Sunday, July 04, 2010
Today was such a great day! I spent the entire evening with my husband and in-laws. We went out for dinner, I looked at shoes with his mom, we saw Eclipse (which was AWESOME!!), got ice cream at Cold Stone Creamery, and then we watched the fireworks by the river! Omg, it was sooo much fun!
On a crappy note, we came home and our puppy ate one of my turbo jam dvd's. Anyone know if I can buy an individual dvd without purchasing the whole package again? I bought the five basic workouts plus the deluxe package so I suppose I have plenty until I can get Turbo Fire. =/ Still sucks though.
I've been sorta frustrated because of how slowly I'm losing weight. I know I could be more strict with my diet, but my blood sugar goes down often and I start shaking so I snack alot which tends to make me go over by a few points everyday. How am I supposed to stay within range while keeping my blood sugar steady? I'm not diabetic. I have no idea what the problem is!
My doctor put me on Topamax for prevention of migraines. I was a little freaked out because it's what my brother takes to control his seizures. A side effect of it is weight loss and about 20% of people have reported weight loss, so I was like HELL YEAH. LOL Hope I'm one of those people. ;)
Btw, Prozac is a godsend with depression. It's truly worked miracles with me. I can't imagine my life without it now. I don't think it's addictive. It gives me an extra sense of control over my emotions. They don't control me so much anymore. My husband said to me today, "You know, you're actually fun to be around now." LOL That's a compliment coming from him. It was nice to be able to sit back and enjoy the company of him and his family without being a nervous wreck.
Anyways, hope all is well with everyone. I've been sorta hovering around, but not jumping into anything really. I'm still here though. Trying to focus on my weight loss, my goals, and my marriage (which is amazing thanks to giving it more attention). I love you guys, and you inspire me to be the best ME everyday.