of me. I have a great sense of humor and I can do anything that I put my mind to. I am beautiful inside and out no matter what size I am.

Every time I finish a workout or a healthy meal I find myself happier than I have ever been. I am loving me more and more every minute of every day. There is no better feeling for me. I love me!!!! emoticon

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FLYER99 6/21/2009 8:56AM

    Truer words were never spoken, as the saying goes. If we don't love ourselves, it doesn't matter who else does. We don't have to love ourselves to the point of being "in love" with ourselves, but we must know that we are good and kind. We must have faith on ourselves and stay positive.

Comment edited on: 6/21/2009 8:57:55 AM

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QUEEND1969 6/21/2009 8:04AM

    AMEN! Keep loving yourself! If you don't love you, then all is gone. BUT GOD! Keep up the good work.

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I am making progress!!!!!

Sunday, June 07, 2009


This morning when I woke up I felt really lousy. My throat was hurting and I felt tired and achy. A friend asked me to go to the park with her and at first I started to say no. But I changed my mind and decided to go. It was the best thing I could do. I took the opportunity to move instead of staying home and laying on the couch feeling sorry for myself.

We took a walk through a park and although it wasn't the longest walk I have taken it was more than what I would have done had I stayed at home. It was a beautiful day and I got out and enjoyed it. After the walk we stopped and got something healthy to eat.

It is so motivating to me that I made the right choices today. I could have taken the easy way out but I didn't. Kudos to me. I still don't feel the greatest but I am not letting anything stop me now.

Life is really good for me now and is getting better all the time. I am dating someone really special and tomorrow I am starting at a gym. My goal is to get to the gym at least three times this coming week. I am making more positive choices instead of wallowing in the negative.

emoticon I am going to try to remember how positive I feel today and try to keep this momentum going for as long as possible.

Thank you for reading this blog. Have a great positive day!!!!! emoticon

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MACS706 6/8/2009 7:19AM

That is FANTASTIC! Keep Positive and you will succeed!
Have a Blessed Day!

~macs emoticon

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5KADAY 6/7/2009 8:07PM

    emoticon I'm very proud of the choices you made. You should be too!!

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MADABOUTCATS 6/7/2009 5:02PM

    Good for you!!! It's great to hear things are going so well for you. Hope all goes well at the gym. emoticon

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Just Enjoying Life

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Lately I have been spending too much of my time on the wishes and desires of others. I have been wasting my precious time on people who don't deserve the time or the energy that I have spent on them. I haven't spent enough time on me and what I want and need.

I realized this while I was on a date with a wonderful man on Friday night. He treated me like the queen that I am. I enjoyed every minute of the date. I don't know where things will lead with this man but I definitely know I will not settle for less than what I deserve again. I intend on enjoying life and all that it has to offer. The sky is the limit for me.


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MADABOUTCATS 5/31/2009 12:07PM

    Good for you!!! Life is too short to spend it on people who don't respect and admire us for who we are. Way to go!!! emoticon

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